There’s someone from university I still have a soft spot for..
Added 2022-06-22 17:51:26 +0000 UTCThere’s someone from university I still have a soft spot for. A philosopher pianist with wavy hair. I don’t think he was ever that into me though. I dreamt about him yesterday; we don’t keep in touch. We did sleep together once - he asked if I would take his virginity so he could feel more confident dating seriously. He was the first person who drew my attention in uni, in the first week. I went down on him after luring him to my room for a movie. I had a boyfriend at the time, someone I’d crushed on for years, who I’d just spent an overwhelmingly adorable summer with, who I still wonder about nearly every day. I called that boyfriend that night and told him what happened. He told me later I’d said that it didn’t mean anything, but also that it wasn’t sexual, which confused him. I mostly remember saying I acted out of curiosity for what would happen, that I was curious if I would feel something that compelled me to stop. I did not.
