

Still going strong! š«š„
Iām sure itāll sound stupid af to some people, but this have been INCREDIBLY difficult, and unfortunately it hasnāt really been getting any easier. Most days are honestly a struggle, but I just keep telling myself āI will not drink today. I donāt know about tomorrow, but not today.ā The truth is that I was drinking 6 days and would burn through around 2-3 bottles of whiskey a week, PLUS whatever Iād drink at the pub. For now, thatās all the specifics Iāll go into, but my going sober NEEDED to happenā¦
Iāve also been putting a lot of time into Digimon (a trading card game - think pokemon, magic: the gathering, or yugioh), and it helps to distract me. Instead of going to the pub after work like I used to, Iāll go home and work on decks, sort cards, or play online with my friends. (Iām actually going to the regional tournament tomorrow, and Iām SUPERRR nervous because thereāll be 255 other players, so please please please wish me luck!!! š¤š¼)
The last thing Iāll touch on is that I LOVE this. All of it. I love filming myself, being creative, coming up with new post ideas, and doing my damndest to make sure Iām putting out sexy vids/pics that will turn you on. I love knowing that I DO turn you on, can help you cum hard (Iād KILL to know how many loads have been pumped out to me š), and if I can make your day even 1% better - well that genuinely makes MY day.
Most of all though, I love being able to be open and honest with you, knowing that I wonāt be judged or get rude messages. Iāve probs said this like 43,872 times by now, but Iād honestly delete my account before I ever put on some fantasy persona just to be more āappealingā (OF code for āmake more moneyā). I do write post captions that may come off as āfakeā or whatever, but I do it to try and turn you on even more - to get you to cum even harder.
Again, I know Iāve said all this stuff before so Iāll stop rambling now, but sincerely, thank you for being here with me.
- Mark
(Scheduling a stroking vid with a nice cumshot for 8:30 CST tonight, so look out of that š)
P.S. Gimme money bish
P.P.S. Lol obvs thatās a joke
P.P.P.S. Wish me luck for tomorrowās tournament!! š¤
P.P.P.P.S. Nah but for real though, gimme money lol š¤