With summer ahead and us having hopefully a bit more time fo..

With summer ahead and us having hopefully a bit more time for playing I was thinking about how can I start setting a mood for what‘s to come. Those who are following for a while know, that I am currently really rubbing in his pussyfree status and it‘s a thrill we both enjoy. It‘s something I plan on doing in different ways. 😊 Last time we played and I plugged him before unlocking and edging it really connected something I intuitively knew, but just now was able to put in words. The thing that is common to most of my play and what I find so fun and erotic: It‘s the ability to twist needs and assumptions into unexpected positions. I think that‘s what gives me the feel of power and the nervous feeling in my stomach. When done right I almost feel like doing something I should be not, like something I should be wary of being caught at. 🤭 Which makes sharing it even more exciting. What do I mean by that? Let's say what do guys usually do when they get horny? I would say usually find ways to cum. But no, with me you get more horny. What do you do, when you are aroused? It should be erection, right … What‘s a straight man's penis usually for and why does Luke want to spend time with me alone … all of them have very obvious and wrong answers. He‘s caged, he doesn‘t get to cum too much, he‘s not going to fuck me anytime soon and while he gets to see me naked it‘s only to be frustrated. Everything else follows the same pattern, making him wear my panties, letting him use a strapon on me, instead of his dick 😈 I just can‘t get enough of the neverending mindfuck 😄Realisations like this are very important for me because then I can better shape what I do, to make it consistently more fun and to discover more and nuanced feels of that. Anyway, I wanted to provide him with some relief this time. And I think that‘s why I love the soft-penis ruined orgasm. Make him sit on a pack of towels that will prevent any meaningful attempts to get hard. I love it 🤭No matter what I do he just can‘t get an erection, but he can still feel all of it. As if he isn‘t aware of it enough I grabbed his hand to squeeze my boobs. To fondle it, while I „stroke“ him, as much as you can stroke soft noodle. I think any man (if it wasn‘t for the towels) would be rockhard. Even if it was my intention to keep him limp, I don‘t think it made it any less humiliating for him. I mean, this wasn't exactly convincing me to break my resolution of not fucking him. The 2.5 inches of limp dick weren't just that irresistible 🤭 Don't get me wrong, they are certainly very hot and making me wet, but in a very different way. To top it all off, when I felt I was playing with his floppy dick long enough I've let go, just in time to let him dribble out without any proper orgasm. 😈 Though I have to say, I was expecting a bit more cum, so he might soon be for a surprise for that. Not going to say more, so you can be in tension with him 😊