I've decided that I am sharing way too little pictures. So, last time when I saw Luke I've entrusted him with a task, to take some photos of me. I've already sent a copy to him, so he can watch them anytime, even though he probably should not, as it's not helping his caged dick too much 🤭Which of course isn't at all the reason I sent them to him. 😈
Well, I've finally got time to edit them, so I can share them with you as well. But unlike Luke some of you are at least lucky enough to jerk off to them 🥰 Not all of you though. Knowing how some people here are already horny beyond measure, doubles the fun of uploading any new piece of content. 😈Have fun cumming, dripping or straining in the cage. But have fun 😊
And you can expect new video on Sunday/Monday. Depending on your timezone and my spare time. I am planning on seeing Luke on the weekend, so that should be fun 😊
So last time when I suggested I am not sure I‘ll let him have a last fuck, I‘ve received a lot of interesting responses. There is a lot of conflicting perspectives on that and I am not even sure myself, what I like better. Don't get me wrong I love that. Those contradictory ideas are what's making femdom so special and stimulating. Like having two opposing choices, but equally hot.😊 There are few things I‘ve been going over in my head about pussyfree lifestyle; ideas I would like to share. And just to be clear I am not saying I will do either of them. It‘s just peak in to my head 🥰
Do you think it‘s more wicked:
A, Hoping you might perhaps have a fuck, one day, if you try your absolute best. Knowing it might not ever happen, but that there might still be the slightest chance if you persist.
B, Being told that your fucking days are over. There still might be some sex, but but that feeling of wet warmth of a pussy is only in your past.
Because when I was thinking about it, it struck me as similar with chastity and orgasm denial. When I was keeping him locked and ruined for too long, he began to just accepting it. But once I throw and odd full orgasm in the mix, it suddenly become a lot less manageable for him. And honestly we both found it more entertaining and sexy. 😊 The issue I see is, that if I make him pussy-free and go with A, it’s anyway just a temporary, before option B takes place. Unless I dangle that reward in front of him for a reaaaaaaly long time 🤭 Anyway, it’s really just an erotic shower thought I was having. The beauty is I don’t really need to make and soon decision on anything as I didn’t promised a thing. 😄
As I was thinking about it, I‘ve realized that there is another, just as interesting, dilemma. Let‘s say I do fuck him. I think there are two equally hot options:
A, I‘ll make it really weak and pathetic. I make sure he‘s super horny, I‘ll tease him to the core of his soul before it, so when we start it will take like 15 thrusts, before he cum. And then he will have to live knowing, that his last fuck was a disappointment.
B, I’ll make it a dream fuck. I’ll ruin him day before, so he can actually last a bit. I’ll give him head, I’ll ride him on top, I’ll do any and every position I could think of like I was the world class slut. I would literally bring a gallon sized lube and make it the sloppiest day in mankind history. I would go above and beyond to make it the best fuck I can make.
This to me is even more erotic thought. And yes, I was masturbating to both ideas few times. One makes a great opportunity for future humiliation. And damn, I am aroused just by thinking about the things I could say about it 😈 On the other hand making it a really hot and special will save a different kind of a core memory 😄Something I could remind him all the time as well. And even more so, if I manage to capture it on video. Though, going back on first option - showing him like he came in 20 seconds so I have a forever proof why he can’t fuck anybody is also pretty wicked. 🥵
Anyway, like I said. I am not making a decision. So don’t expect any, or not anytime soon. I like where we are now. It might happen. Or might not. One thing I know for sure, which brings me finally to the video: I’ll never stop using my pussy to tease him with it. There is something exquisite about unlocking him, just so he can feel how warm I am. Only to give him a little kiss on his dick with my "bottom lips" 🤭. I really need to let him wear some panties. I wonder if he could make them wetter than I do. Because after I relocked him and he got home I've received a picture of his underwear. What a mess! 😄I guess I should not be surprised, because I really tried to melt his brain. The more horny he is, the more devoted he’s becoming. And I can’t get enough of it. 😈
Finally got time edit. So, here is the alternative angle as promised 😊Also, going to see Luke Tomorrow, so you can expect new full video on Saturday. I am planning on melting his brain out, but shhh, don't tell him 😈
Also, seem like platform is little glitchy right now, not sure if it's just me or everyone. Hopefully the video will post. If not, I'll reupload it later. 🤷♀️
I think I will never not find interesting how much power such a simple thing can have. I mean, of course sex is pretty much craved universally by everyone. Yet, there isn‘t really any actual need for having an orgasm. It’s just a good feeling and a reward system for getting a pussy. Which is kinda ironic, since he didn’t had any well over a year now. Now I used to think about giving him last farewell fuck as a symbol of making him pussy free. To have a specific point in time. To have a date, one we could perhaps celebrate. Though I am not sure what the presents would be 🤭 But, I am not so sure about it anymore. Because everything seems quite perfect to me as it is, so why change it, right? 🤭 Only thing that’s annoys me a little is, that I am not the last person he had sex with. I should have done it right when we started, but then again, hindsight is always perfect. I could never have anticipated the way things will go 😄
Anyway we saw each other on Friday, but we didn’t really had much time to do anything frisky. But, I knew he will have more tome on Saturday, so I thought I might give him a little funny challenge for a change. 😊 I rarely make him wear anything girly, though I must admit, it’s way more fun that I would have thought before. Of course, it’s not as thrilling as making him wear a strapon on me, but it's more playful and lighthearted fun, though I think it can be turned more devious with some in proper context. I would never expected to be in to it, but I like it. So I had an idea, before he left my place on Friday I pulled down my stockings. Which was already enough to make him squirm. I always forgot how such a small things are felt by guy in chastity 🤭I dared him to wear them until he comes back the other day. No matter what and where he will be, he must have them on. 🤭
I think stocking were easy start, because they don’t really have any strong outline. For example I think If I told him to wear my panties, they might be easier to spot 😄Is it malice that I kinda like the idea? I especially like the thought that he would be wearing panties from a pussy he was denied by. But well, that’s an idea for another time….
He didn’t had any close calls and everything went pretty smoothly, to my disappointment. But at least he told me, that wearing them was a constant reminder of me. As it’s a piece of cloth he isn’t used to, it was hard to forget they are on. So, at least he was properly horny, when he came back, as getting me out of mind for a while is usually his only salvation 😈 Not this time.
Anyway, I thought I might give him reward for fulfilling my every silly idea 😄 But it wasn’t that hard either. So I’ve decided that one finger will have to do. I know he was so horny, that he would’ve probably came even in the cage, but I was in the mood of seeing some ropes of cum. 😊 Oh, did I ruin it? Of course I did. He can't expect full orgasm for everything. I know I said I want to give them more frequently, but I still remember the last one, so not THAT frequently 😄
Also I know this angle wasn’t as great for the final cumshot, but I have alternative shot I’ll upload later, so you might look forward to that as well. I wanted to bring the camera closer as I am enjoying those closeup moments lately. To me it feels more how it felt when I was doing it. Because from my perspective, it’s all happening right in front of me. Though, some things are still better seen from a little bit of distance.
So, lately I've been a little busy with preparing something I want to try for the longest of times and that's a keyholding for other people as many of you has expressed the desire to make solo chastity a bit more fun. For some this isn't anything new as I've been talking in the DMs for literal months about it. 😅 I am still finishing some final touches, and I would prefer not going in to much details as I will be yet making an public announcement about it, in very near future. But it's relevant to my post 😊
Like I said, I've been quite busy, first with school, then editing my vids and now with preparing something extra... So, after some consideration today I've decided that I need some self-care and rest. So I went for a pool and spa. 🛀
I was leaving with swimsuit under my clothes, so I figured why not turn on the lights and and snap few pictures for you as well, before I go.
Wish I was there with some locked boy, so I could tease his cage in a bubble bath with my feet. 🤭I've been in pool with Luke before and it was great fun, but today I left him behind and went just with a (girl)friend I didn't see for a while.
Have you ever been in cage in a pool? And did anybody knew about that? I found it quite hot, as there are so many half naked people, that it's almost constant teasing 😄Hmm... I wonder if it's safe to go with cage to the sauna. I can image it can get quite hot 🤔Anyway, I hope you'll enjoy few little bit more casual pictures. I plan on inviting Luke on Friday, so you will get something bit more spicier pretty soon 🥰
It‘s interesting what can chastity do with girl ego 🤭I mean, I never considered myself bad looking, that would be fake modesty. But never before I felt this sexy. There is something primal about being wanted so much, with such intensity and to get pretty much anything I want on command. It‘s truly addictive. 🥵
I guess that‘s the reason why I love tease and denial. As I mentioned before last week wasn‘t what I was hoping - erotic session-wise, but when I finally got time to do something all I was looking for was just teasing hell out of him. Every other girl would be looking for opportunity to pretend for a little while she‘s not interested and then finding excuse how to get naked and start fucking. 😅 All I wanted was to make him horny, to want me like nothing ever before, to start dripping and make his brain in a mush, so he don‘t have anything else but me on the mind. And then send him home with head full of sexy images he won‘t ever forget. I was about to say I don‘t know why I am like this, but truth is I think I am beginning to understand myself a little more 😊
When he‘s locked for a while it‘s not only about being horny, it‘s about being devoted. The energy is almost tangible. And more sexual energy there is for me to tame, the more sexy, desired and powerful I feel. Not long ago I wasn‘t even in to being sexually dominant, but when he gave it up for me like this, it don‘t take much to start being curious about how far I can push it. 😈
So, when Luke arrived I was waiting for him in a braless corset. 😈 When he saw me, his jaw almost dropped and I knew I picked the right outfit. Luke was scrambling to find a right compliment, which I found very cute. It was a long week, so I told him, not to get distracted too much as I want a more relaxing time. Which was true. My outfit was just to make him distracted (didn't I said not to do that?) 🤭And to remind him for whom is he locked in cage.
All I wanted to do was to watch some show and chat 🤭I don‘t think he remember a word from what we were watching. Anyhow, when I thought he‘s about to melt I stretched my arms and asked him if he perhaps want to cuddle a little bit. 😈
I am not sure he even know what I was asking when he said yes. 😄 Oh there is a vibrator, what a surprise, maybe I can spice the cuddling a little bit. But no unlocking though, don‘t push it 😇
He ended up leaking pool of precum that evening. I ended up using the exact same vibrator a few more times over the weekend and sending him messages about it. 🤭Hope your weekend was just as nice.
This was a little busier week than usual. But for better of worse can't stop the passage of time and tomorrow is a Friday again 😊 Which means I'll finally have time to tease Luke and have some fun myself. Really looking to it, because I need some stress release valve. Well ... I am not sure there will be too much releasing for Luke, but that's a sacrifice I am willing to make 🤭
Anyway, I was going through my files and I found this backup shot. Most of the time I take footage on 2 devices, because I don't want to risk one going out in a bad moment. Even though the quality is tiny bit worse as the video is taken on the phone I quite enjoy this angle 😊
EDIT: if you are looking for the main cam footage, go to post from Feb 13, 2023 😉
This is the last unreleased formerly PPV video I have, I think. Original date of filming was August 2022, just so there isn't any confusion about when was it happening. Enjoy 🥰
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At first I didn’t like all the sissy stuff, and honestly I don’t think I ever like all of it, but there are some ideas I think I might borrow. 😊 Here is a thought I had: his penis is locked for so long and so often (well, pretty much permanently) and he’s not using it for anything, apart of my amusement, that I kinda want to nickname it something different than dick or penis. Giving it a name make it simpler to humiliate him and rub it into his face, that his penis has been repurposed. 😊 Or at least that’s how I am feeling right now … you know I like to explore option and see what stick, so it might not be permanent, or I can use it, as I feel it at the moment.
But given the cage shape and the possibility how it can be “used” I think clitty is actually quite fitting. I mean who would not love their frienzoning crush to call his locked dick a clitty, only to mock him harder … or softer, depending on how literal I am. 🤭😂
Well, to rub it in literally I don’t think I could do it much better than with facesitting session. I was looking to it ever since our last video when Luke was cuddling with my ass. I though I want to give him a closer look.😳
I brought my vibrator. I wanted to give him a chance for ruined orgasm. Of course there is always a catch. He has to masturbate his clitty locked. If he succeed then I might unlock him even less and if he fails, well, then he probably wasn’t all that horny. 😈 I hope that me sitting on his face with full weight don’t make it too difficult.
I even helped him by playing with his nipples. “Unfortunately” Luke been unable cum and gave up. Aww, what a pitty. I was rooting for him, because I had prepared few things to say about his performance that would burn into his memory forever. 🤭 But well, I guess he needs to get used to his new sex organ and that might take a while. But no ruined this week. He was leaving much hornier and with his clitty dripping through the bars. 😊
So, Luke was just stopping by for a cleanup shower. Those who follows a longer time knows, but for the new commers here this is how it works: I hold the keys and unless in emergency he can‘t unlock himself. That includes shower. He's living in a walking distance, so he‘s free to message me and stop by anytime I am at home and have time. 😊 Usually those showers end up in some kind of erotic play, because it create a perfect natural cycle of visits.
Not always though, like this time. I was way too busy with my own work, so I was just in my home clothes; comfortable sweatpants and old shirt without a bra.
I unlocked his cage and took a break from my work to watch him in the shower. Even after everything we did and tried he‘s still blushing when I am leaning on the bathroom door frame and watch him clean himself. Which of course makes it irresistible for me 🤭 I know he‘s genuinely shy, because he don‘t even get a hint of erection, which rarely happens upon unlocking 😄
I had no intentions for playing with him this time. While I would love to and can‘t wait for the next time, this time I could to fit a sexy session to my schedule. So, when he was done showering I just told him cage himself and I locked him back up. Of course I know chastity can make you a little needy, so I wanted to give him at least a taste of teasing. 😊
Horny as he is I know everything is exciting for him. So, the opportunity presented itself when he commented that I have no idea what I am causing him in that outfit. Haha 🤭really, do you think I have no idea? Do you think girls don‘t know we are getting stares? I mean I am buying pants like this to show my ass. Every girls does, but it‘s inappropriate to admit, but luckily I am not bound by those restrictions. 😇 So I am going to say it. I wear pants like this for two reasons, to be comfortable and to give you a boner or cage strain 😈 Oh, you‘ve noticed it‘s giving me a little bit of camel toe? Hmm, like this? I had no idea … 🤭 Ok, and now off you go I need to study for real.
So, I‘ve decided I‘ve teased Luke for long enough and I might give him some hard (well, technically more soft) earned reward. 😄Last year I was giving him ruined orgasms to no end. But, I‘ve noticed that it‘s actually full orgasms that throw his balance off more. While giving him ruined after ruined makes full orgasm really surprising and always blowed his mind, it perhaps took away the suspension of not knowing what‘s it going to be next time, because he wasn‘t really expecting one. While I still want to make full orgasms something uncommon I am currently considering dropping them in the mix just a little bit more often, to keep him on his toes 🤭
He still won‘t have any release schedule, no changes there. As I really enjoy having the freedom of deciding last second what I want or not. Which is also a good time to address a recurring theme I am receiving every now and then in the DMs. And that is „canceling releases“. Because I brought the concept of freedom without schedule before and few people seemed to like the idea of cancelling a scheduled releases. I want to take the opportunity and explain why to me it's a major difference. And unless something major happen I don‘t like that at all. What is promised must be kept, even if it‘s something I regret promising later on. That‘s my view and I feel that not making the sub know when he will cum is way more fair, that saying a date and then not going through with it. To me it‘s all about honesty, something I demand but has to go both way.
Anyway back to our session, Luke didn‘t have anything promised and I doubt he was expecting anything 🤭I‘ve was set on making him cum this time. But that don‘t mean I can‘t make it a little complicated 😈 I am sure there are many ways to make things interesting. One I picked this time was oiling my hands and very gently sliding over his shaft. I wanted to make it long, even though he was already very horny. So, quite minimal stimulation was root of the idea. 😊 I might have given him some strokes here and there, but more and more I was loosening up my grip and kinda just tickled the shaft of his penis. 🥵 I was expecting he would cum like any second, but he still couldn't push past that edge. Which was fantastic. It don't always happens, but this idea was working better than expected. 😈 The oil significantly limited the friction and the sensation he could feel, so he was inching to the orgasm the whole time. At one point I was really toying with the idea of giving him time limit, because I am pretty sure the added pressure would really not help him 🤭But I wanted him to have his moment, even if it meant tickling his penis all the way to the orgasm.
When he finally managed to get past the edge I don‘t think he expected me to keep going and not ruining it. But I did. He virtually drenched me with cum 🥵 So, that was fucking hot! And very much worth the teasing, waiting and effort I‘ve put in. 🤭 Of course I didn‘t want to make his load goes to waste. Unfortunately I had to cut the video in the middle of licking it, because it became a nightmare to edit. I need to pick a better angle next time. You can hear me laughing, because it was dripping everywhere 😄It became really messy, but what a great time this was. 🤭
Luke rarely knows if he will be allowed to cum or not. I think it‘s really enhancing edging sessions and helps to keep him literally on edge 🤭 I do not have any schedule and just allow him to cum on whim. Honestly I love it, because if he had an exact date it would be much easier for him to just hold back until whatever day happens. This way he arrive at my place and have no idea. Will I gave him at least ruined or will I just mercilessly tease him and send him back home dripping precum in his pants. 😈
Speaking of teasing I also rarely tell him what‘s going to happen. I would say never, but sometimes I like to tease him in advance, because it can be quite tormenting knowing your fate. Though I think I still prefer the surprise, with just vague text during the day to help with the mood like: „do you think my boobs are soft?“ or „how long can you hold your breath?“. I am pretty sure his horny brain will do the rest of making him excited for me 🤭
So, we saw each other yesterday and Luke had no idea what it will be. Of course he knew it was a while, so ruined orgasm wasn‘t out of the question. And to fuck with him a little more I‘ve decided to bring a condom. Because that‘s usually what condoms are for, cumming. 😄 Well, I had other plans with it. Frankly I brought the condom for two reasons mainly. One was just to make sure if he cum without permission I will make him do things he won‘t forget. 🥵 And the other was, that I suspected that after quite a bit of tease and denial lately, he could be too sensitive. So I used a little virgin trick to gave him a chance to last. And possibly to even enjoy it. Because it has happened before after longer chastity lockup. He became too sensitive to even fuck a fake pussy. Luke was describing it as too sensitive to be pleasurable. 😄 Well, I guess another point on the list „why you can‘t fuck me“. 🤭
Anyway, as you probably figured out I had zero intentions of letting him cum. I wanted to send him home exactly like I described it before, precum leaking shaking mess, that will never get me out of his head. So, how do you think I did? 😈 That was rhetorical, because since yesterday, Luke is spamming me how desperately horny he is. Oh no, who would have thought. Well, better luck next time, perhaps he might catch me in a less malice mood 😈🤭
Hello, I hope you had a fantastic weekend 😊New video coming up later today. I already have the footage, so as soon as I am done with school, I'll get to editing, so your Monday might be a little better (and hornier) 🤭😘
One of the most asked question is if I don‘t miss regular sex and If am getting it somewhere else. And the simple answer is no, why would I? Just check this video. 😊The longer answer will be rest of the text 😄Just if your kink is that no dick under 10 inches deserve pussy, I might be popping some
fetish bubbles 🤭Though, depends on the view, because probably no dick deserves mine 😄
Simple truth is, that I don‘t like penetrative sex all that much. I know it might be surprising, because it‘s kinda the „default“. I do enjoy it from time to time, to have some variety in my life. But usually it‘s not something I want to repeat for a while after that. One of the reason is that it can often be uncomfortable, especially with bigger insertion. And the other reason is, that it‘s close to impossible for me to have orgasm that way. Oral on the other hand is always good, never painful and I can actually cum quite easily. So, it really isn‘t that hard choice when it comes to physical sex 🤭
With this knowledge you may see why pussyfree lifestyle isn‘t something I will be giving up anytime soon for bigger better alpha 🤭Though, I sometimes don't mind acting like I would, but that's besides scope of this text 😄 Or that I am locking him because his dick is too small, or that I should put a sleeve on it, so I can feel it. I am good, really, fetishes aside when it comes to sex anything between 4 and 6 inches is in the ideal zone. But that‘s not all.😈 Chastity, SPH and all the rest is a fetish for me. I don‘t know why, maybe my brain is protecting me by fetishizing denial, so I don‘t feel like missing anything, who knows. But I don‘t care too much as I am increasingly more happy with it. 😊 For a first time in my life, sex is actually interesting and hot 😈 So, to all the people who like to write me, if I would like bigger dick I can say, for sure, bigger dick would make a bigger trophy once it‘s locked forever 🥵
But, just because I like average sized dick on the rare occasion I actually want to fuck, doesn‘t mean I won‘t rather use dildo, or that I won‘t mock anybody for having one. Like I said, it‘s a fetish for me. I might be twisted, but when I make him use strapon on me, it's not necessarily because it‘s bigger, but because it‘s not him.🥵 Because he can stay locked, horny and totally devoted to focusing on me, instead on him.
So with this context, you can see what my ideal 69 would look like. 😄 I will get myself off on his face, drip juices all over him, while watching him squirm in the cage, desperately trying to get hard. I guess I could‘ve unlocked him and play with him a little, but it would probably just distract him from doing a good job. Besides, his frustration is just quite hot. I am sure he will have a nice load for me (or maybe himself) once I finally let him out again 🤭
Because of our schedule we usually have to plan our sessions (for lack of better word) a little bit ahead. Of course Luke is free to stop by anytime he wants for a shower/unlock, because I still insist on doing it supervised at my place. I trust him enough to believe he would not misbehave if I gave him the keys, or allowed him to do it himself, but it’s a power thing for me. 😈 I like the idea that he just have to come to me and ask and there is no way around it, no exceptions. We see each other frequently for playing that he usually don’t need to stop by just for cleaning, even though it has happened before.
Those sessions are absolute highlight of the week for me. And I believe for some of you might be as well, because I am sharing them pretty much as they happen. With a bit of a delay as I need to edit the footage. As I am daydreaming about my plans I often share some ideas with Luke about it ahead of time, so he come to my place properly horny.🤤 Other times I keep in him in the dark about what’s going to happen, because his permanently frustrated dick and horny mind will do all the work for me 🤭
There are times when I love making something intricate, something twisted and perhaps surprising. Sessions where we are pushing the limits. And don’t get me wrong, that’s super hot. Those are times when I am almost shaking with anticipation about that’s about to come. (Still having butterflies when I think about the cum eating 🥵)
But there is one thing I love about chastity above all. And that’s making something ordinary thrilling. Just hanging out or going to grab a cup of coffee in the afternoon is suddenly covertly sexy, when I imagine how damn horny he has to be. That every piece of skin I reveal is making him drip in the cage. But we pretend like that’s not even happening. 🤭
Of course we spend enough time, that most of our friends assume things. He ends up at my place few times a week and is always blushing anytime he’s asked about that. 😳 Us denying anything is becoming a running joke. I am pretty sure I am getting glimpses of envy from his buddies as I assume they would not mind spending some time with me as well. But I don’t think they are aware that the game I am playing is having quite different rules🤭
Anyway, I don’t think that stripping me down is mundane or boring, but the whole mood is so different when the guy doing it have dick tightly packed in pretty small cage, to which I coincidentally hold the keys 🤭. He can grab me, he can play with me, squeeze my boobs and for the fun of it I even allowed him to kiss and motorboat them. But unless I use the key (which I didn’t) all he’s getting is soft, warm and jiggly frustration. Though, not everybody have the opportunity to play with them, but there is a cost to pay and it’s paid in precum. 😄
That’s what I love about chastity. I can just be half naked on the couch, feel completely safe about things not progressing anywhere I don’t want to and making his mindblown just by inspecting the cage and letting him have few cuddles 🤭😊
What a busy week 😅 Today I managed to have some private time with Luke. I could not wait to finally tease him without people around us, though even that is quite fun. Unfortunately that's something I can't share with you, which take half the fun away. I am editing video from the session right now, but knew I would get to it late, and would not be able to post it. So I thought you might appreciate an exclusive teaser, so you have something to look forward to.🥰 How do you like my top? Oh and the key is purely decorative. I didn't actually use it. But enough with the spoilers 🤭
Enjoy this originally PPV video, in order to make this page a complete archive like I promised 🥰
Originally Happened in Aug/2022
Few people independently wrote me, that they’ve noticed that Luke is getting smaller and his erection seems somewhat weaker than they used to be.
I am not 100% sure, but I am not a guy, so small changes may not be apparent to me, because I simply don’t care that much.😄 I asked Luke and he told me, that he think it might be true, though even he can’t be absolutely certain, because he can’t do a direct comparison with how it was half a year ago.
Well, from what I’ve read about the subject there might be a temporary effect for long term wearer. It should go back to normal after few days outside the cage. But If I don’t ever plan on leaving the cage unlocked for more than hours a week is it really temporary? 🤭 In theory I guess. But in theory he can still have full orgasms and sex. And erections …
I’ve decided that it’s already been a long time since I did another flaccid ruined orgasm. I just can’t get enough of messing with him. Last time he could have erection, but no direct touch. So how about doing the exact opposite this time. I will touch him bare hands, but I'll make him sit on a thing, that will prevent him getting an erection. 😈
Aww, what’s the matter big boy. 🤭 Seems like my touches are not doing anything. How will you fix your temporary shrinkage if you ain’t getting hardon even outside the cage. Funny thing is that I don’t really care if the effect is real or not. If it is, nice. But if it isn’t, well … only things his penis will be inside in foreseeable future are the cage, then maybe condom and if he’s extra lucky I might even buy a fake pussy.😄 I don’t think either of these things care about his size and I don’t either, because size really don’t matter for being kept pussy free. 🤭
Just look how cute it is, being jerked with two fingers. Only downside for doing it like this is that it’s quite hard to guess when he’s on the edge. But I think I managed to give him a few, before he leaked on the floor. Damn, I think this journey really unlocked malicious something in me 😄😇
First, excuse me for the occasionally way too bright image. I was experimenting with using a darker background for better separation and to bring more focus on the action. And while I overall like it, it was particular sunny day at Sunday, so my exposure wasn’t ideal throughout the whole video. Anyway, let’s leave technicalities out of the way 😊It’s just something that’s closely related to my studies and I had an urge to comment 😅
Last time I made him cum I actually gave him full orgasm, in exchange for him slurping it up. And I have to say, that was overall hit. I know many of you loved it and I certainly did. Well, Luke “loved” about half of it, but got a lot more comfortable with the idea. And I think it’s best time to start forming a habit. Of course he needs to realize that not always it’s not going to be as rewarding as last time. I am still set on making full orgasms rare. 😈
I don’t want him to get any wild ideas, like he’s going to lick it once and suddenly I’ll be giving him full orgasms all the time. Or worse, that I might actually let him have something more, like a sex with me. Out of the question. 🤭 I love what we have, but he also needs to know his place. He’s my pet, my friend and his reward is getting my time, attention and serving me.
So this time I went with something different. I wanted him to admit, that the humiliation and denial arouses him. I wanted him to know exactly it’s him who’s responsible for where he is. There is something very hot about making a guy admit out loud his submissiveness, because he can no longer hides behind that he’s “being made” to do something. 🤭 So I told him my plans:
“I want to show you why you can never fuck me, because you are limp and pathetic. I will sit you on the chair on a roller, so no matter how aroused you are you won’t be even able to get an erection, I will edge you and I will ruin it, so you will only get frustration out of it. And then I’ll make you swallow it all. And if you can look me in the eyes and tell me with honestly that this isn’t what you want, then I won’t do that. But if you are already getting excited I want to hear it.”
Well, it’s a trick question, because after a while in chastity I doubt that if I said almost virtually anything, he would get aroused.🤭 But that’s not my problem and I did exactly what I promised him I will do. And I have to say, making him drink it after ruined is crazy hot. Much more than after full, because I know at the back of my head, that he’s getting really not much out of it. It’s like somebody just shot a load in his mouth, without any reward for it. Not even a proper erection to stretch out after the cage. Fuck, I am getting horny again, just writing it down. 😅🥵 I don’t think I will get tired of anytime soon.
I was just feeling like a big tease today. 🤭I have ton of breast content, so I’ve decided to switch things up a little. He enjoyed his full orgasm not so long ago, so I want his balls to be as full as possible again. Got plans with that cum, so he better save up 😋 Not that one orgasm helped him that much. I think all of you who abstained for a while and then had just one will agree that it’s just increasing the appetite 😊But oh well, if you don’t want to be horny out of your mind, maybe don’t give your friend your chastity keys, because you might find out that she’s more twisted than you and start getting seriously off on the attention only very desperate chastity guy can give 😈
I love how locked guys can’t help themselves not to dive deeper any time there is a chance. I didn’t even had any extra plan for today, yet I knew he would do half the work for me 😄. My idea was to just tease him with my ass and see where it goes from there. I didn’t even restrict him that much for today. He was blindfolded for couple of our latest session, which I believe made him quite eager and receptive. 😊He was allowed to touch my ass anyhow he wanted, except I didn’t allowed him to pull down my panties. I might let him do that time to time, but since he can’t fuck me as he’s completely pussy free I like to make it a little rare. Restricting my pussy more than just for intercourse make him more appreciative when I let him touch and play with me. 😈
Which is the mindset I love. When I call him over, because I got horny and want somebody to serve me, to eat me out, preferably more than once, I like how eager he gets. How he truly enjoy it and feels grateful, even though it’s me who’s using his tongue on pussy he can't have 🤭
Besides, when I let him touch me, let him grab my ass and stroke my pussy over the panties or let him feel my soft breast, it only reminds him how toothless he is. Because really, what’s he going to do 😈 I find it way better than handcuffs. He can’t do anything, but to get horny, even though I am right there. All it would take is to slide those panties to the side and then … nothing, because his dick is safely stored away in the cage 🤭
I am in the process of reworking my page a bit. I didn't yet make an official announcement, but I don't think anybody will mind this change. One of the changes is that I don't have time or frankly even interest in editing my vids to any sort of PPV, or other paywall. I did tried that in the beginning, but I want my videos to be watched by as many people as possible. So, while this video isn't "new", it will be new to most of you. I plan or re-releasing all I got over the next few days 😊. (Which isn't that many, since I left the idea of PPV long time ago). Also, even if it's not in the description of the page (yet). I want this page to be a complete archive of every video I ever did.
And to add little more context, this video is from July, so read it like that.
His last full orgasm was somewhere in February. Time fly when you are having a good time, right Luke? 😄 And there isn’t any date scheduled for any other orgasm. His sanity is on the edge sometimes, his stamina is getting lower and his ejaculation, as rare as they are, are getting bigger. One would think his body would give up, but luckily sexual energy is just a little dumb and one of the things that simply never run out. 🤭 Even if there is no release, it just keep on stacking. His penis took over his life and I took over his penis. 😇
It’s funny, how his horniness grew to such a dimension that I sometimes feel it’s its almost second persona. There is Luke my friend, and then there is Luke the horny chastity slut. 🤭 In regular life we can still talk about ton of non-erotic things. But once his mind is free to wander, he’s immediately reminded how horny and desperately frustrated he really is and his other self start taking over. 😊 When he came over to my place as soon as I shut the door I could literally see the change in his face. He wasn’t friend, he was a pet at my command. And I think it’s kidna cute. 😊
Of course, that progression just makes me all happy and giggly. Isn’t it funny that his penis serve virtually no other purpose than making him more submissive? 😈 He’s horny, his brain is melting, his sperm is building up, his dick is locked most of the time, he’s pussy free and his only relief are ruined orgasms here and there (with erection if he’s lucky).
So this got me thinking. We talked about some anal play for few times and he was a little shy around this topic. So I think it’s time to let his penis (and me) do the thinking for him. 😈 He’s not getting another ruined until he got something in his ass. Does not matter what it is, even the tiniest butt-plug counts. And he might not get ruined right after it either. But until he tries it, I will not even think about any relief. And to help him with deciding I gave him this little tease. I hope it speed things up 😇
I think it’s no secret that I have a weakness for bi things. And while eating own cum isn’t exactly bi, because there isn’t anybody else, imagination can go a long way 🤭So far that was a soft limit for Luke. I mean yes, I've made him lick it off me. But that was long time ago and while I suggested it few times, he wasn’t so thrilled about the idea. So I’ve come to conclusion, that perhaps I might need to make it a more irresistible deal. Something more enticing, get him used for the taste and see where it will lead from there 🥵
If you were following closely you’ve noticed that I’ve was a major tease lately. Well, I am always trying to be, because the attention and constant drooling is one of the best thing about being someone’s keyholder. But there was another reasons, I really wanted him to be more sensitive towards my suggestion and perhaps little more eager to agree on some of them. 😊
It’s been quite a while since he had his last full orgasm. But recently I didn’t even make him see his own dick outside the cage. Or me naked. So when I offered him full orgasm outside of the cage under the condition he will eat it all up, he wasn’t all that hesitant like he used to be 😈
I told him to assume the position with ass up, because I wanted to plant the image inside his head how it would feel to be waiting for a facial. With him knowing that once he cum it will go right in to his mouth I don’t think it was that far off.😄 And to underline what I was really imagining I’ve decided that I'll make him cum by using my realistic vibrator. I’ve just felt like more dicks and more implied stuff was fitting the theme. Or maybe not even so much implied since I shoved the dildo in his mouth as well 🤭
I would really enjoy to watch locked guy give a blowjob to somebody else. I think it would have been the ultimate mindfuck. Can you imagine having a rockhard dick on your mouth, ready to shoot it's load, while you aren’t even allowed to get erection and your last orgasm was god knows when? Or maybe it’s just me, because I would be the one watching, but damn from my POV that's hot 🥵
Anyway, we aren’t there (yet?). But I can dream 😊I’ve tried using this position once, hoping he would shoot his load on himself, but it ended up on his chest. The incline was too small. To make sure it ends up where I want I’ve brought an empty container from NUT-ella 😂(sorry, I had to)
His orgasm was so strong, that I bet he might have even forgot what’s about to happen for a while. But I didn’t. Watching him slurp it down was incredible 😈 In hindsight I think I rushed the end a little bit. I think I should have play with it a little bit more, or perhaps let him do something fun. But that’s ok, small steps at the time. This wasn’t the last time. You can bet on that. 🤭💦
I hope you all got great weekend. I certainly did 😊Got some time off and then finished off with session with Luke. I am just editing video of it, almost done, but I won't post it without a story, because I have a few things to say about it 🤭Unfortunately I won't finish it today, getting real tired and I can't be total zombie tomorrow. But I've decided to snap a screen for you, so have something to look forward for tomorrow 😊😘
Lot of people wrote me after the last video, that they really enjoyed the concept of nudity denial. It wasn’t the first time I did that. And certainly wasn’t last one either. I have a plans for weekend and I want him as sensitive and horny as possible. He’s still little shy, when he’s the only one naked (cage don’t count, that basically him now).🤭 So I figured, why not take one of those beta denial vids and make him live that. Let’s start clothed and end clothed. But there might be something nice to look at after, in the middle of the video. If you follow me for a while you might recall I’ve done something similar. But this time I’ve pushed it a little further. 😈I like to build and expand on things I tried and liked.
Chastity is a fantastic tool for shifting focus and expanding horizons. From the things you usually do and are easily available, to the new, often underappreciated. Forget your penis for a while and enjoy rest of your body. Forget your sight and just listen and imagine. I mean, not that I leave that much of a choice 🤭 But that’s the point, he has to appreciate what he can. And sometimes it might be just listening to me unbuttoning my shirt right next to him 🥵
He know how my breast looks like, but I am sure when he’s locked so close that we touch, can hear me stripping down and knows that my bare tits are just inches away, yet he can’t see them, in his mind they look even better. 🤭 I did allowed him a few touches. I wanted let his imagination run into overdrive. But only few, he must know that he’s only getting what I allow him to get. 😈 No unlocking, no looking, just frustration and building up horniness for my future plans.
Of course I know his nipples are very sensitive. They were even before chastity, but they only got more. Like I said, shifting focus 😊One day I would love to see him cum just from the nipple play. But I know he can’t (yet). So anytime I want to drive him mad with lust I just just play with them. And he will squirm and moan and get all leaky, but there is no way for him to cum. 😈
Well, the show he could not see was just as much for him as it was for you. I will make him watch it, so he knows exactly. But all of you know me just from the screen. I feel like there is something devious giving him occasionally the same treatment of just watching me on the video. 🤭
And without spoiling anything I think many of you are going to love what I have in store form him next 😈
After I've been scrolling through my posts the other day and looking after one specific video I made I've realized that this place need a little bit of clean up. It's not a very high priority, so I can't dedicate it too much time, but I want to label all of my previous media. Soon I'll be approaching 100 video mark and it will only get worse if I delay it 😅 I am posting it so you don't need to wonder why you see category of let's say "ruined orgasm" with just a few vids in it, if there should be much more. Eventually it will be all sorted, so easier to navigate. 😘
You know denial can take various forms. Visual denial is something I’ve been playing before and I am not yet done with. Since I know how he loves my naked body, making him just imagine it is often very powerful. However there is a lot of options how to do that.
Simplest of them all is just staying clothed, or wearing something that clearly shows a lot, but can’t be called inappropriate without looking like a creep. 🤭 Which is great for when we are going somewhere like coffee. Side note, I wonder if other keyholders have it the same, but I am pretty sure I am clothing more provocatively then before. Not too much, but I am starting to enjoy the teasing aspect in my regular life at least a little bit.
But, I didn’t want to stay clothed, might sounds contradictory, but stay with me 😄It might be basic, but I quite enjoy showing myself on camera. Even though I am getting over it a bit, I am still pretty shy in my regular life, so I always get a shimmer when I upload something where I am nude. And it’s just hot knowing a lot of you are jerking of to me, or at least they wish they could 😊I won’t ever get bored of the attention. 🤭
Luckily, I can be undressed for some and not for others. For this reason I love the milking table. I think you see where I am going 😈 When Luke came to my place I was wearing a buttoned shirt and the skirt you are seeing. I told him to hop in the shower while I prepare us the playing place. And not to put on any clothes when he’s done. I love when he’s walking around just in his cage. Maybe I will call him over for netflix or some gaming just to do me a naked company one day 😈
While still clothed I unlocked his cage and told him to lay on the table. Once he was on there I’ve put a blindfold on him, so there was absolutely no peaking. And then I stripped down. He could hear me dropping the shirt and asked me about that. I told him, that I might have lose some clothing, but I leave up to his imagination how much. 🥵 But not to worry, I’ll send him a video once he’s safely back in cage 😊
After all the teasing in cage lately he was quite happy to be outside for a while even with the little twist. I know he would have done anything to enjoy my boobs or at least see them, but making him imagining it and not knowing exactly what’s going under it is one of the biggest appeals of using the table for me.
Anyway, I knew he was super horny and full. Especially after the outercourse and pussy teasing last time. I think there are imagines in his mind that aren’t easy to forget. 🤭 Since he never have any release date there is always bit of uncertainty. Will I let him cum? Will I not? Let’s just edge for a while and see. I gave him quite a few edges, before allowing him to cum anytime he can.
Of course, I’ve ruined it. Full orgasms are and will remain a rare occurrence 🥵 There is just something hot seeing him so horny, so frustrated and eager from all the teasing to cum and then just at the very moment letting it go and watching it drip everywhere. 😈
I can’t help myself to stop putting him in situations where I always win. Also, is it just me, or do I unlock him less frequently lately? Nah, I unlock him plenty enough… I think 🤭
Well a while back I had this wicked idea: I was wondering if he could cum just by watching me stroke a fake penis. I did something like this last year, but I have better toys now. The dildo is more realistic and I have a strapon harness, so it can stay in place. I was wondering if something like a phantom penis is possible. Of course he will still be locked, but perhaps his brain could be tricked in to feeling something.
To make it more interesting I’ve promised him that if he cum I’ll give him a blowjob to the completion, cum in my mouth, swallowing... just the full package 🥵 Now here is the thing. Of course I was 99% sure he won’t make it. But if he somehow did, it would be ten times worth it, because after that I would knew he can do it and I would make sure he never forget is either 🤭
I think best teasing is where there is at least slim hope of cumming. Because then he actually try and is working on his own teasing with me and not holding anything back. 😈
To give him a “fair” chance I let him play with my tits and even offered him to borrow my vibrator. Who knows, maybe more dicks around would help him 🤭I made him cum in the cage before, so my condition was using it on the balls only. He tried it, but dropped it pretty quickly as it wasn’t working for him.
Unfortunately, but not surprisingly Luke was unable to cum. But he was leaving my place a dripping leaking mess, so I count it as a success. 😈What was surprising though was, that he told me, he felt like he has a best chance when he was actually focusing in the dildo and trying to forget his caged dick. That’s why the vibrator wasn’t helping. Didn’t expect that.
Maybe I’ll give him another chance to win that blowjob. But it won’t be anything less ridiculous than this 🤭
So I’ve been asked question about what exactly is I crave. And while I can’t answer that entirely, I think this video is actually prime example of what I desire. It’s surprisingly hard to self analyze a fetish. But that don’t mean I am clueless either. I can try and see and then I know what makes my pussy drip 🤭
One thing I know for sure is that I love being worshipped. That’s why chastity is probably my biggest fetish right now. First, I think it’s safe to say, that it’s quite impossible to ignore your keyholder 😊So, that’s already big thing and great deal of arousal for me. But there is more to it. It makes you give up things, it’s like a never ending continuous tribute to me. Every minute of every day when Luke would loved to just pull his dick out and jerk off but can’t, that’s a gift for me. 🤭 The desire he have, the excitement he has to live through and the frustration he then has to suffer, its all fueling my arousal and makes me wet beyond anything else I’ve ever tried. 🥵
For this to work I need to feel he’s giving up something. That’s why it’s important to me not only to lock him up and forgot he’s in the cage, but contrary to that remind him all the time things he’s giving up for me, so I can be sexually satisfied for both of us. 😈
When I try to remember things I’ve done way back, years before I even met Luke, I think dry humping was always like that for me. It was pure desire with no real outlet. Just grinding, touching and hours of kissing. We both just went home with stained underwear.😄 But I knew I was living inside his head from that moment on and that was both hot and satisfying. 😊
With chastity and willingly pussy-free friend it’s something I can push much further, but ultimately with the same idea. When I unlock him I want to feel his dick under me. To feel how he's slowly waking up from the cage and getting hard. 😈 I want to see in his eyes that he would do pretty much anything in the world to fuck me. As I am sliding over and over him he can feel the warmth, how I am getting progressively more wet. My pussy is dripping and ready just to slide in. 🥵 To really make him realize that I grabbed him and slid his dick gently right between my lips. One thrust, one bigger move and he would be right inside of me. I was so wet that he would slide right in. It must have been so tempting being so incredibly close. But then flop … I let his dick go back on his belly. I am not fucking him. 😈 And he knew that. I just want to be sure that this imagine will live inside his head for a very very long time. In the evening when he’s back home, safely locked in his cage, that he grab his locked dick in a hand and knows exactly what’s he giving up, so I can feel like a queen. 🤩
So, there were voices that I should grant Luke a full orgasm. And I think you might be right. I’ve decided that perhaps it’s time to give him little bit more than ruined. On the other hand last few sessions I really enjoyed the fact, that I didn’t even unlock him. It’s twisted, but I like that he almost never get to even see his dick outside the cage. I was actually contemplating blindfolding him clean up unlocks as well. And either make him do it, or just maybe even do it myself. Though I am not sure I have time for bathing him. I feel it would be a nice step up from CFNM, like actually getting cleaned by other person. I know I would be super embarrassed if I was in his place 🤭Anyway, I need to think this through. 😄
For now I’ve decided that I’ll him him as full orgasm as his caged dick can handle. I like the idea that his first “full” orgasm after quite a while will be through the cage. Fucking with his mind yet again if this is how he will cum from now on. Am I making him getting used to it? Who knows 😈
I oiled my hands and start rubbing his cage like an overgrown clit. Because while it’s less sensitive I think it kinda works the same way. At least it’s much closer than it than to a penis. Which reminds me that I might stuff him with a plug, or something in the near future as well, so he get the full pleasure 🥵
Some of you told me that longer the video the better. I kept lot of repetitive parts in it, hope you don’t mind. I was imagining I am masturbating myself. So I was going slow and steady. Lots of the same motion over and over again. Until I saw he is close to getting off, then I make a pause. Apart of speedruning his orgasm I’ll never make him cum, ruined or not, without edging. I think it’s wasted effort. I like it intense, regardless if it ends with orgasm or frustration. It should be either strong pleasure, or strong frustration, or mixture of both. But all of it needs time. 🥵 I think it should be like that for everybody. Of course when I do it, it ends with orgasm. For beta subs it should end just with more and more edging 😈 Luke was very lucky this time.
I was very horny when we were done, you can see me blushing all over my chest, so rest assured that I made him return the favor with his mouth. Still locked of course. It’s still funny feeling to just order it. 🤭Not complaining though.
Here is the rest of the photoshoot I was teasing earlier today 🥰If you were my sub, this is exactly how I would tease you when inspecting the cage. First I want to see you dressed, because it's sexy to see how the cage is printing. Over the jeans it's pretty much invisible, but underwear is giving some more hints. Sometimes I wonder if I would be able to spot a locked guy in the wild 🤭 Of course I want to hold the balls and the cage in my hand, because I own them, so I want to feel the weight. So hot to virtually feel the weight of the frustration I made you carry for me. And then, depending on how malice I feel I might reward you with some boobs, or not. I am not even sure what I like more 🤭Sometimes it's too sexy and tempting not to get undressed. Being there, completely clothed with a guy stripped down to his cage. Like an extra layer of denial. No nudity for you today 😘And don't stare on my boobs for too long, perv 😊See, that's the reason you needs to be locked.
And then hand you the camera to take some sexy pictures for the strangers on the internet 🤩... well and send you home caged and frustrated, because it's too soon to unlock. I don't want some weak dribbling. When I allow you to cum, I want something to look at, to feel proud about what I made 🤭And It needs to be earned first.
I am just in the middle of editing some of my pictures. I love this top. And the key. Though I am wearing it on display rarely. The key, I mean the top is something I wear when I feel I want to catch some stares. Ever wondered if girls knows that her nipples are visible and that everybody is going to stare? Yeah, we know 🤭I just pretend that I have no idea why people have trouble concentrating.
Anyway, how would like for this to be your key? What's the longest you have been locked? 🥵 or didn't cum? Wearing something sexy is even better knowing everybody watching is quite horny 😊
I had this idea to make you all a little jealous. Luke and you as well. Like I said few times, it’s hard to erotically frustrate somebody over the internet, but there are few ways. And I just love knowing that you are drooling there over me. Imagining how it feel to be in his skin. For this reasons I’ve decided to include a little bit more kissing, nothing excessive, but a little friendly lip bite and some tongue teasing 🥰Just enough to leave you dripping precum in to your pants.
As for Luke, unlike you he don’t have to imagine those things. But there was something else I could brainfuck him over. 🤭He could imagine how things might have been different if he had a dick, not a chastity clit. How I might be eager to get in to his pants. To grind my ass against him and feel him grow. Getting wet just by imagining how it will be like. Feeling his dick against me. To help him with his shyness and just place his hands over my boobs, so there isn’t no doubt what I want. To get on my knees, unzip his pants and see from up close what’s he packing. The moment it swing down on my face I might be so horny, that I would just suck him off on the spot without even wanting anything in return. 🥵
Well.. just imagine 😈 Because none of it is truth. The only reason I let him play with my boobs and grind my booty against him is to frustrate him out of his mind. And when I finally unzip his pants he just get a little air handjob where his penis would have be if it wasn't cramped in tiny metal cage 🤭Well with nothing to suck at I don't have a choice but to pull his pants back up. I mean technically I could’ve just unlock him, but in my opinion every guy who owns a cage belongs in one, so I don’t want to be disrespectful to his fetish you know 🤭
Hm, I think I’ll keep him caged for a while. Perks of being a keyholder. Why wait for Locktober when you are feeling a little mean right now 🤩
