All I’ve ever wanted in life is to help others but how can you do that while not taking care of yourself? It can make a person feel totally obsolete, or that I’m just failing you and wasting this opportunity to push harder to change the narrative.
There are moments in all of our lives where we may truly feel worthless or alone but we ARE NOT. This platform is so beyond powerful in that we can connect on a human level and share our pain and our experiences in order to GROW!
It’s OKAY to take time off for your mental health. It’s OKAY to feel what you feel! While all of your feelings are VALID, that doesn’t mean that how you feel is true!
Insecurity can creep in and “wreck you” but as cliche as it may be, it is ALWAYS darkest before the dawn.
My goal is to assist to the best of my abilities in lifting this stigma attached to mental illness. I nearly became a statistic two years ago and my life has changed dramatically, especially due to this OnlyFans community.
Life can be so scary and unpredictable but KEEP GOING. I can’t stress that enough and I also know I’ve been letting my own mental health issues get in the way of sharing my life and what I’m going through with you.
That ends today. I love you so much. 🌈May there always be a rainbow hanging over your head 🌈✨
HELLLLO RROCKERS! Expect some insanely fun content coming your way this weekend! I’m going to an “Emo Nite-esque” show for my friend’s birthday tomorrow!
Any chance I get to re-live my “Emo” youth I’ll take. It’s making up for a lot of isolation and bullying that I experienced in middleschool. I was with the same 23/24 kids from 5th to 8th grade…. One of 8 girls in the class and was bullied by not only my classmates but also my abusive m*m!!
There was zero racial diversity whatsoever, no positive or encouraging environment to grow in, slut shaming an 11/12 yearold for having big tits and curves (because it happened hella early for me…) 🤔 Yeah that list goes on. I’m sure if you went to a private, small, Christian, Lutheran, catholic… anything really but good Lord… (no pun intended)
My ONE sex Ed “group”…it wasn’t even a class and it was in 8th grade? Basically was just someone telling middleschool-ers that abstinence is the only way…. No real sex Ed there 🙄
✨ANYWAY…✨
We’re all staying in a hotel which I LOVE doing because the smell of hotels makes me nostalgic of good times and I love to jump on beds. (Does anyone know what I mean by the smell of hotels? Lol)
I can’t wait for you to meeet my friend soon on her OF channel as well as what we have in the works! Love ya RRockers. It’s been tough getting back into the swing of things but the new swing is gonna be a big ass TIRE SWING if you know what I mean. (Get it since you can go in all different directions?)
Sorry for the blabbing: I’m healing my little inner Rach.. 🤣
🤍( If you’re interested in NSFW content check out: @rockinrachxtra ) I LOVE YOU!
HI THERE RROCKERS 🎧🎙🤘🏻
I’m working on some cool shit. Also have a question… If I made a Snapchat would y’all wanna add me?! I find myself on there so much!
Let me know 🤍
I haven’t really said anything because a lot of the time I’m labeled as “selfish” or “that it’s a choice” and haven’t been sharing what I need to be.
This month marks two years since I almost lost my life to a suicide attempt that landed me in the ICU for a week. PLEASE if you need help, it’s out there and I can provide assistance in finding the necessary (and free) resources to help.
I know that I survived this nightmare for a reason.
I’ve truly never been surrounded by more supportive and loving people in my life and I know that telling you it gets better always sounds like bullshit, but it is the truth.
I love you RRockers. Stay safe and never stop going.
I didn’t mention yesterday when I found out, but a friend of mine that I’ve known since hit clips were a thing passed away.
She was such a beautiful person and a wonderful new mother… devastated doesn’t begin to describe it. I cannot imagine what her family is going through.
This was such a shock and a reminder that life is fleeting and we have to take every single second possible to tell the people we love that we love them… processing this isn’t easy and I ask that you guys send as many thoughts, prayers and love to my friend and her family….as much as possible.
Thank you guys, I love you. I really love you.
🤍Rach
Have you ever seen a one piece with SLEEVES?! I’m obsessed with the suits that Glowy Gal Official sent me! Follow my Instagram for more bullshit @rachonair
Good morning RRockers! How are you doing? Did anyone else sleep on their bathroom/basement floor last night?! I woke up pretty confused, Lol. We had some crazyyyyy storms come through the area and a tornado touch down southeast of the city.
If you know me, you know that a tornados, tornadoes(?) are like my biggest fear next to small lizards. Is that weird? Probably but what do you expect from me at this point 🤷🏻♀️🌪🦎
Hoping that everyone is doing okay and that none of the damage was too bad. Sending love to you all!!!! 🤍
I just found out that someone very dear to me lost her son (a father of three) to cancer two weeks ago to this day.
My dad is the most important person in my life. I have no idea what I would do if I lost him, especially at their ages. 😞
PLEASE keep their family in your thoughts/prayers. I cannot imagine what they are all going through.
I love you guys.
Rach
Who else wears combat boots with shorts?
The combo is quite amazing. 👢
I will most likely wear my rose Docs to every formal occasion for the rest of my life and not be sorry 🤷🏻♀️😆
How’s your weekend going?! I miss you!! ❤️🔥✨
❤️🔥SURPRISE RROCKERS!!!!❤️🔥 Tonight, I’m introducing you to The Plant Queen herself!! My beautiful, firey-haired, 🔥 rockin’ friend and I are going live tonight at 10 PM CT! (I’ll reveal her username on our livestream!) SEE YOU THERE! ✨😘
FOR A SHOUTOUT ON OUR STREAM…
⏰ SET YOUR ALARM for 10 PM ⏰ LABELED “SEE U ON THE STREAM!”, take a screenshot and send to me on here or on my Instagram (@rachonair)!
Love you, RRockers! Can’t wait to see you tonight!❤️🔥
Goooood Morning, RRockers! (Robin Williams voice)
Today is my Half-Birthday!! 🤣 I’ve made it halfway to NOT making the 27 Club. Woo! 💗
(Also, today is my Babicka’s birthday but I can’t find a way to get a hold of her to save my life…🥴) I’ll keep you updated if a miracle happens and I do.
Anyway, happy birthday to my Babí, I love you, wherever you may be. I wish that I had a different upbringing but I also am using all of this hate, drama, toxicity and flat out abuse to fuel my passion for mental healthcare and helping others.
Today is gonna be transformative y’all I AM TELLIN YOU! I’ll check back in super soon and in the meantime check your messages 🌶
🏳️🌈PS HAPPY PRIDE!🏳️🌈 (This is the most colorful shirt I own Lol)
