It probably sound cringe or something but buying this set Fr..
Added 2022-08-07 11:51:10 +0000 UTCIt probably sound cringe or something but buying this set Friday really did help after the weeks I’ve felt down, like I don’t matter, like It would be better off if I wasn’t here… even considered quitting only fans because I felt like a failure and like I wasn’t sure how I felt about it anymore like was it a rash impulsive decision to do this and is it going to affect my life, life romantically or generally my future. I’ve always said i did this because it made me feel good about my self when I was struggling and I didn’t see it being a life long situation but I guess I didn’t expect to start lacking happiness about my self again. When I started this journey I was just put on anti depressants a month before and after seeing the positivity and being surprised by people actually wanting to subscribe I stopped taking them now it’s been over a year and the past few weeks have been so low for me I relapsed self harming and have really been considering going back onto my antidepressants. I know you guys don’t sub to get this side of me but for me this feels kinda the safest place for me to be the most honest version of my self online.
