good evening 🖤 I definitely feel most creative at night! Are..

good evening 🖤 I definitely feel most creative at night! Are you like this too? Apparently it has something to do with your frontal cortex slowing down and your brain becoming able to visit new paths and work through all the information you have learned throughout the day and getting ready to "make sense" of everything when you finally shut down at night. I thought this was pretty cool. Anyways. Idk why im saying any of this Im just babbling and beating around the bush. I'm having a lot of random existential thoughts right now. I just had a very long day today and it was nice. I like to stay busy and I look forward to weekends so I can hangout here more. The end of the day took a shocking turn of events. I was out with friends in downtown and as they say, at the wrong place wrong time, we witnessed a horrible accident with a guy falling from about 200 feet(idk people were saying that, i only realized towards the end) from a freefall ride. His protection belt (or whatever they call it) opened half way down the ride. His family was all there. This was the saddest thing I've ever seen in my life and I'm still processing everything that happened. In a moment like this there's an eerie silence that hurts deeply and you can almost feel the air heavy. Many people were hugging and helping each other calm down, and it was nice to see people showing empathy and working together to do what could be done in that moment for the best of the family. The police acted quickly but we still don't know what happened, I pray for him and his family's broken heart to find comfort in this traumatic event.. I can't even imagine. I promise I don't like to post sad and bad things here but I guess since the premise was to make this my journal (and I'm still building up to share more with you) it's only fair that I share the good and the bad.. full package. I must admit it does feel good to vent here and not just go crazy on my own overthinking. A very good friend of mine helped me calm down and at some point he told me this is a reminder to cherish every moment with our loved ones and keep trying our best to share love and a good testimony to all around us. This is what this life is worth for. Maybe someone needs to hear this tonight.. don't be hung up on small things, it's good to forgive others and yourself. I love you guys ❤ ***“You do not know what will happen tomorrow. For what is your life? It is even a vapor that appears for a little time and then vanishes away” (James 4:14).*** *"Living knowing that your life is a vapor is different than just living. Things here are passing away. You’ve got to hold on to what will stand. Savor what matters."* John Piper Rest in Peace yo.ung Tyre Sampson