Something needs to be discussed and I’m going to talk about ..

Something needs to be discussed and I’m going to talk about it. Only fans is not my main source of income at all. I work a job outside of only fans as an “essential worker” and some of you may already know what job I work. I have struggled really bad mentally this week. I know everyone has. The other job I work is important to me because I joined it for the better good of helping keep society a safe place. When the protesting began, although I feel that some people truly do go to be peaceful protesters; when they walk the streets, so do wolves in sheep clothing. And people with the intent to vandalize, break windows, loot and start fires, decide to walk with the peaceful protesters very blended in and concealed. Both of my work places that I work at where broken into. The second time it happened, I was at my work desk and six yards away, a large angry mob decide to start simultaneously smashing my work place windows. I had to run for my life, from this angry mob. Thanks to police that was chasing them, they where tear gassed and chased off. It has been a traumatizing time for me. I worked an extra 12 hour shift last Wednesday because I’m experienced at what I do. My work needs me. It’s been really hard. Because I’ve had to let go of people I considered my friends because they try and justify the looting and vandalism. This has lasted over a week now. Oregon Portland is having a really shitty time right now. I’ve felt very hurt. There where friends who knew what was going on and didn’t bother to check on me when riots where happening. Instead they told me that “looting and vandalism” isn’t important. They don’t check on me. They knew my life was threatened. They didn’t give a single f*ck. “I love you but fuck cops evy” it’s so ignorant to tell me that and try to claim to be my friend. I’m not a cop but I get mistaken for one a lot. I’m so hurt. The city of Portland that was once a beautiful little town is now in boarded up ruins. People have good intent. I believe that. But they can be ignorant to what it enables for those with no fear to do such great harm.

I love you all and wish nothing but safety. For you all to always go home safe to your families or your pets or loved ones.

I will be posting more content regularly again. Thank you for the patience. 💜