Fun fact: I began Onlyfans on the 9th of Jan 2021 and honest..
Added 2021-07-07 00:19:54 +0000 UTCFun fact: I began Onlyfans on the 9th of Jan 2021 and honestly, I feel like it’s done so much good for me. This feels like a safer space than therapy sometimes and I am so fucking thankful for everyone that continues to support me on this wild journey. I have realised recently that since starting this journey in January I haven’t actually had a day off, that’s 180 days working without much of a break. I haven’t gone 24 hours without working on this space in some sorta way. I check Onlyfans at least 3 times every single day so that I can reply to messages and send out content requests among other things. I love replying to messages and chatting with y’all and I’m so happy that any of you even want to talk to me. I’ve been making content multiple times a week and promoting this platform (which is exhausting in itself when majority of social media sites hate sex work and will delete my posts) anywhere I can. I’m going to an Air Bnb this weekend so that I can make more content for you all because it’s currently too hard to film in my house and I’m feeling so guilty that I haven’t been as active and smashing out the content as normal. Moral of this post is: I’m feeling a little burnt out and overwhelmed at the moment with my personal life and on here and it’s now got to the point where I can see it impacting on my work and I hate that. I need a break. So I’m taking tomorrow off, the whole 24 hours. I will not be active on Thursday for anything, I will not reply to Instagram messages either. I’m hoping to just keep my phone off for the day so I can just exist and try to care about myself a little more, get some of those basic needs tended to. I can’t remember the last time I managed to eat two meals in a day. It’s been pretty obvious if you’ve been following me that my mental health has been getting worse over the last few weeks. This is me putting my foot down and trying to put myself first for a moment. I will be back Friday and the content will resume ❤️❤️ Thank you for understanding x.
