Getting so excited and thinking deeply about my upcoming tat..

Getting so excited and thinking deeply about my upcoming tattoo appointment. Thinking of the power and the symbolism of a big black QOS ♠️ spade tattoo on the delicate pale white skinned backside of a little white girl like me. What it represents to me. Why am I getting this symbol of my preference? Of my love and adoration? Black men.🥰 Black men really are beacons of hope for us white women. 🖤 As a snowbunny, QOS, whatever you want to call me, I often find myself overcome with a feeling of gratitude and sincere admiration for black men. It seems incredible how so many black men manage to stay strong and true to their beliefs, and cope with prejudice and narrow-minded white males in such a white dominated society. At least from what I see around me in my small little town. Although, that is changing. I can see it happening around me. Changing for the better. Changing from a society where there's an underlying prejudice against interracial relationships between white women and black men and where we women are often shamed as "promiscuous" or as "mudsharks" if we have the nerve to be attracted to black men. A society where its okay for white men to have hundreds of preference when it comes to women (especially about how we look), but not so much for us women to have standards. Especially when that standard revolves around being attracted to black men. In this new world filled with gender confusion and increasingly white effeminate masculinity, I see black men as standing tall and firm as masculine beacons of hope for us white women! Strong and daring to stay true to their nature and inner values. Daring to be the kind of men who white women desire. The masculinity of black men can often mistaken as something primitive and outdated, but not in my eyes. A black man's masculinity, strong and powerful and in desperate need in a world that is changing fast. This strength makes women like me, when im in the arms of a black man, feel safe, protected, loved and needed. There is nothing more beautiful than offering our femininity to balance out the masculinity in this dynamic and it's in this sphere of attraction that our love and attraction for each other grows! The truth is that black men have always been a central part of my desire and attraction and fantasies! The only difference is that the world has changed in a way where it isn't the standards or beliefs of white men in society that dictate our values any longer. This means that more and more I am ready and willing to be open and transparent about my attraction and adoration for black men. To friends and even family members. I am ready and willing to openly commit myself to being exclusively into black men. For the rest of my life. Complete with the symbolism on my body to show it. I can't help but to be in awe and to be amazed! Black men deserve all the love and adoration from all of us and its something that is becoming more and more apparent as I find myself deeper and deeper in the lifestyle. Strong black beacons of masculinity and hope while white masculinity is slowly fading away leaving more and more frustrated white women. I truly think more and more, that many white girls may just find themselves to be happier and more fulfilled with a black man. Just this past year, I witnessed 2 of my old HS girlfriends having had left their long time white boyfriends, start dating black men, and getting pregnant soon after. 🖤 The world is changing! And I want to be a part of it. At the center of this new world, stands a black man with his strong arms around the waist of a pregnant white woman. This is the beacon of hope that surrounds us and promises us a better world where black men are in power and where white women stand to support and admire them.