*taps mic* hewwo everybody… new pics + a long overdue apolo..

*taps mic* hewwo everybody… new pics + a long overdue apology - i’m aware that i have been posting very little this month. since i completed my last exam at the end of april i burned out a little and have been a bit of a mess! i have always struggled a little with communication, even in my private life. i like to keep things casual and funny, especially on twitter. but since you’ve all paid a ticket to be here i’d like to open up to you guys a little more. please never take offence if i am slow at replying, the fault is on my side only i often let the quantity of messages build up into the double and triple digits more often than i’d like, and those of you who struggle with black and white thinking know how easy it is to fall into the mentality of not completing any tasks if you feel too overwhelmed to complete them all at once. without getting into too much detail, i’ve struggled with mental health issues since early adolescence and when i’m not doing too well, my organizational skills are the first to suffer. i am embarrassed because i normally value consistency in my work but i have had depression, and several different flavours of anxiety disorder get the best of me recently and i let a lot of things slide, not just on here but in my personal life too. i was able to get my ssri dosage upped recently and i think it’s helping! one thing this onlyfans gig has taught me is management skills. planning my outfits, makeup and hair is something i really enjoy, and it upsets me that my executive functioning hasn’t been good enough for you all to see it in a timely manner. a life update: like i said on my previous post, i also moved overseas for a little bit. i’m here with friends and contrary to your very cute comments, no one flew me out - i flew myself out but i couldn’t be doing this without all of your constant support to me on this page, so you reading this are also responsible for helping me get here 💞 this summer i’m also taking a few courses (i am a second year mathematics student) and i’ll be continuing to balance that with updating social media. i’m in a much better place now than i was in my hometown (both physically and mentally). i had a good long think about my priorities this year, and i realized that making content is something i really enjoy, and i’m going to be prioritizing the frequency of my uploads from here on out! i’m lucky to be in a place where i have much better access to tools like a tripod, better lighting and backgrounds for new content than before. i really do put a lot of effort into my posts - for every picture set you see there have been hundreds of outtakes and although i’m quite happy with the quality of my recent content, i hope each new post can impress you all through iterative improvements not just in my photos and appearance but ability to manage a both exciting and overwhelming amount of fans i have on onlyfans and followers on my social media accounts. this is still a one-girl job, and balancing my professional, personal, academic and online life is something that i have always been okay enough at at, but want to push myself to do more efficiently. if you are reading this, it means that i have already scheduled some posts that will upload over the next several days! a lot of it is built up content that i had taken but been too overwhelmed to organize into sets. i’m working on precisely that as i type this, and i really hope you enjoy them! as a thank you to anyone who’s subscribed, i have a special soapy tiddy photoset (implied nude) queued up for release on my onlyfans feed (not ppv!) on the 23rd of may, in addition to my regular uploads. i’m also having a sale to make it easier to access my content - 50% off for new subscribers and 70% off for returning ones!