Hey fam, grab your tea, lube, vibrator, whatever your dick/c..

Hey fam, grab your tea, lube, vibrator, whatever your dick/cunt/heart desires, it's story time! Once upon a time, when I was a doe-eyed babe starting porn, a producer I was filming with had a Sybian in his dungeon and suggested I record a solo with it. I'll take fucking over masturbation any day, but we'd already done 3 scenes and I hear there's only so many times a dick can go round in a 2 hour session (my Oregon partner and I once tried to push the boundaries of this, he came a bunch of times in quick succession and, um, we ended up having to go to the hospital 🤣). Playing on the Sybian was alright. The producer kindly left the room to give me privacy because he's that kind of sweet guy - although I realize, in retrospect, that the video would have ended up way hotter if he had been watching and masturbating off camera while I filmed. The video performed strangely well on the Hub. I'm not sure why - people like seeing someone's first anything? Sybian is a niche category? Anyway, I wrote off Sybians as okay but meh, not worth the hype. And then, several months later, a Sybian unexpectedly reappeared in my life in an important way. You never know what seemingly irrelevant experiences will turn out to be significant later. I was at a sex club hotel take-over with my partner at the time. I'd never been to a weekend-long sex party thing like that and I was honestly a little skeptical. People seemed clicky and I was one of only 6 people on the dance floor. Enter: room with a Sybian. Lights were down and it was Friday evening, early in the weekend, so there were a bunch of clothed people hanging out, waiting for the night to progress before starting sexual activities in earnest. I knew about Sybians, and this one had a penetrative add-on, already better (because, for me, scissoring and vibrators are aight, but I really just want to be stuffed with dicks, dildos and hands up my cunt). Besides, nothing else was really happening and I didn't want to just stand around. A girl was holding the controller and everyone in the room was watching. I started moaning and squirting (as I do) and the girl got more into it, playing with the penetration speed, which of course made me squirt more. A couple guys started getting out their cocks and stroking. I asked to suck dick while riding the Sybian, and I didn't have to ask twice. Some, upon my request, were aggressive and fucked my face, some grabbed my tits and squeezed hard, I said "fuck yes, more" to all of it. The girl with the controller kept raising the intensity of the Sybian which made me louder and resulted in more people coming down the hall into the increasingly packed room to see what was going on. Other people in the room started getting sexual with each other, a couple girls got on their knees to suck dick, one couple started fucking against a chair. Eventually I stepped off the Sybian to a puddle of squirt on the floor and made out with the girl who was holding the controller. The rest of the weekend was fun, but it was the Sybian room that helped me first realize things I kinda suspected about myself but hadn't fully internalized: (1) I'm trouble and I like starting things. If there's a room where sexuality is permitted but it hasn't started yet, I'mma start it. (2) I really really like being watched. (3) All my little whore heart wants is to be used for the good of the group. So, thanks Sybian. It turns out you're not so bad after all 😉