Please read this <3 Some of you probably already know this ..
Added 2021-10-02 13:46:07 +0000 UTCPlease read this <3 Some of you probably already know this due to the twitch stream we had for a charity on Thursday. I opened up about my domestic abuse in one of my relationships and also about my ra pe when I was only fift een years old by my then boyfriend. It was very hard to talk about it but I was incredibly happy that I decided to do this as it gave a lot of people courage to speak up for themselves as well. Yesterday evening I was answering all my messages and it turned out that my rap ist had signed up to my onlyfans last month and had sent me a message last week saying who he was, how beautiful I've become and that he supports me with all his love and hope that all is good in my life. He apparently didn't even remember what he put me through or did to me, and I was not the only girl he has raped, multiple girls came forward to me during that time and told me similar stories. This really hit me hard mentally and I need to give it all a place again. Obviously blocked his ass and asked OF support to IP ban him so he can not come back to my page again. I'm also preparing myself to finally tell me mum tonight. So if I'm a bit late with replies I hope you can understand as to why. This whole week has been mentally draining for me. I'm not asking for pity, I've worked through all this but having to have all this to dig up again, I need to be able to give it a place again, I appreciate the support and kind words, but I just want you guys to know that if I reply a bit late then you know why <3
