Sometimes you need to slow down. I worked so hard to become..
Added 2021-10-02 14:02:13 +0000 UTCSometimes you need to slow down. I worked so hard to become the best version of myself that I forgot to rest. I was so in control of myself. There were a lot of phrases in my head "don't buy chips", "don't drink alcohol", "forget about parties". And it's not bad, but I think I overdid it. I was so severely depressed that I needed this harsh framework. I need this severity to myself so that I become who I am now. But when I was changing, I wanted my friends to change too. And that was my mistake. Not every friend of yours will be happy about the change. Unfortunately, I lost my girlfriends on the way to a better version of myself. When I lost weight, I did not receive support, I received only one ridicule about the fact that I lost my breasts, that I no longer have them. I am grateful that my coach believed in me and my mother. And I'm glad that I got support here. But it was also important for me to show all my changes on social networks. And all the time I tried to prove that I can become the best version of myself. And this chase devastated me. Why did I remove social media. I don't want to prove anything to anyone else. I just want to be myself and be emotionally healthy. But I got too carried away with learning new things. Drawing, sports, modeling. I now need to find a balance in my life. But I think I'm on the right track thank you for being all the way with me
