Long time no see 🙈 Things have been getting increasingly ha..
Added 2023-01-13 21:00:35 +0000 UTCLong time no see 🙈 Things have been getting increasingly harder in my life and I found making content to be pretty taxing on my mental health. I have a really low sense of self-worth and being tasked with making content really brought that out. I’m working on loving myself more, and hopefully with that will come some new and exciting content. The loss that I experienced in the last few months of 2022 was profound to say the least and broke me into so many pieces. Grief is a fickle bitch. Some days you can keep up with the ebb & flow of the waves as they pass, & others, you’re left drowning in a bottomless ocean of loneliness. In November, I began working a dead-end office job that is completely and utterly mind-numbing. With the costs of everything rising so fast, I have no other choice than to sell my soul to this company for the foreseeable future, making $5 more an hour than my states minimum wage, and still making less than I did in 2020 because of taxes. All this to say, I’m really not sure what I’m saying, or the purpose of this post. I’m not going to promise mew content in the coming weeks or set myself up for failure- but I will say that I’m trying in all aspects of my life and attempting to start creating content for you guys is one of them. I hope the new year brings an abundance of peace, joy, & happiness to every single one of you. My DMs have always been open and will continue to stay that way, never hesitate to send a message just to chat or request some custom content 💞 XOXO, J 💋
