I've been asked to do a body update. Fair request since I'm ..
Added 2022-05-23 09:49:04 +0000 UTCI've been asked to do a body update. Fair request since I'm 13 days out from my last show! Definitely needing a break. So here I am! Also letting you in a little on my mental state the last several weeks. It has not been easy prepping for a show and going through what I have. I do not recommend it lol. But I can't control other people either. I can only keep going and moving forward the best I can. I have learned that support is conditional and can be withdrawn at any moment. Like ripped out from under you during a show (actually happened). So, moving forward I need to find new motivation to keep doing this. Because making my family proud when they don't care has taken it's toll on my emotional state.
