Thank you to everyone who has sent me such thoughtful condol..
Added 2022-05-26 15:35:27 +0000 UTCThank you to everyone who has sent me such thoughtful condolences about my little doggie's passing. It means a LOT to me! These things are hard enough to go through, but you all made me feel like I wasn't going through it alone! Today is officially 7 months sober AF for me! I am really starting to get a grip on things and feeling much better so I can't wait to just bury myself in work. My little Maggie girl was a LOT of work at the end. The past couple of months were extremely difficult. She needed to go outside at LEAST every two hours. I had to buy a large kennel to put her in at night to keep her safe and so I didn't have to get up if she needed to potty. Her last week was nothing but bloody stools and she was very weak and wobbly. I kept her as comfortable as I possibly could and her last day was EPIC! She got every single one of her favorite treats and we spent the day together soaking up the sun and giving each other tons of cuddles and love. I pretty much spent the last month or two taking care of my little dog. Washing p33 pads and blankets and beds, taking her out every two hours, making sure she wasn't fallen over somewhere or stuck somewhere. I have unlimited respect for hospice care workers. OMG. It is a very mentally, physically and emotionally draining process. Thank you also for your well wishes about my new grandson! Thank God I have him to bring me joy during the difficult grieving process. Anyway, just wanted to say HEY! Thank you all so much! I will be getting busy with FINALLY finishing customs etc so be on the lookout for that! I will also get to your messages asap. I have just needed this time to be with my dog and my daughter and deal with those two huge life events. Love to you all!!
