💖Thank you EVERYONE💜 For the massive support 🧡 My consultati..

💖Thank you EVERYONE💜 For the massive support 🧡 My consultation was yesterday and I’ve kept my promise on what I said the money from only fans would be for. Picture on the left is the total price (which I can afford thanks to all of you) and the photo in the middle is what I currently look like and the lines below my breast show where my new underboob fold is going to be. The photo on the right is what I will look like after surgery and once it is all healed.

What am I getting?

Brand: Mentor Cohesive Gell Implants (Gummy bear implants)
Shape: Anatomical (tear drop shaped)
Size: 440cc

My surgery date: September 7th

Where? In Washington. I live in Oregon so this is a four hour drive for me. (Three and a half hours with good traffic but the traffic gets bad sometimes and ends up to be four hours.)

What if I get sick from the implants?: (this is called implant sickness) if for some reason my body rejects the implant, and my body gets sick trying to attack it, my surgeon will remove the implants for free. A LOT of plastic surgery clinics will NOT do this. So if I’m in a life or death situation, I don’t have to save up 10grand to have my implants removed. They will be removed for free to save my life.

How long do the implants last?: They are good for ten years inside my body. So once I am 35, I will need to get them either taken out or have new ones put in.

Three weeks before my surgery date I will see my plastic surgeon to go over medications and antibiotics that I will be on before the surgery to make sure my body is clean of anything before the surgery.

I have already put a $1,000 down payment as a deposit to hold the surgery date.

Why 440cc?: I wanted a size that would be safer for my body and lower the risk of complications because my rib cage is very small (My body growth stunted and my body didn’t really develop past 12years old) yay for growing up in a poor family and being malnourished!!! so I had to pick a size that would fit my frame. Like how a shoe fits your foot. Like how a glove fits your hand. Like how a hat fits your head. Just one of those things.

The medicines and antibiotic pills will not be covered and I’ll be paying for it. I’ll also pay for my own stay in a hotel/motel (I am not picky. I’ve slept on the concrete ground on my lunch break before lol) because after my surgery and they see me up, I’ll be allowed to just get up and leave. (That really blows my mind) but I don’t want to stress my body with a four hour drive back home when I’ll have a check up with them the next fucking day. So I’ll just rent a room there.

This is a long post and I’m sorry.

I’ve struggled with body dysmorphia because yeah it sucks to be 25 and people think I’m still a 15 year old kid when I’m NOT. (I’ll be 25 in July 19) but this has bugged me for years. I always wore men’s clothes and taking nudes has been really REALLY fucking hard. It’s always been hard. I’m blessed with a nice ass which I have thanks to the excessive stairs I have to climb at work. I’m sorry if you guys wished I uploaded more content more often but I KNOW my content is screenshotted. (Which tbh? You paid $50 so yeah I’m not gonna make anyone feel like shit for screenshotting anything they paid a lot of money for) but I also know that whatever I upload on onlyfans is on the internet FOREVER. So I only want to upload what I truly am proud of and only my best content I can make. I still struggle with narcolepsy and I can’t get medicated for it yet because I need a sleep study in order to be prescribed medicine to stay awake. (The medicine is just a form of aderal) but I need it to be a safe dosage for my weight. But that’s all another story.

I want to thank everyone. Literally everyone.

I keep my word and I don’t want anyone to feel like I lied and tried to scam anybody because this is proof I did exactly what I said I would do with the money and why my only fans was priced so high.

So what now?: After my surgery and after I am healed, I plan to take Kung Fu classes so I can wield my favorite Shoulin Kung Fu weapons the right way. I want to get medicated for my narcolepsy. I want to buy my poor mother a new car. (A used car but seriously anything would be better than the monstrosity she is currently driving) I’m NOT here to buy designer bags or luxury things. I’ll do that with the money I make from my job in security. But I will always use my only fans money for mature reasons. My pets, my mother, my future apartment, and so forth.

This surgery has been the most selfish thing I have ever gotten for myself. I am nervous, scared, and fucking terrified but over all, if I didn’t go through with it, I’d wake up knowing it’s another day unhappy in the body I’m in.

Thank you everyone. ♥️ For being patient, for being kind, and for being there for me.