So for the last several days I’ve been trying to “clean up” ..
Added 2025-01-14 23:03:37 +0000 UTCSo for the last several days I’ve been trying to “clean up” by business emails. Going back into November (& I could definitely go much farther back) & deleting things that aren’t important, as well answering actual business inquiries.
I’ve missed SO MANY opportunities & parts in films because I get mega riled up answering email. I don’t know why I’m like this. It just feels insanely overwhelming when I’m getting messages from companies I’ve bought products from along with actual business offers. I hate it. It puts my anxiety on 11 out of 10.
I’m also behind on my messages here. I’ll get to them soon. I’m just hardly in one place for very long. I literally just arrived home from flying back from Clown College & I basically have to go right back out to drive 4hrs (2hrs to & 2hrs back) to grab my dog from my ex’s house. I can’t do it tomorrow because I have a medical aesthetics appointment, ballet class & then I absolutely have to go do some laundry cause I have so much backed up, it’s taking over my house.
Yes, I know all of this is my fault for booking & signing up for so many things, but on the opposite end, I get super depressed when I sit still for too long. So it’s kind of a catch 22.
But with taking a year off from drinking, which is something that REALLY puts me off task, I think it’s possible to work out a system that will keep me more on top of things. Hopefully?
