Next month I’ll be 40 What a ride It’s been a journey that..
Added 2024-04-08 08:27:32 +0000 UTCNext month I’ll be 40 What a ride It’s been a journey that has given me many challenges and overcomings as well as wonderful gifts. You are all one of those wonderful gifts thank you for being here. I have just trained for 2 hrs at 5am, about to go into my first appointment and thinking of you all. I do not personally remember the last time I had off work where I was not traveling and working. I work 7 days, generally always something to be done. Sometimes I feel I need a break but dreams have to be worked for. I often feel when you work online nobody sees the work you put in, they just see it as easy and simple. Personally I think it is one of the hardest work i've done as there is never down time unless you schedule it. I am grateful for this work as it allows me to provide a future for my daughter and that is a gift. Back to turning 40. I am a little sad because I won’t be able to celebrate with my friends I grew up with or my mum, dad and brother. I can’t afford to go home and they cannot afford to come to me. However I’m grateful all the same because they are still here. As I turn 40 I still have so much work to do. It feels like this constant battle of never being enough in this world and finding balance between acceptance, working and doing more, never being seen and trusting in the process. Any advice for my year of 40? I want to also sincerely thank you also for being here as with your support I will be able to save to see my family and friends again sometime. You make my heart warm knowing it’s possible because of you all being here and your support here. Happy Monday Blessings Rhy
