

Live hangs vote and comment what works for you pls! I'm still recovering from the massive work shoot flare from last week. It's going a bit rougher than I'd expected bcs somehow the weather has been erratic and awful (which is a huge trigger for worse flares ofc lol) so it's added migraines and extra pain on top of everything. I've been having a lot of trouble sleeping from physical things and then my brain going a mile a minute somehow trying to confusingly juggle too much to get stuff done and also telling me I'm a failure for not getting done what'd I'd planned. But I know that's evil ableism and perfectionism brain and I won't let it win Long story short I rly appreciate everyone being so supportive and patient with me your care & love truely make my heart so soft omg ðŸ˜ðŸ¥° ANYWAY I'm lonely lol and I would love to hang with my Cosmianauts here with a live but I am definitely still too sick to do a full hustle show so I was thinking of trying a low key comfy stream, I got a silly lil Xmas house to build w you and hopefully I can last an hour, and maybe we could just have boob flashes so it's not too rough on my body but still a lil naughty?! So pls let me know what day would work best for you, I want to have it in a slot that works for as many ppl as possible! And yes I put actual Xmas on bcs honestly I don't know how many ppl are gonna be alone this Xmas and I wanted to have our hang out as an option if it's needed. I didn't rly grow up celebrating Xmas (mostly we were too poor, I remember getting an art kit present one Xmas bcs we managed to get onto the food bank lists and if you had a kid you got a present for them and I fucking ran those supplies into the ground haha I love them and I was so grateful) but I do still get caught up in the sentimentality and I think even if you don't like Xmas, society can make you feel shitty about being alone on it still! Plus for my spoonies fam I know it's extra hard. Personally I haven't gotten to see my family for Xmas since the pandemic and I kno it's really getting to me more this yr somehow, so I want to at least have something we can look forward to 💕 ALL TIMES ARE IN EST and the slot is not the full stream but available slot and I'll pick/announce the time day before bcs my health makes stuff really unpredictable!