Were almost back to normal friends. Ending the month strong. I have several sets of alll kinds of nip naps, harness pictures, composites and unfiltered lovely. Let me know if youโre interested.
New works and new looks are on the way. Iโm very interested in what kinds of things youโd like to see in the future! What sparks youโre creativity and imagination?
A little hint about next month - I cant type the words in the poem I wanted because of restrictions but Ill try to work around it. Subs will always see everything first ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ
๐๐ค๐ฐ๐ณ๐ค๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ง๐ช๐ณ๐ฆ, ๐ฃ๐ญ๐ข๐ค๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ฆ
๐๐ถ๐ด๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ, ๐ด๐ฑ๐ช๐ณ๐ฆ, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ฆ
๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ด๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ง๐ถ๐ฆ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ณ๐ฏ๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ช๐ณ
๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ข๐ธ๐ข๐ช๐ต๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆโฆ
Since everything has been higher tier amount I decided to release a couple of photo singles - This one is the unfiltered harness set with pasties. Subs will get a free pose. Enjoy
โ๐น๐๐โ๐ปโ
๐๐๐๐๐ฅ๐๐ช ๐จ๐ ๐ง๐๐ ๐ค๐ฅ๐ฃ๐๐ก ๐๐๐ ๐ค๐ฅ๐ฃ๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐ง๐๐๐ ๐๐๐จ๐๐ช๐ค ๐ซ ๐๐๐๐ฃ๐ฅ ๐ซ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐
๐น๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ช๐ค๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ค๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐
โ๐๐ ๐ค๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ค๐ฅ๐๐ฃ ๐๐ ๐๐
So I often censor things in certain ways not just as a tease ๐ฉธ๐ฅ๐ท but because when people scroll I know theyโll see that on their feed. I want to start incorporating more implied uncensored art. How do you feel about it! Let me know ๐ฉธ๐ฅ๐ท
โ๐น๐๐โ๐ปโ
๐๐๐๐๐ฅ๐๐ช ๐จ๐ ๐ง๐๐ ๐ค๐ฅ๐ฃ๐๐ก ๐๐๐ ๐ค๐ฅ๐ฃ๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐ง๐๐๐ ๐๐๐จ๐๐ช๐ค ๐ซ ๐๐๐๐ฃ๐ฅ ๐ซ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐
๐น๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ช๐ค๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ค๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐
โ๐๐ ๐ค๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ค๐ฅ๐๐ฃ ๐๐ ๐๐
Hereโs the next set. Itโs the harness and pasties one unfiltered (black gothic Xโs with a nice ring to match!). This set will be $25, and has 8 pictures.
Remember tip this or send a DM tip of $100 and youโll get all three sets (just specify what filter!)
Enjoy ~ Iโll be posting more art soon thank you for staying around
๐ป
โ๐น๐๐โ๐ปโ
๐๐๐๐๐ฅ๐๐ช ๐จ๐ ๐ง๐๐ ๐ค๐ฅ๐ฃ๐๐ก ๐๐๐ ๐ค๐ฅ๐ฃ๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐ง๐๐๐ ๐๐๐จ๐๐ช๐ค ๐ซ ๐๐๐๐ฃ๐ฅ ๐ซ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐
๐น๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ช๐ค๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ค๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐
โ๐๐ ๐ค๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ค๐ฅ๐๐ฃ ๐๐ ๐๐
Hereโs the next set. Itโs the harness and pasties one filtered (black gothic Xโs with a nice ring to match!). This set will be $25, and has 8 pictures.
Remember tip this or send a DM tip of $100 and youโll get all three sets (just specify what filter!)
Enjoy ~ Iโll be posting more art soon thank you for staying around
๐ป
Offering a deal for all three sets since people are asking. Pricing goes:
Bra Set: $15
Pasties Set: $25 (coming out later today)
Nip Naps: $50 (no face or legs just torso in harness)
If you want all three tip / send $100 and Iโll throw in additional poses. Be sure to specify filtered or unfiltered.
Iโll be offering a few individual photos for people looking to stay under $10
Happy Haunting
~๐ป~
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๐ท๐ฉธ๐ฅLovely Lingering Spirits๐ฅ๐ฉธ๐ท
โฐ๏ธFirst of all - thank you for still being here all this time, and supporting me. I have had the hardest year of my life almost and still trying to survive. Iโm glad I can still createโฐ๏ธ
โ ๏ธ๐ฅโฐ๏ธIโm working on some sets to help my need for ๐ and to help me try to get to my true dream of an art life. Youโre helping me achieve my dreamsโฐ๏ธ๐ฅโ ๏ธ
๐ท๐ฉธI joined this platform so I could make art in any way I see fit๐ฉธ๐ท and to your benefit that will also include evocative things sometimes. I havenโt finished it all but I figured Iโd give you a taste. I sent these same pics uncovered to the subscription side, and I should have several sets of โค๏ธโ๐ฅ๐โค๏ธโ๐ฅ I am editing. Itโs from past shoots, and itโs all just ๐ but itโs all nice and donations for small things are appreciated. $5 gets you all three of these uncovered.
Iโll also have mild ๐ถ content for sale so keep you eye on your inbox.
๐ฎThank you for sticking around. Itโs not over. Iโll never stop๐ฎ
๐ฉธ๐ฅ๐ผ
โค๏ธโ๐ฅ๐ปโค๏ธโ๐ฅ
๐Spirits and Vessels๐
Sorry itโs been so long. Hardship is great and I work almost everyday.
Iโm going to release a collection of some ๐ posterior shots in order to try and get some activity going. All these photos are 1.) shots from previous shoots 2.) high res shots 3.) me in outfits but with mostly ๐ exposed 4.) previously unreleased unless from โThe Vaultโ 5.) juicy ๐๐ฆ๐ซ
Most likely they will be a set of 5 for $25 or if you wish to donate more feel free. If you want more we can arrange that ๐๐๐
I will also be sending out messages about old sets if youโre interested in those while we prepare for the new ones.
This next set might be a little post - apoc ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ
Otherwise enjoy this old edit / thumbnail and stay tuned.
๐ป
Thank you all so much for waiting. After dealing with working everyday, deep depression, and having to euthanize my 18 year old dog best friend, I didnโt know if would make it back here. But I donโt give up, so thank you for waiting. I have a lot of things I owe you. O F wonโt let me use ๐ฉธin my photos so I had to revolve those parts. This one is free.
Please consider supporting my art as I get back into it. Trying to pay for The urn for my dig and recoup the bills from his passing.
~๐ฉธ๐ช๐ ๐ ๐ธ๐๐ฐ๐ด๐ ๐ช๐ฉธ~
๐ธ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฉธ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฉธ. ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐. ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐. ๐ฐ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐ธ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ข๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฅ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ฅ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ข๐๐, ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ฃ๐ข ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ - ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐. ๐ณ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐ ๐ข๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐. ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ท๐๐๐๐๐ก๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ท ๐ข๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐ธ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐. ๐ผ๐ข ๐ฆ๐๐๐๐ข๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐ธ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ช๐๐๐๐๐ช. ๐ธ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ข๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ข๐๐๐ ๐ฉธ๐ช๐ ๐ ๐ธ๐๐ฐ๐ด๐ฉธ๐ช๐
TOXIC
PLEASE EXCUSE MY ABSENCE - I am dealing with some personal things and trying to get back on track.
๐ฆ ๐๐งช๐TOXIC๐๐งช๐๐ฆ
TW: Domestic violence, assault, abuse: In life, having a partner or multiple partners is a wonderful way to share love and experience. Itโs always important to maintain balance and be communicative so everyone gets what they wish from relationships. We learn many things from our parents and families about how to interact in relations in our formative years. But there those people, vulnerable, who are susceptible from trauma and abuse to become swept up by predatory figures: toxic narcissists, abusers, and domineering personalities. ๐ฆ ๐งช๐ People who have experienced sexual trauma, domestic violence, and certain kinds of abuse become vulnerable in a deep way without proper counseling or knowledge of damage done.
Sometimes when there is a void in your heart you leave it open for bad entities and coping mechanisms. This can include become addicted to people or things that represent extremes of what they are lacking. I believe Harley, or Harlene Quinzel is a prime example of what can happen when fall literally head first into something toxic
Bear with me while I get the rest of these outfits. Iโll haves art and regular shots.
Thank you for being kind
๐๐๐๐งช๐ซMy Precious Hauntings๐ซ๐งช๐๐๐
Words cannot express how Iโve felt the last few days. The world has seen fit to drive directly over me, and as always I have to keep up.
I have been sick and I work back to back doubles. This haunted cave ๐ฉธneglected.๐ฉธ
โ ๏ธ๐ซIt hangs over me like a dark cloud.๐ซโ ๏ธ
Since I missed Valentines for my precious cursed creatures, please stay tuned for a Valentine in you inbox.
Please note I will be back on track for March, and once I get a few more edits done youโll see more than you normally do.
As usual there are some spicy nip-nap things available (with stipulations) via DM.
Weโll get back on track my lovelies.
Sorry to keep you waitingโฆ I hope you arenโt panting with anti-ci-aaaaaaaaaaโฆ..
~๐ป~
๐ป๐๐ฎMy Precious Darklings๐ฎ๐๐ป
I am so very incredibly sorry I have been so sick for so long. Today is the first day Iโve had where Iโve felt semi-ok. I had waking pneumonia but had to keep working and Iโm still kind of fighting lingering effects.
This year marks the first time ill have full autonomy of myself to create how I feel. This means exploring more themes, including those containing nudity and darker content.
I have an event this Friday and a shoot this Saturday. I want to FULLY explore the theme I had planned for this Cosplay so Iโm debating holding the full photoshoot till next month ๐ฅ๐ป๐ฅ
If you enjoy naked nip naps ๐๐ and would like to see mine, DM for some unlockables. I may make them a post here as well just on the feedโฆ There will always be stipulations, and usually a small NDA in the description, but otherwise nip naps. (NDA meaning you wonโt disclose / sell / use the content except for personal entertainment ๐คค)
Thank you for waiting. Thank you for supporting me. Thank you for being there when no one else would.
Prepare for darkness and yet embrace it
~๐ป~
Over the weekend Iโll be preparing some of photos of a risquรฉ nature available for unlock.
DM if youโre interested in customs.
๐ฎThinking of going cyber with this round๐ฎ
๐ฉธ๐ฉธ๐ฉธMy Darkest Darlingsโฆ๐ฉธ๐ฉธ๐ฉธ
What an incomprehensibly, insane, insightful years itโs been for me. Worst almost of my lifeโฆ
But since July youโve been here, watching. Giving. Indulging.
Thank You.
This little place has kept me alive. It has. It means more to me than you know and Iโve just finished moving for the third time and I have two jobs but soon I hope that I will have a little free time just for you.
All the things youโve seen me do thereโs about 10,000 others I havenโt posted. I canโt wait to share with you all of the dark delights and educational things Iโve come up with.
This year I almost gave up. But then you came along and let me express myself.
Nowโฆ I can never go back.
Happy New Year
Be Safe
Be Bold
Be Free
Drink ๐ฉธ Light ๐ฅ Do ๐ผ
Love,
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๐ฎ๐ฅโโ๏ธTOUCHโ๏ธโ๐ฅ๐ฎ
๐ฅ๐ฅYou laid your hand upon my thighs๐ฅ๐ฅ
๐ฅ๐ฅYou said itโs how youโve always sighed๐ฅ๐ฅ
๐ฅ๐ฅYou laid your hands upon my hair๐ฅ๐ฅ
๐ฅ๐ฅYou made a living being there๐ฅ๐ฅ
๐ฅ๐ฅYou laid your hand upon my breast๐ฅ๐ฅ
๐ฅ๐ฅYou faltered not at my request๐ฅ๐ฅ
๐ฉธ๐ฉธYou laid your blade upon my heart๐ฉธ๐ฉธ
๐ฉธ๐ฉธYou trapped from the very start๐ฉธ๐ฉธ
๐ฉธ๐ฅI laid my face upon the ground๐ฅ๐ฉธ
๐ฉธ๐ฅDying inside makes no sound๐ฅ๐ฉธ
TW: Sexual Abuse, Grooming, Assault
โโ๏ธ๐ฅTHE PROFESSIONAL๐ฅโ๏ธโ - Next in our series this month highlighting ๐ฉธ๐ฅ๐๐ชGROOMING๐ช๐๐ฅ๐ฉธ we discuss abusers in โplaces of powerโ or privilege using their position to manipulate. โYou can trust me, Iโm a professionalโ. Often times when being groomed its is easier for someone in a profession (in my case a hair stylist) to use their job as a mask to touch, coerce, or overall groom you through their mask of a job. This can be anyone: Your doctor, dentist, religious leader - teacher, massage therapist, bar tender, even your local hot dog vendor. More often than not we find predators in jobs allowing them access to human beings in a way most people must give full trust to this person. That way it seems unlikely to be doing something wrong. A an example would be the abuse committed by Larry Nassar from the USA Gymnastics team. He was a physical therapist people both trusted and vetted. Peopleโs silence and fear allowed what he did to continue. ๐ฅ Itโs important in our lives and communities that we 1.) listen to our hearts - does it feel wrong? It probably is 2.) listen to our peers - has someone told you this person is a red flag / do they feel like someone that makes you uncomfortable? They probably are / do for a reason 3.) listen to vulnerable people - is this person a minority, marginalized, disabled, medicated, abused, or otherwise a compromised person that may not be able to speak up for themselves? Are they being gender/orientation marginalized (โheโs a man that canโt happen to him - they are trans they are confused - sheโs a woman sheโs asking for it - they said they were ACE they obviously liedโ) They should probably have someone with them and if they are telling you something you should do your best to listen and find resources. Often times people with prior abuse (this is ME btw as well) will suffer from whatโs called โdisassociationโ. That means instead of trying to fight or flight away in times of trauma, they will shut down, sometimes completely. This is a very common response to people with sexual abuse related PTSD.
In this world of horrible humans, there are those who are superheroes, and Iโd like to say thank you to all the people who have helped me (including all the people in the jobs I listed) who continue to provide me a safe space to live, and protect me when I need it. The ones who listen to me fully when I need them too. You are my light and I wouldnโt be here without you. I love that I have places I feel safe where I know if I need help I can ask, and people will listen. Where I donโt have to worry about being hurt.
Itโs important to listen ~ learn ~ love - it can help save a life
If you or anyone you know is struggling please call 800-273-8255 or visit https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org - There is now a trans hotline for those who need specific help including emergency service 1 (877) 565-8860 or their website https://translifeline.org
๐ฉธ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ช๐โโ๏ธ
โYouโre the only one I wantโ
โ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธ๐ฉธ๐ฉธ๐ฉธ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ
First he said โOnes not enough, youโll never be my onlyโ
I replied โthatโs quite alright with you Iโm never lonelyโ
Then he said โyouโre all I want, Iโll never need anotherโ
I replied โI know youโre wrong but Iโm more than just a loverโ
In the end his words rang out - โIโll never be enough - you have to find something else - you are just too muchโ
I replied a thousand cries โwhy did you lie to me?โ
His response was silence and moving on to the next she
โ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธ๐ฉธ๐ฉธ๐ฉธ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ
I am swamped and I got a few done tonight - here's one to wet your whistle - some of this series is bathtub relatedโฆ stay tuned
๐ฉธ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ช๐โโ๏ธ
Things are a lot. Are you interested in custom work from me?
Iโm trying to get a new place and if Iโm lucky I can set my pole up there.
Send me your custom requests and letโs make something fun ๐ฉธ๐ฅ๐ฉธ๐ฅ๐ป๐ฅ๐ฉธ๐ฅ๐ฉธ
๐ท๐ฅโI think I know you from past livesโฆโ๐ฅ๐ท
โ๐๐ชโ๏ธGROOMINGโ๏ธ๐ช๐โ
This month on โDark Things That Make Me Artโ we discuss the topic of GROOMING. GROOMING is when someone builds a relationship, trust and emotional connection with someone so they can manipulate, exploit and/or abuse them. Particularly vulnerable adults include: people suffering with mental illness, substance abuse, the elderly, and people with special needs.
This subject, these videos, and the images herein were / are hard for me to describe. I was groomed as an adult and Iโm still in therapy attempting to deprogram from its effects.
Please enjoy this trailer explaining more about the subject. Since you are on My free channel I will add a proof of concept piece to give you a small taste of what is to come, but my subscribers git a little moreโฆ. Darkness. Enjoy.
LIGHT ๐ฅ DRINK ๐ฉธ DO ๐ผ
The last days of fall goes out and the cold days of winter begin.
This has been the hardest year of my life but I am determined this winter to show you - finally - more of what I intended to do with this platform. More of what I want to with my life.
For now I have a request - Im putting up sets of sexy photos. Only implied nude but very sexy poses and big big boots *^_^* - Ive put theses up once before but not all of them and these have a bonus ๐๐๐booty๐๐๐ photo.
There's 8 in the "realism" set and 5 in the "filtered" edit sets. Realism set is $15, filtered edits are $10. Send me a DM if you're interested - Here's a taste of the realism set so you can see the outfits for both - Unlock this here and DM for filtered edits. Please enjoy and thank you - I can't wait to see you more...
๐ปSpecter๐ป
โค๏ธโ๐ฅ๐ปMy Hauntlings๐ปโค๏ธโ๐ฅ
NOV 24th is my birthday.
Iโm sorry Iโve neglected you recently. I donโt mean to.
Since my art doesnโt feed me and since my life has been a tumultuous, somedays I look into the abyss and beg it to take me. I have dark as of late and busy.
Today I didnโt go into the darkness and Iโm at a seminar. I have a lovely outfit and Iโm with lovely friends learning lovely techniques.
Just for you have believed in me since the beginning - on Monday, Iโll be going through alllllllll my nice photos and selecting some to gift you.
Iโd love to make some videos for you to but I need to invest in some bath bombs just for you.
For those who asked I have couple of lists if you feel like sending me a present. I also need ramen money something fierce! OMG would you like to see me eat ramen? Lol
Sorry about the bathroom candids. I can take my phone into other photos of this buildingโฆ. ๐๐๐๐
Light ๐ฅ Drink ๐ฉธ Do ๐ผ