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2023-08-11 01:59:20 +0000 UTC View Post
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I went for a walk. He came back. Ate some of the food. Iām a..
I went for a walk. He came back. Ate some of the food. Iām angsty, huffy and in my own feelings thinking about everything. Wishing I was more independent and I finally tackled the dishes. I told him I need another walk. Before I left to decompress I dramatically told him I hope he falls in love with someone who does to him what he did to me. He said go take ur walk. Iām heading to the gym after I finish eating. It just rained and I love the just rained weatherā¦ so Iām letting myself absorb some fresh air and oxygen while I let my thoughts flow out.
2023-08-11 01:37:04 +0000 UTC View PostI need peace so I can relax, get horny, make content, set th..
I need peace so I can relax, get horny, make content, set this all up, continue learning, write without someone telling me Iām a shit writer and live. I donāt want to be around someone addicted to strezz and I want someone who wants to be around me. How are you here all the time but never have time for me? Youāre here all the time and canāt help me or wonāt? I need more than someone who does bare minimum. I deserve it all.
2023-08-11 01:03:57 +0000 UTC View Post
Winding down and walking. and enjoying songs like Let Me ..
Winding down and walking. and enjoying songs like Let Me Love you by Mario, in the name of love by Bebe Rexha, Favorite Song by Toosi & Khalid, people by Libianca, Alone by Marshmello Imagine by Marshmello Good love by City Girls feat. Usher Slut pop Album by Kim Petras Some songs by Trina Some songs by Nicki Minaj Some songs by Britney Spears
2023-08-11 00:32:34 +0000 UTC View PostI just realized I missed another acting class. š¤¦š»āāļø Iāve b..
I just realized I missed another acting class. š¤¦š»āāļø Iāve been mind stuck from the strezz of this guy existing (that I tried to love that kind of loves me) and all the news and history I was reading ā¦and worrying about Myanmar, Iran and all these places around the world on the same timeline as us that I missed out on living in real life again. I should learn how to write English without Run on sentences, too.
2023-08-10 23:58:00 +0000 UTC View Post(If youāre not into stream of consciousness posts, keep scro..
(If youāre not into stream of consciousness posts, keep scrolling. This is for the people who enjoy when I disrupt the feed.) I donāt really like the person I am right now. Itās not me. Not the me I want people to remember me by anyways. To be completely honest; Iāve been constantly nagging, complaining or being negative in real life. I want to be happy, loving and carefree. But What would you be like if the person you cared about drank 3-5 energy drinks or coffees a day, smoked a pack a day since highschool and you had to watch them do that to themself every day? I care enough to say something when nobody else will. These chemicals in our products are more ??? Than we realize. I lost both my grandparents to cigarettes and never got to talk to them. I donāt know how to explain how desperate I was to get him to stop and he quit again. Iām very proud of him and happy about that. I stabbbed his last empty pack of cigarettes a few weeks ago with a steak knifee and left it on his duffel bag of clothes by the door to be clear. Heād rather eat cigarettes than food with meā¦ I told him he doesnāt have to quit for me or for him but for his future kidz who are gonna need him for as long as possible. Even if theyāre not my kidz, I want to see him be happy and healthy. I know itās not easy to beat addictionn but enough is enough. This shouldnāt even be on my plate to worry about when I canāt get a handle on my career. I canāt focus with all this stuff on my mind and view. (The only addictionss anyone should have is me.) Now itās us against his vaping addictionss. He keeps saying itās harmless but I look at all the giant bottles of yellow slime laying about and watch him empty them so fast. I am on edge. I donāt want to be on edge. It canāt be good to coat your lungs with all this stuff every day. He keeps saying itās harmless, just vapor and mist. Iām positive itās not. Can you please just get High on life instead? Maybe an occasional dab. Iām tired of fighting idiots about stuff I shouldnāt have to worry about. So much noise. I didnāt want to blow up just now and he went out to put airs on the tire in the raining and thundering storm than rather talk to me right now. Iām eating quietly at home by myself and then waiting for him to eat my food 6 hours later again when itās not fresh or good anymore. He never eats my food after Iāve just made it. Never. Vaping is better than eating nutrient dense fresh cooked food with me and thereās nothing I can do about it. I love him less and less every day. I wish I could do something but itās his fight and I donāt want a part of this anymore. Itās like heās addictedd to stress and cheap thrills. Iām a completely different person from since we first met. This has all changed me. Iām slipping away faster and faster every day. I donāt need an on and off toxic situationship to take care of someone with a sooner than most expiration date. If heās not strong enough to choose himself or me, then Iām going to be out of his life. If thatās what he wants, then so be it.
2023-08-10 23:19:50 +0000 UTC View PostI wonder all the time if Iād have a different person in fron..
I wonder all the time if Iād have a different person in front of me if cigarettes, energy drinks and porn didnāt exist.
2023-08-10 22:56:57 +0000 UTC View PostI donāt ever want to date anyone addicted to nicotine, porn ..
I donāt ever want to date anyone addicted to nicotine, porn and caffeine again. Chad helped me some last night with my car on the side of the road so I could send out seggsy snaps. We had to replace the tire but the donut tire was also deflated so weāre finishing today. He helped deconstruct my broken bed and toss it out. Itās storming and thundering strongly right now, too. I donāt want either of us out there while itās dangerous. I kept trying to cook and provide nutritious meal not just for him but for myself, too. Letās eat, letās eat, I say before, during and after our errands trip to storage unit and Costco, only for him to keep pushing and pushing meal time away while vaping poison every other minute and drinking his second energy drink for the day. It all makes him less hungry and takes away his appetite. He just keeps saying, Iām not hungry, Iām not hungry and chugs more energy drinks and milk. Meanwhile Iām starving and eventually I just blew up at him cuz itās so obvious that he doesnāt care about feeding himself but me either. He has never in his entire life given a fuck about whether Iāve eaten or not and I just had it and Iām eating without him. If you want to choose cheap, toxic thrills like cigarettes and vaping over me then enjoy losing me to someone willing to eat a whole meal with me without leaving to consume chemicals every other minute. If you canāt make sure your girl is fed and happy id be damned if I ever decide to give you kids cuz you wouldnāt make sure theyāre fed either. Fuck you.
2023-08-10 22:44:26 +0000 UTC View PostI wanna be so rich I own a car I can put in previously menti..
I wanna be so rich I own a car I can put in previously mentioned garage.
2023-08-10 22:19:04 +0000 UTC View PostI wanna be so rich I have a garage.
I wanna be so rich I have a garage.
2023-08-10 21:44:18 +0000 UTC View PostIf you tipped or spent over 40 this month send me your Snapc..
If you tipped or spent over 40 this month send me your Snapchat for some bonus snaps as a thank you. āŗļøš Princess Cynthia is here!!!! Let me know if you didnāt get thank you snaps today and you think I would have wanted to send some to you. Relax if you didnāt get any I will send stuff here for keepsies to super make up for it. āŗļøš
2023-08-10 04:38:52 +0000 UTC View PostIn order to change the world women should just start bombard..
In order to change the world women should just start bombarding men with unsolicited pussy pics and getting real aggressive about what they want. (for research purposes)
2023-08-10 01:52:13 +0000 UTC View PostMaybe Iām just being unkind right now cuz Iām sexually frust..
Maybe Iām just being unkind right now cuz Iām sexually frustrated.
2023-08-10 00:05:24 +0000 UTC View PostI donāt really look like a man from behind though.
I donāt really look like a man from behind though.
2023-08-10 00:00:20 +0000 UTC View PostMaybe I fell in love with a gay man.
Maybe I fell in love with a gay man.
2023-08-09 23:12:09 +0000 UTC View PostšāØ Slut PopāØš This is the funniest song Iāve heard all year..
šāØ Slut PopāØš This is the funniest song Iāve heard all year. š Iāve been laughing all morning. Drop everything youāre doing right now and Listen to the music album Slut Pop by Kim Petra. š¤£
2023-08-09 15:50:45 +0000 UTC View PostI was in my thoughts for a bit and then someone offered to b..
I was in my thoughts for a bit and then someone offered to be my bitch and sent me $20 to tell them theyāre small. Iām okay now. ā„ļø
2023-08-09 10:56:38 +0000 UTC View PostCozy, beta safe selfies at home.
Cozy, beta safe selfies at home.
2023-08-09 09:54:56 +0000 UTC View PostHeās just not that into me. The sooner I can get out of th..
Heās just not that into me. The sooner I can get out of this and accept that And start talking to people who want to contribute to my life instead of constantly taking from it/ eating up my time and energy, the sooner I will be free. I canāt live like this anymore. I donāt want to be with someone who wonāt kiss me. It doesnāt make sense that I have to beg and fight to help with dishes or take pictures of me. I shouldnāt give my time to someone who canāt get hard for me or thinks I can do all of this by myself. I deserve much more than this. I have to date more people. This just isnāt good enough for me. I canāt do anything about him choosing to not be good enough for me. I deserve it all. I love him less and less every day and he doesnāt care. I canāt wait to be free.
2023-08-09 09:42:43 +0000 UTC View PostYouāre buying me a car. You have many and itās chump chang..
Youāre buying me a car. You have many and itās chump change to you. It would please you to see your Barbie get the best cuz she deserves the best. Money is no object to you. You canāt take all your cars to heaven but you can share while youāre still on Mother Earth. Send me a picture of the car youād give me/ what you think Iād look good in. š
2023-08-09 04:14:03 +0000 UTC View Postš¶ Heās bouncing off my booty cheeks; I love the way he rides..
š¶ Heās bouncing off my booty cheeks; I love the way he rides. š¶
2023-08-09 01:45:22 +0000 UTC View PostI wanna cum with you deep inside of me. š¦
I wanna cum with you deep inside of me. š¦
2023-08-09 00:17:01 +0000 UTC View PostWould you like to see my place finally renovated?
Would you like to see my place finally renovated?
2023-08-08 21:15:13 +0000 UTC View PostThe last post got taken down so hereās attempt 2 Of todayā..
The last post got taken down so hereās attempt 2 Of todayās fun stuff with Cindy Moon part 1 #cindymoon #comedy #snapchat #vlog
2023-08-08 20:24:10 +0000 UTC View PostI am Sleeping Beautyās half sisterā¦ Sleeping Booty.
I am Sleeping Beautyās half sisterā¦ Sleeping Booty.
2023-08-08 20:13:31 +0000 UTC View PostGood morning, Iāll pick up my meds today
Good morning, Iāll pick up my meds today
2023-08-08 16:22:02 +0000 UTC View PostDecided to go no contact only to realize he may have acciden..
Decided to go no contact only to realize he may have accidentally taken my car keys. š
2023-08-08 13:28:39 +0000 UTC View PostThank you for top 3%. āŗļø One day, id love to be top 2% or t..
Thank you for top 3%. āŗļø One day, id love to be top 2% or top 1% again. Thereās no power in being ugly with 2 followers so Iāll keep working hard to be someone with the power to change the world and to become someone yāall can love and be proud of. (He had brought slothy back, helped me clean some and gave me personal trainer lessons but I needed much much much more than that. I exploded on him today not because he had done anything specific to set me off but because heās done a lot of nothing for so long it eventually keeps dawning on me/fšrcing me to erupt when it gets too much. ) (I know no one asked for or needed these explanations but I felt like sharing with my closest friends.) (I feel really free right now, I hope I never see a can of monster energy drinks ever again.)
2023-08-08 11:25:36 +0000 UTC View Post