Dear worshippers. I think an apology is in order. The last ..
Added 2023-07-03 06:35:49 +0000 UTCDear worshippers. I think an apology is in order. The last weeks i have abandoned this page because, well, sometimes one simply can’t. I tend to put an enormous pressure on myself, by being extremely demanding on everything i do. After two very successful years competing and with a top condition all year long, i decided i wanted to progress and grow a lot more, but the last times my prep was not going the way i expected in terms of results and evolution of my physique. This combined with the exposure here has been really bad for my mental state, and i reached a point when OF was causing me more stress than pleasure. I felt i was failing, that i was mediocre and i wanted to quit, stopped posting daily as i used to thinking it was not worth it… This year has been quite challenging in the personal field and maybe not the best moment to start this page. But i have never been a quitter and i am determined to just make this situation better, and go back in the track i had planned in the beginning. I want to clear some things, though. I am not a porn actor. I like showing off, i enjoy doing life worship sessions and i consider myself sexually dominant, and i have my kinks and fetishes but i am not a porn actor. My OF is meant for those who have followed my physique journey on IG or just discovered my bodytype and they are into it and want to see me in a more sexual, explicit manner, but i am not intending to make porn. I say this because sometimes I feel If i don’t outdo myself on the next post, or go more hardcore i am disappointing some of you. Also, if you like my content, like it, comment it or just drop a line. That is encouraging. If i dont have any feedback it is difficult to know if i can do better or if u even care for this. Anyway, for the ones that have stayed around, thank you very much. I love you and your loyalty means the world to me. I am on my way to resurge! Thank you, The cult of Apollo
