Fingering myself feels so good. Remember when I used to thin..

Fingering myself feels so good. Remember when I used to think I could never be a horny slut with no right to say no? You changed that real quick. I was so cold and your body was like a furnace. I remember little about the situation. I just know that it was just me and you at a hotel lobby. The power was out and a lot of us couldn’t stay warm. That’s how blizzards are. You always made sure to stand incredibly close to me when we had to gather there for announcements. You got a little too close though. It was a large crowd of us and you emitted so much heat. And then you waved your hand just below my skirt and began to rub my clit with your warm fingers. Teasing me. I got so nervous. But you where impatient and felt the need to claim me as yours as soon as possible. You held my hand and lead me back to your hotel room. You tossed me onto your bed and crawled towards me until I was cornered helpless. “Have you ever fingered your self?” You asked me. And I shook my head and shut my legs together terrified. Your eyes glancing at my legs and then back at my eyes. And that’s when you yanked me by the legs under you. Flipping me on my stomach and spreading my legs open, you spread my pussy open. I kicked and tried to squirm away but you wrestled with me. “You’re a virgin aren’t you” you asked as I continued to thrash and get away. But you licked your fingers and put one finger in my virgin pussy. I screamed. It was so painful that in fact I began crying. Your single index finger was too much for my pussy to take in at that moment. You held me still and told me I’d learn to like it. That this was my fate. You stretched my virgin holes wide enough to slide one more of your fingers and began sliding your fingers deep enough to feel my insides. The moment you found my g-spot it was over for me. I stopped struggling and my breathing changed. You loosened your grip on me and a grin of achievement spread across your face. It felt amazing and I wanted you to keep going. I didn’t want you to stop. You made me get into a 69 position and whipped your massive cock out our your pants. Before you could instruct me, I opened my mouth and began worshipping your cock right away. It came so instinctively to me. I now knew my place as your personal whore. I wanted to please you. All my morals vanished. I knew nothing of resisting such dirty acts and performing modesty. You rubbed my asshole teasing it next. “Just imagine if I trained your last hole left. Three holes in one day.” But I shook my head and attempted to pull my mouth away to tell you that I’m not ready for that, but you locked me in with your legs, jamming your cock deeper down my throat unable to speak. You held it there as I screamed. Feeling my pussy tighten around your fingers, you could feel that I was scared. Your cock down my throat. I’ve never felt so degraded in my life. You really humiliated me. You turned my throat into a cock sleeve and you had plans to pump cum straight into my stomach. “I think that is exactly what I’ll do...” you said as you licked your thumb and rammed it deep in my ass. My screams muffled with your cock in my mouth. You began thrusting in motion to make my throat jerk you off. You loved to make me scream. You loved to feel my body react when you terrify me. I couldn’t escape you. You played with my virgin holes as you pleased and laughed when your fingers moved in a way that would send shocks throughout my spine. I’ve never been so scared in my life. I was helpless. Your thrusting got faster and faster down my throat and my screams intensified until my eyes widened and I felt your cock cum a large creamy load into my throat. It wouldn’t stop. I couldn’t swallow. Your cum was already traveling down into my stomach and feeding me. I felt like a whore. I felt so dirty. I felt like a slut. Because I wanted it. Because deep down inside I know I enjoyed it because this is what stupid cunts like myself deserve. I’ll never mount to anything in life. I’m worthless. But when I’m servering you, I have some worth. You pulled your fingers out after finger fucking me and took a photo of my throbbing gaped little holes with my own cum leaking out. Embarrassed. My body can’t lie. You made me enjoy my new purpose as a fuckpet. You have given my life meaning again. Every time I finger myself in secrecy from now on, I think about how you brutally fucked all my holes and popped my cherry by finger fucking me. You always knew I’d give in and start moaning. That’s why you keep going no matter how much I resist. A slut’s mind is too stupid to know her own body. That’s why I need you. <3