Funny thing, I masturbate to My old videos sometimes lol. I ..
Added 2024-11-22 22:45:45 +0000 UTCFunny thing, I masturbate to My old videos sometimes lol. I took the really slutty ones down when I pivoted this page exclusively to kink content. But I still watch them from time to time. Part of Me is like.. damn, that girl is sexy. Sort of a third party witness of a past self. And part of Me is excited to be reminded of how much I've changed. It's easy to forget when it happens so slowly, but seeing in a flash how high My voice was, how hairless My body was, How different My pussy looked, it's fun to see the "progress." Also... honestly how thin I was (when I was convinced I was fat). It's all just really interesting and a turn-on at the same time. I'm able to view it with compassion, self-love, and lil clit-boner lol. Today when I was fucking Myself while watching this, I thought I would share it with you, to enjoy with Me this journey of change, exploration, and the diversity of presentation, bodies and gender.
Here you see Me fuck Myself with My favorite dildo, first in My pussy, and then in My ass. And it's a fairly good size dildo... So there's some nice wide-open shots at the end.
Anal was always connected to gender euphoria in sex for Me, something that was extremely rare in sex with men. Most of the time I was disassociating, but with anal I could secretly feel like a 'gay boy' in a way that was really comfy and exciting to Me, even when I was younger.
I hope you enjoy, and I look forward to making new, high-quality videos for you as I get more comfortable with presentation and get back into the flow of things.
xo Sufjan Thelema
