Good morning / evening I’m half way between getting changed..

Good morning / evening I’m half way between getting changed to work out and working on planning new content for you all. I’m not sure which to do first. So now I’m lost in thought.. I know, does a blond really have thoughts lol 😆 Does anyone else get side tracked getting undressed? I thought I would share a bit of my last week/ month/ life… This last week, we had a credit card scam in Australia and my card number got stolen. I spent 5 hrs wait time on a call to get my card cancelled and replaced…. I wonder where customer service has gone. The poor gentleman that picked up had a baby in the background. I can’t take my frustrations out on him but I’m sad that customer service can be so bad for an international customer of an Australian bank. I’ve had a package in the post go missing. A friend sent it and forgot to keep the receipt with the tracking number. It has a lot of value and I don’t know how to find it. I’m scared I’ll have to repurchase everything and find more money I don’t have right now. I’ve had to pay my daughters school and bus fees and extra taxes in Switzerland in the last month too. Even though I left a year ago from Switzerland, taxes still come to haunt me. If you ever need a good fuck tax will always fuck you good lol. Being a contractor/self employed for health and fitness to train people is helpful so I can work online and care for my daughter full time too. However, It ends up with a lot more unknown expenses and no holiday pay or sick leave. I also work 7 days due to time differences and need to make ends më3t. Here in Bangkok everyone has a nanny, a driver, a cleaner and I do all this myself. I listen as people complain with all these services I could only dream of affording. I think I do all this myself and then realise I’m proud I do, because I want to live life and do all I can. I want to hold compassion for everyone. I just feel we forget how lucky we are sometimes with all we have, we complain rather than see others with less or be grateful 😇 I know as I walk the streets of Bangkok even with my own challenges I am reminded day in and day out how lucky I am. Many do not have a roof over their head, more than one change of clothing. Öld people working in the hot streets pulling heavy food carts, yöung families begging for money. We have to sit back sometimes and realise we are also lucky even with the depths of life. It’s been a week and on top of these above things…My mum has also had a car accident, dad and mum have been very unwell the last month, only just starting to feel better. 3 of my close friends have been in the hospital sick. I hope they will heal soon. My brother lost his job last month and had to find a new one. So the list goes on…. I’m now sitting here realizing I must train before my daughter wakes. It’s her last day of school summer holidays. Want to make it special. At the same time I’m thinking about taking her to Australia for Xmas. But I'm not sure how to afford it. My mum and dad will be selling our family home in the next few years to downsize. They are in their 70s. I always wanted to buy it but cannot afford it. Now I’m hoping to at least save to have one more Xmas there for my daughter amongst the bush and wallabies in case they move next year. Life is truly full of challenges and problems. But it’s also full of greatness too. The things we lose are not lost. They are entryways. They are the world saying, sometimes very strongly. There is something else out there. Well cheers to something else… I wrote this just in case you feel like you are alone with life. I hope this helps you to know behind the scenes we all have our challenges and you are doing amazing. Happy people know suffering more than anyone else, and that’s how they can see just how damn beautiful their lives are. It’s because they’ve seen the depths. Just keep swimming enjoy the depths Rhy xo