EEEEK!!! ok here is my news!! I know the response to plastic..

EEEEK!!! ok here is my news!! I know the response to plastic surgery is often “don’t” or “you don’t need it” but I’m sharing this with you today in hopes you can be excited with me- even if only simply for the fact that I’m SUPER FUCKING STOKED!!🤗 It’s never fun to go through life not looking how you’d like to… it’s even less fun (and FAR less efficient/productive) doing it as a model. 💁🏻‍♀️My body also functions as a living, morphing art project 🎨…. And this is a brush stroke 👩🏻‍🎨that has been LONG overdue. Ever since adolescence, I’ve really only liked very particular angles of my nose. I’m very expressive and smile/laugh…. A LOT.. which I LOVE!! 😍 That (hopefully) will never change! But I can’t stand the way my nose looked when I smiled or laughed. 🥺Seeing it on camera made me cringe and I felt like the nose I saw didn’t fit “me”. Not even just aesthetically, but it felt “wrong” on my face, like it was someone else’s nose and didn’t belong. 🥴 Obviously, I’ve lived this long with my nose as it was and have managed fine. I know I have a large audience who finds my face attractive as it was. While I’m grateful for this 🙏🏼, the fact that others liked my face doesn’t change the way I feel about it. 🤨 Work-wise it’d be challenging. I liked some shots 📸 if they were from my “good side” or at just the right angle… otherwise it was a mental game to decide if I want to re-shoot 🎥 something with a different pose or angle 📐, do some additional editing, or just suck it up and accept the content as it is. I’ve probably done an equal amount of all three… mostly sucking it up with anything “live” or in videos or photos with fans. Working to “accept what is” is an important part of life… and so is change! ✨ You know I’m not judgmental towards plastic surgery, so why didn’t I do this sooner?! Truth be told, some of the programming I grew up with still lingers in my subconscious. That it’s “bad” to want to change how you look (especially your face) or that I’ll “ruin my natural beauty” yada yada… not to mention it’s really fucking scary to go for an elective cosmetic surgery on your FACE! And even more so that I already have a successful business built around my natural face! (Well.. that.. and some other 🍈🍈 things 😂). It was a huge decision made much easier once I stumbled upon the right surgeon about 1 year ago! I immediately scheduled the consultation for which I had to wait patiently for 8 months… where I then scheduled the earliest surgery slot another 4 months out. This surgeon felt so right because he has a lot of before/afters that look like my nose 👃 and what I wanted to change! I previously hadn’t been able to find surgeons who did rhinoplasties on noses that looked like mine. I’m currently on my 7th day of recovery.. and finally feeling like more of myself. 🙃 My nose is still extremely swollen 🤥 and will look way different than it does right now in the cast. It takes over a year to fully heal ❤️‍🩹 and take its shape, but we’ll start to see more of its look in a few weeks… so don’t worry! I’ll be back to shooting content ASAP! 💃🏻🍆💦And for now… you get to enjoy these 🚨super exclusive, once-in-a-lifetime🚨 nude photos of me in a nose cast! 😂 I’m getting the cast removed tomorrow!! I’m so excited 😆 Here is to positive change AND not worrying what others think! It’s ok to DO YOU!! 💃🏻 Your body is ABSOLUTELY acceptable as it is… AND you can ABSOLUTELY change things about your body if YOU want to. That’s the message I want to spread. 💗 Thanks so much for reading 🤓and taking in my truth. It feels really good to share in a thorough way and feels amazing to feel understood. I don’t expect most of you will be as excited as I am… but my soul is shining brighter ☀️ than ever so I hope that can bring you some joy! 🤗😘