Returning from the beach last night, a male was walking in the dark on the side of the road. I decided to drive the passenger to their destination, even though it was easily 30 minutes past my destination. Rule number 1, be safe. I had the thought that the person would be appreciative of the drive because I was saving him an eight mile walk at night on an non-lite narrow road which he was walking with no light. Pulling into a park driveway where he could camp safely and easily outdoors under the stars even with no camping gear, I let the guy know there was large grass areas for sleeping. To my surprise, he was stunned that I was not going to be joining him to give him any sexual attention. πππ This guy was not prepared to be stranded alone away from humans and civilization. I told him OH NO to his offer, and I told him I AM PREPARING FOR A SEXUAL PARTNER TO CREATE PORN WITH. πππ I drove away realizing that I was again wrong with my thinking. Understanding reality is more important than what I think. I am grateful, again, for the reminder. ππΎπ (I was too tired to post last night before bed.)
Yesterday I cleaned a yard for work. Before raking, I purposely picked out all the fresh looking plumeria flowers so I could arrange them around a tree trunk. ππ These flowers are what I enjoy wearing, even if naked. I never pick the flower off the tree. Instead, I only use the flowers once they have fallen to the ground. To me, the plumeria flower looks and smells wonderful. πππΎ I am so grateful for what nature provides. ππΎπππΎπππΎπππΎ
Good morning. π I am sitting in this vehicle in order to get wifi while being safe from bitting mosquitoes. πππΎ My big toe feels healthy this morning. Before sleeping, I cleaned it with alcohol and then applied healing ointment and the bandaid. There was sand in my toe nail that was causing an irritation. Taking care of myself also means recognizing when the body needs some extra care. Listen to your body so you are able to care for yourself. Right now, my skin is asking to be moisturized. πππΎ π
I watched a beginner's video on how to twerk, and now I am making my own. πππ The song is Wake Me Up by Avicii. I added this song on my Spotify liked list because someone else sent me the song.
Morning stretching πππΎ Last night before falling asleep, I used the vibrating/sucking toy on my clitoris. I was making every effort to not clench any muscles. Without trying, there was sensational changes in my midsection that were unusual to me. I did not have the usual cumming experience. I noticed I was fearful for a moment with not knowing what was happening to the body. I had the thought that I was physically letting go of being in control. ππππΎ
Laughing with myself and at myself this morning. ππππ Never give up in this life. Anything is possible. Detach from the stories you are replaying in your head. Live the life you have. Make changes where you can. Love yourself the most. Aloha πΊπ
This is the first video of me using a dildo. After watching the video again, I have decided it is worth sharing. πππΎ Wearing a lose long spaghetti strap cotton dress and sitting on the floor with my legs open, I comfortably expose my pussy and begin to enjoy the dildo. Once I insert the dildo, you can hear my juices for the entire video as the dildo slides in and out with ease. Several times I put the dildo in my mouth. For the last 1 1/2 minutes of the video, I bend over and record sliding the dildo in and out of my pussy from the back view. This is a great view. I am horny. πππ Enjoy. πππΎ
Yesterday, after cleaning and getting sweaty wearing this outfit, I had the pleasure of having my left leg thigh, calf, and foot briefly rubbed. I even felt a quick nibble on the big toe. πππ I am open to getting more of a massage from this person.
Today I spent time chatting and relaxing and drinking juiced vegetables with a friend. I did not make videos leaning to twerk, stripping and masturbating, or talking about my toes. I did not attend a girl friend's workout class. I did not clean the kitchen. I did go for a morning walk at the beach and swim in the ocean. I did feed the cats. I did cook and eat food, and wash my dishes. Sometimes days are productive differently then intended. Aloha πΊπ
Dinner prepared, shower taken, and hair not brushed. ππ Ready to sit on the floor naked and nourish the body. Remember, taking care of yourself is important. ππΎππππΎ
Sitting at a quiet ocean side area surrounded by nature, I enjoy feeling the warmth and wetness between my legs. πππΎ The fine sand on my boob made me laugh. π I am grateful.
So I had the thought that I have a large neck area to cum on. ππππππΎ I also had the thought that a male or female could kneel over my face. ππππΎ I love you all. ππππΎ
Good morning. π Touching another human being or being touched by another human being in a caring way is very important. I have challenged myself to touch someone with my feet at the beach today. πππ³πππ I am curious about the experience. I will share all the details. ππππΎ
Lyrics from the theme song FAME, in the movie FAME, by Irene Cara. ππππΎππΎππΎππΎππ
βBaby, look at me and tell me what you see
You ainβt seen the best of me yet
Give me time, Iβll make you forget the rest
I got more to me and you can set it free
I can catch the moon in my hand
Donβt you know who I am?
Remember my nameβ
I am having the experience of going on a date today. πππ I anticipate nice conversation, music, and food. I do not anticipate touching or kissing or anything sexual. πππ I am happy to be stress-free. I went for a walk and swim earlier. Now I will cook and eat some high nutrient dense food, and then shower and get dressed. Thank you for being interested in me. I appreciate your love and horny sexual desires more than you can imagine. πππΎππππ
With my feet holding the phone, I sit in a tub with the rose toy pleasuring myself. The sensations of having my clitoris stimulated for a period of time brings changing sensations within areas not having to do with my pussy or pussy lips. The pleasurable changes are felt more in hard and dense areas. I am not sure how to act. ππ The pussy is clenching tighter and tighter. I want to explode from within. ππΎπππΎ This rose toy is stimulating, and I am wet. My pussy glistens from its juices. Yum. I am desiring. πππΎ
I was laying on my back, knees folded, fingering myself on the floor. Then I decided to get my toy and play in the most private place I have available, a bath tub. πππΎ Welcome. ππππΎ
Taking my clothes off, I walk through the grass to a shady place. A slight breeze touches the skin. A sun beam shines through the hovering tree branches. In the distance, I can hear the faint sounds of birds. I am moist from the weather, and I am moist from being a woman. πππΎ
The night before the farmerβs market, I used everything possible to cook myself a late night meal. I learned if I am going to cook and record myself, it is smart to have all the food items prepared before hand and to know how to turn on the stove top burners. πππ Living life as free and healthy as possible. ππΎππππΎ
Loving myself and becoming my own best friend has been an important accomplishment. Because I am secure in myself, I am okay when people approach me with their own fear and insecurities. No judgement. Just love. πππΎππΎπππππ
Last night I was sitting in a hot top. The warm water melted away stress in the body. πππΎ I also got an invitation to sleep in a big bed. π I turned the offer down. π I am grateful for the chance to have new opportunities. ππΎππππΎ
Sliding my fingers along my neck and towards my breasts, my nipples harden. Moistening my middle finger, I touch my nipple by making small circular motions. I expose both breasts. I am ready for you to devour me. πππΎπ
Bite my heels. Suck my toes. Bend me over. Fuck me. Let me sit on your dick. My legs are wide open. My pussy is wet. Take your tongue and heavily lick every part of my body, external and internal. ππππΎππΎππ