🎆 happy new year!!! 🎈 🌲 here’s some sap 🌲 2021-2022 was t..
Added 2023-01-06 00:36:22 +0000 UTC🎆 happy new year!!! 🎈 🌲 here’s some sap 🌲 2021-2022 was the most traumatic and horrible time of my life, however I’ve taken enormous steps in my healing journey and I’m really proud of how far I’ve come. I know when I first started this account I was active and felt beautiful and positive and I inspired a ton of my friends and peers to love themselves, but last year someone took that power away from me. Instead of fighting for it back, I’ve decided to build something even deeper and more powerful within myself that NO ONE could ever take because it’s my soul and my truth this time. I think whatever version of myself that that piece of shit human took from me needed to die off anyway, and I’m finding comfort in not having those pieces of myself. What’s difficult about it though, is that I feel who I used to be was just sexual all the time because I liked the way getting sexual attention specifically felt then. Now it’s hard for me to even accept it from my partner at times, but intimacy exists in other places. Yes, we love looking at my ass and watching me bang myself (I love it too!) but my focus out side of this platform has changed, and it has definitely effected how I express myself on here. I want to find that love for sharing myself again, and I’m determined to. If you made it this far, thank you 💜 I love you, and I appreciate you.
