UPDATE I don’t want to bring drama from my real life onto th..
Added 2021-02-20 22:10:12 +0000 UTCUPDATE I don’t want to bring drama from my real life onto this platform, but I just want to apologize for my inactivity this past week. I feel safer talking here than on my twitter. Between struggling to get my internet back and having no power/ trying to find a place with heat so my lizard doesn’t die. I really got my shit kicked in. Mom kicked me out so I moved to Austin TX in January and since then my life has been a complete rollercoaster of emotions and experiences. I am so grateful to have such supportive people around me. I couldn’t have wished for anything better. Now that I’m on my own it’s been really hard to try and find a good support system. I have a restraining order on my dad and my mom is moving out of the US. I really have no one else, but the people around me. What I’ve been through this week has been traumatic for sure, but it’s not the first. I got diagnosed with PTSD a couple weeks ago and I don’t know how I’m going to explain my situation to my therapist next week. It’s just more shit to add onto the dumpster fire. I’m safe and around people right now so my mental health is slowly recovering. It’s starting to burn my eyes when I cry now so I’ve been trying to keep my cool >.< Thank you everyone for all the support this month. I’m going to keep grinding sets when I get the chance this month for sure. The past couple days have been insane.
