***CAMGIRL MEMOIR 04 - The forbidden art of Giving Head*** *..

***CAMGIRL MEMOIR 04 - The forbidden art of Giving Head***
**January 2015**

I can safely say 2015 was the year of deep fetish discovery for me. Up to that point I was aware of quite a few fetishes such as balloon popping, humiliation, cigarrete smoking and others. But never like 2015 had I ever done so many unusual Skype Shows.

I had just returned to the camming scene after a long hiatus and within the first few months someone made a gif of me twerking in public chat and made it become an ad all over the porn sites (a mix of "single ladies in your area" or "take these pills to grow your dick" while I twerked using glasses and lifted my dark gray dress without using hands). It also got posted in a popular website that I honestly cannot remember the name right now.

Anyways, for the first time, I witnessed my chatroom easily going over the 300 viewer mark in a slow day and up to 600 on the regular. And with this wave of viewers the wild crowd came along.

Looking back now I believe it was a mix of factors.
1. Me not willing to do regular dildo shows and hardcore nudity, and 2. My popularity increased in fetish forums as I accepted to do them.

This peculiar day I was having a hard time reaching my Public Chat goal when a "new MFC Mail" popped up from this member I had never seen before.

***MrHead: You got a really good review on "etcetc" ! I would like to do a female power fantasy with you in private!!!"***

*BellaBrookz: Hey!! Really? I would love to read it!! Im so curious.. can you please send the link? > Also, Im open to do an Skype with you.. just let me know what you would like.*

***MrHead: It is on etcetcetc.org (fetish website). You will have to join and make 20 posts to gain access to the Review section. Basically, it said that you are: 1) Hot 2) muscular/ giant legs & ass 3) fetish friendly 4) You are comfortable fucking guys. I am not into girls fucking guys, but I like strong girls. Could you pretend to kick my ass or stomp on me in private? and then flex and pose and be mean afterward?***

I searched the website he sent and found a very in depth balloon fetish review (Hi Jeff! :p ). The review didn't say anything about me having sex and I've never had sex with any guy on cam so not sure why he said that, but I was glad it wasn't what he wanted.

*Bellabrookz: oh I see the balloon fetish review. i know who that guy is. Well.. Ive never done a private with those requests in specific, but id love to try.*

***MrHead: right now? if so i will send you the plot. wow. Your ass is EVEN BIGGER than I imagined. So i have a new idea (just for you. i have never done it before)....*** and he went on explaining in detail the entire plot for our "date".

Yes, I laughed... Yes, I was curious. He tipped for a very short skype (around 5 min or so).

I put on this tiny blue one piece that was like a tiny g-string in the back and an open front and oiled up my body as requested.

***SKYPE CALL - A new meaning to giving head***
I could not see him but he was very engaged typing throughout:

***MrHead: Oh wow I've never seen a woman so big like you.... I am without words. You are huge, exotic like a goddess...***

*Hi little man... you look so fragile and so... little. What do you want?* - I laugh as I look down. My butt looking bigger than the moon.

***I want to serve you, I could stay admiring you forever. How can you have such a perfect huge ass and legs?***

*Oh I have a special secret... do you want me to show you? It's big isn't it?*

***Yes... I can't even hug around it if I tried, mistress.. Whats your secret?***

*I know how you can serve me and be a little worthy...I need to steal a little of your energy to feed my big ass.* (I think he had a thing with the words "little" and "strong") *I just need you to stay still for me right there and admire the beauty of my huge ass... look how round it is* - I turn around and start flexing my muscles. And it looks so funny to me. Bonk bonk bonk.

***Yes mistress I will do anything to help you***

*Good boy.. stay still just look at how beautiful and strong I look! Im so much bigger than you.. you can't run even if you wanted*

***Yes you are right! Oh.. oh I feel something weird... my face is tingling.. my whole head feels weak***

*You will feel a little weak but I really need you to endure it. I need your energy to feed my ass*

***Mistress I can't stand it i really feel my head getting too weak, can i go?***

*No! I need you to stay still and hold on a little longer... do you see how much bigger my ass is becoming? I need just a little more energy*

***Mistress It's getting too weak I dont know how much longer I can do this, but I its worth it for your ass***

*Yes.. yes.. Just a little more.. you are doing a very important job.. give me all your energy. Stay strong*

***Oh mistress my head is too weak my head will explode.. please***

*Hold on I just need a little more!!!! Stay there*

***Mistress mistress! my head is too weak***

*You are feeding my ass.. I need more energy*

***My head.. it will explode I cant take it anymore.....***

*Calm down.. just relax my ass is very big and it needs a lot of energy*
Flex flex flex bonk bonk bonk

***Mistress aaaaaaaa BOOOOOOM my head exploded in tiny little pieces***

*Oops.. oh no. He really exploded - sad face- Well.. it was worth it though. You did a very good job little man* - as I look down and pet the camera. *My ass looks better than ever.* Then I turn around and blow a kiss to his... severed body (?)

***WOW! Thank you for the SKYPE this was amazing I never did this type before thank you!***
*chuckles*

You are welcome...
Now.. i'm not here to kink shame, and if it isn't harming anyone, do you. But if I'm being completely honest I did cringe a little while remembering my performance.
Nothing against the guy or his fetish but this certainly opened my views to human sexuality in directions I never knew was possible. I certainly feel inclined to study human psychology a bit closer these days...

The balloons started everything