Hi everyone 👋I'm sorry for desappearing for so long. I've be..

Hi everyone 👋

I'm sorry for desappearing for so long. I've been having a though time lately.

As many of you know, during this last years I've been rescuing a lot of animals and entering deeper in the animal cause. It is a very exhausting and frustating path, making me put my well-being last. It's been like a rolling snowball down the hill, it gets bigger and bigger until it became too overwhelming, even tho I have the constant feeling of guilt of not being able to do more, help more, rescue more. It's like I'm swimming against the current and constantly in a state of emotional, physical, and mental exhaustion.
I find myself becoming socially isolated, pessimistic, negative and just angry all the time, because even tho I'm giving my whole life to these animals, there's more and more in need, and as years go by, it doesn't feel like it's getting better, it actually feels the opposite.

I have 15 cats and 12 dogs at the moment, and even tho I've been saying that I just can't rescue anymore, every time I see any animal in need I will push myself harder to help it and I end up taking on too many responsibilities for just one person. I still wish I could do more but taking care of an animal, specially a rescued, abused, traumatized one with health issues takes a lot of a person, financially, mentally, emotionally.

On top of everything that's been going on, I've been having some family issues, including my grandma, diagnosed with Alzheimer's last year that's been deteorating rapidly and it's something more to push me into an emotional burnout.

I'm sorry for not updating you guys earlier and for being quiet for so long, I didn't want to put all this on you cause I want my page to be a happy space for everyone. The longer I was away, the more anxious I became for desapointing everyone which I ended up doing anyways and I'm feeling extremelly sad about myself for doing so.

For now I'm working on getting healthier, fisically and mentally, so I can get back on track and don't feel too overwhelmed with everything going on.
You guys have been extremelly patient and I appreciate it so much ❤️ I'll try my best to post content, answering messages and being online more often while still taking care of my 27 chipmunks. They are my whole world and the reason I'm still going.

You guys have been a ray of sunshine in my life for all these years and I hope that will continue 💗