Hey, yall I’m back! I’m sorry for disappearing, I was going ..
Added 2023-06-15 21:07:46 +0000 UTCHey, yall I’m back! I’m sorry for disappearing, I was going through a tough time. It got to the point where the cops came to my house. Multiple times. It was intense.
For those of you that don’t follow my personal twitter, my life… hasn’t been kind to me. I’ve reached an all time low. No irl friends, no irl love, the end of my college days, an eatïng dis0rder, body dysmorpia, and tearing my inner anal lining from training for and starring in a porn. It all just kinda accumulated into me kinda realizing my life is a pointless cycle of suffering the same pain.
I was scared. Scared of living a life where I can’t produce my own happiness. Scared that I’m cursed to live a life where I’m constantly abüsed. Scared that I’ll always be alone.
But I’m not alone. I read your kind messages and it… helped me survive. It gave me pause when half of me was hovering over the edge. And that was enough for me to draw myself back in.
And now I’m back!! I’m sorry for everybody who’s ordered commissions. I obviously didn’t work on it the past few days, and I think I need some more time to piece myself together. But as soon as I am able I will record it all!! You deserve your videos after all :33 posts will continue as scheduled tomorrow. Today, here’s some photos I took when I thought it was gonna be my last day :3
And one more thing,
I love you 🥺❤️🩹
