Tried something new! š This is an experimental edging clip with a simple orgasm-denial ending.
I wish my living room had better lighting, but unfortunately I started recording too late and as the sun went down all the natural light vanished.
This isnāt the most flattering or perfect video Iāve ever made, but I hope youāll enjoy seeing me bounce on this toy and guide you along as I ride anyway ;)
(Yes, I have a very serious scar on my tum if this is your first time ever seeing it! Itās from a very painful injury I received while healing from abdominal surgery. Itās not fun to talk about but I know itās only natural to wonder what happened. I try to keep it covered and I try not to show it without a warning because I know some people get freaked out by it. Itās a permanent flaw and it canāt really be fixed though, so if I wanna pose fully nude then I have to address it sometimes! Thanks for always being so understanding and accepting!)
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There you are, my sweet little thing! I heard you were having some trouble sleepingā is that so? Are you having some anxiety about doing so? Are you feeling overworked? Are you feeling too stressed to even want to think about closing your eyes?
Well then, thatās perfectly understandable. Getting to sleep or even just⦠relax for a moment⦠can be quite difficult whenever our minds are fighting against it. Sometimes our brains get a little frazzled, and we forget how to give ourselves what we know we actually need. And it looks like you really really do need to sleep.
I mean, just look at your face. Do your eyelids always feel this heavy? Do you always feel like your vision is this blurry, like youāve just struggled to make it through your second all-nighter before a long day of work and chores? Even your under eyes seem so dark and swollen, do you always feel like this?
Surely not, right? Surely youāre only now just sleepy enough to have some of that unnecessary resolve a little more⦠weak. A little more accepting. A little more⦠susceptibleā¦
The realization that youāre already more exhausted than you usually are is right here at the forefrontā isnāt it? But we donāt really need to focus on that anymore right now, do we? Instead, letās focus on some of the positives.
Letās focus on you.
How about we start with what youāre doing right now. Are you all alone? Are you somewhere that no one can disturb you? Locked up in your office? Away from everyone in the solace of your room?
Are you on your couch, away from everyone for a while? Are you on your soft, familiar bed? In a comfy chair? The one you always sit in as soon as you hang up your keys and throw your jacket over the counter?
Oh, waitā perhaps Iām getting ahead of myself here. You still seem a bit tense⦠Maybe even a bit⦠skeptical. Are these things that youāre experiencing right now?
Well thatās better, isnāt it? Iām glad to hear that you arenāt subconsciously putting up any walls to try and keep me out, or divide you from the sleepy pleasures that you seek. Most of all, Iām just glad to hear you arenāt feeling skeptical.
I mean, youāve been here so many times before. Youāve listened to hours and hours of videos that bore you into a tingly relaxed state. Youāve sought out the idea of being implanted with titillating phrases that can turn your free will off like a lightswitch. Youāve trained yourself to crave buzzing, swirling, flashing lights and the presence of a dominant figure who knows how to guide you towards a better place. That makes things much, much easier for both of usā¦
Youāre mentally soluble. But letās tackle some of that physical rigidity⦠Shall we?
Letās stray away from your brain, and focus on getting your body to feel as deliciously sleepy as possibleā¦
From now on, you donāt even have to digest what Iām saying to you. I want you using as little brain power as possible. If you feel more comfortable and at ease doing so, then perhaps itāll be easier to just⦠not debate between āyesā and ānoā whenever I ask you a question. Letās just go ahead and take the word ānoā right out of your vocabulary until this thread is over⦠What do you think about that?
Nothing? Yes? Good?
Oh, very good. Very very very good. The word YES is so good! You wonāt have to strain yourself at all anymore, because now you can just let your eyes lazily glide across my screen as the word YES fills your ears. You can do that for me, canāt you? You can go on autopilot for your good friend Bambie, canāt you?
You can just lie there in your comfy seat, and glide your eyes back and forth across the warm glow of your screen, canāt you?
You can just settle down into the sheets, or over the cushions⦠letting your weight readjust so that you feel evenly⦠spreadā¦
Spread.
Just⦠spread yourself out. Make sure no single part of your body feels particularly heavy or bent or flexed⦠Just⦠relax⦠every muscle in your body from your head to your toes. Distributing your weight⦠Getting flatter, like youāre melting already.
It might sound easier said than done, but I find that it gets easier when you focus on the parts of yourself that carry the most tension first.
Your overworked shoulders. Your stiff spine. Your tense hips. Your flexed arms. Your rigid thighs. Your sinewy calf muscles. Your curled toes.
Going down through your anatomy like youāre unlatching a series of sliding locks⦠Sliding open the rod⦠Letting the lock fall open and useless⦠Making your way down your body⦠Sliding everything open⦠Making the latches between your muscles and bones feel so open, unlatched, and unusableā¦
And then after youāve gone down once, surveying all of your opening muscles, you can climb back up to your tense neck⦠sliding it open, spreading yourself out⦠Your buzzing brain sliding open, falling empty without the rods to keep it in place⦠Letting even the muscles in your face fall completely blank⦠As you unlock everythingā¦
Unlocking every muscle from the tension in your scalp to the tension in your toes⦠Working all the way down⦠and then back up⦠and then down⦠making sure every lock is now openā¦
And then⦠for the last time⦠back over yourself again⦠focusing on the delicious feeling of realizing that your door is already open⦠because relaxing comes more easily to you than othersā¦
Youāre already so well-trained. Your brain has already been rewired to accept suggestions more easily⦠and whatās easier than accepting the suggestion to just⦠relax your already tired body?
Thatās right. Nothing is easier than relaxing. Youāre so well-equipped. You can settle down into this warm, comfy place of relaxation just as easily as youāve settled into your bed.
And settling down into that warm bed feels easier than ever, doesnāt it? Letting that door open, so that pleasure can come inside of you feels so so so goodā¦
You feel so heavy. So warm. So suggestible. So soft. Itās almost like your bones are made of solid brick, but your muscles are made of feathers. Even your mind is beginning to feel⦠less complex. More like a pillow, just filled up with even more cotton and feathers.
You feel so empty already, but also so full. So stuffed. So soft. So blank. So open. So blank.
Because itās easy to feel this way, especially for you. Youāre easily entranced. Youāre easily relaxed. It feels so easy and good to be here, right now, alone with me and my attention⦠Your locks open. Your door open. Your brain empty. Your body numb.
You look so relaxed now. It looks like youāre already feeling so good⦠Iām so glad to see that youāre already feeling the pleasure you were seeking, and the depth that I know you so lovingly crave.
But letās go a bit deeper, shall we? Weāve hardly even touched the surface after all⦠I want you to let any hint of resistance you have left fizzle out⦠and let me inside⦠so I can take you deeper⦠no resistance⦠so heavy⦠just letting me take you downā¦
Another floor down. Another level down. Another league down into my see of sleepy bliss. Deeper down. Deeper down. Deeper down with Bambie, letting yourself sink just for meā¦
Because Iām right here, right now, and just knowing that youāre safe with me as I pull you down into my feathery sea is enough to make you want to drop.
Knowing that a strong, capable woman is guiding you down deeper is enough to make you want to Drop.
Having a voluptuous woman that so many other people want giving all of her attention into entrancing only you is enough to make you want to DROP.
You want to be here with me. You want to let me in. You want to be entranced. You want to take everything that I have to give you, and itās all because you want to go DEEPER.
Youāll take everything that I want to give you, because you want to take it. Youāll take everything I want to implant inside of you, because you want to SLEEP FOR ME.
You want to SUCCUMB to me. You want to SUBMIT to me. You want to SERVE me so selflessly, donāt you baby?
You want to DROP to your knees and BE MINE.
You want to DROP to your knees and BE MINDLESS.
You want to DROP to your knees and BE MINDLESS.
You want to DROP to your knees and BE MINDLESS.
You want to DROP to your knees and BE MINE.
You want to DROP everything so that you can experience this with me all the time.
You love knowing that Iām crawling deep inside. You love sleeping just for me. You love that you can only say āYes, Master Bambieā right now, because affirmation that Iām yoursā and you are mineā is the best part of being entranced.
Youāre so sleepy itās hard to even read anymore, isnāt it? Youāre so sleepy your vision is starting to blur.
Youāre so sleepy you feel like you could be told to do anything. Youāre so sleepy you can only obey.
But it feels so good to obey Bambie, doesnāt it? It feels so good to do what Bambie says, doesnāt it?
In fact it feels so good to do whatever Bambie wants, even when Bambie doesnāt say itā¦
Because what I want is always transparent. What I want is easy to see. I just want you at my side forever. I just want you here with me.
I just want you to be a good toy.
Most of all, I want you to SLEEP.
Enjoying this fuzzy, tingling, buzzing feeling⦠Enjoying the way it feels to be brainless⦠Enjoying the way it feels to be mineā¦
To be mine is to be sleepy. To be mine is to be unlatched. To be mine is to hand over the keys to your mind. To be mine is to be relaxed.
Your relaxation is only growing. I canāt believe how much deeper we still have to goā¦
And your body is still melting⦠Your limbs are still spreading outā¦
Your brain is so sleepy itās hard to even readā¦
Your eyelids are just about to closeā¦
Drool is filling up the inside of your mouthā¦
Your breaths are slow, heavy, and fullā¦
Youāre enraptured by this feelingā¦
Youāre sleepy because itās what I wanted for youā¦
Youāre sleepy because itās all that you needā¦
But for now, Iāll have to WAKE you back UP.
WAKE UP.
WAKE UP, SWEET PET.
WAKE UP AND BE MINE.
WAKE UP AND FEEL REFRESHED.
WAKE UP AND RE-LOCK YOUR MIND.
Because we wouldnāt want anyone else playing around with your brain while Iām gone, would we? No, of course not. You only need Bambie to make you sleep! You only need what I can give you.
You've never been big on parties, but your friends invited you to a Halloween party at the home of someone that one of them knows, and you haven't had much social interaction recently so you agreed to go. Then they told you it was fancy dress, so that was another thing you had to sort out, but you settled on going as a pirate. The party is not exactly the most exciting time to you, but it's far from the worst experience you've ever had as well.
And then you spot her.
In the corner of the room stands a stunningly attractive lady. She's dressed as a nun, but no normal nun would ever dress this provocatively. You try not to stare at her, but her appearance is so striking that you can't help but keep glancing in her direction as your friends continue talking. You don't even hear the words they're saying. All you can think about is the lady in the corner.
And then she glances back.
Her eyes find yours from across the room. You immediately get nervous and look away feeling embarrassed at making eye contact with her, snapping out of the haze you had been in as the conversation of your friends starts becoming more audible to you. Returning to the conversation with them, you try to look at her less. She never looks back and you resign yourself to thinking about what might have been.
Eventually, you excuse yourself to go to the bathroom. After doing your business, you leave the bathroom to return to your friends, only to come face to face with her as you step through the door. Your eyes widen in surprise and the two of you make eye contact again, as you once more get nervous and look away. Then you hear her giggle.
"Awh, you're nervous. That's so cute."
You feel your heart race. You obviously wanted to talk to her but this wasn't what you had in mind. She had already caught you staring at her before, and now you were showing your discomfort in her presence. These were not the first impressions you wanted to be making, but unfortunately
"I hope you washed your hands after going. If you didn't, that would be a sin."
Upon hearing this, you feel a little less nervous and are able to look back at her and smile, managing to meekly utter a response.
"I did."
You see her smile turn to more of a devilish grin.
"Good."
Suddenly, you feel your hand being grabbed and before you can say anything she is hurriedly leading you into an empty room nearby. As you look around the room, trying to work out where you are and process what is happening, she shuts and locks the door behind you. You hear the click of the door lock and turn to confront her. Before you can question her on what she is doing, she walks past you to the corner and turns on a lamp.
"Let there be light."
The low light illuminates the room and you realize you're in a bedroom with her. She sits at the foot of the bed and motions you to come sit next to her. Thoughts race through your mind considering the situation. You feel like this is being a bit forward yet you still walk over to the bed and sit next to her.
"You don't need to worry - I don't bite. I'm Bambie. I noticed you staring at me downstairs, although considering I'm dressed like this I don't blame you. After all, I'm not exactly being subtle with this costume."
You take another full look at her. The mesh tights showing off her shapely legs, the corset shrinking her waist while making her ample cleavage even more accentuated, and of course her beautiful face that you couldn't help but be enchanted by. While looking, you feel her edge closer to you, even beginning to lean into you. You can feel the warmth of her body. You can smell the scent of her perfume. Combined with the sight of her body and the sound of her voice, you can't help but get excited. You try to hide it but she has already noticed.
"Are you excited by any chance?"
She leans in closer.
"Does being in my presence turn you on? Do you feel the desire to do... impure things?"
You tense up, unable to speak. You know the things she says are the truth, and you do find her incredibly attractive. You are definitely excited by her presence and can feel yourself getting aroused.
"Tut tut... so naughty. So very sinful. Getting turned on by a nun of all people."
As she playfully rebukes you, you feel a little shame in your excitement but can't help but to continue getting more and more excited by her.
"I'm sure you're full of sins, aren't you? I'm sure you're guilty of many naughty things, aren't you?"
You start to wonder where she might be leading with this, becoming confused but willing to go along with it.
"You want me, don't you? You want to do things to me. You want me to do things to you. You want this, don't you?"
Feeling a little unsure, thoughts continue to swirl in your head about where this is going, but you decide to take a chance and carry on listening to her.
"It's okay though. You can confess anything to me. You can tell me anything and I can absolve you of it. You can be a free person, free of worries, free of cares, free of everything."
Her words start to soothe your concerns and you begin to find yourself becoming a little woozy as she continues.
"All those sins weigh heavy on your mind. They hold you back from being what you want to be. What you deserve to be. What you really are."
You start to think about "what you want to be" might actually be, but more so the things that do weigh on your mind as she continues to talk.
"Every sin, every worry, every concern, just pushing down on you, so heavy on you. Just thinking about them makes it hard to think about anything else. You don't want to think about these things. You just want to relax and be at peace."
Thinking about it, you realize she is correct. You don't want to think about these things. All you want is to be free of these thoughts and be at peace.
"It's okay. Just keep following my words as you continue to go down. As you sink deeper with each and every sin, my words clear it from your mind leaving only a blank and calm feeling where it once was. Just keep going deeper and deeper and let my voice free you from the worries and concerns."
Her words guide you further and further down and as each negative thought disappears as she speaks, you find yourself becoming unable to process new ones. Your mind is slowing down, becoming unable to think about anything, and just going blank. The only things going through your head are her words.
She continues to talk and all you can do is follow her words. You find yourself relaxing more and more as your mind becomes more and more blank, noticing your eyes getting sleepier and heavier until finally she firmly speaks the word.
"Sleep.ā
She snaps her fingers. Your head drops and your eyes lock shut. Everything goes dark and for a moment you see, hear, and feel nothing. Then, you hear her speak.
"Open your eyes and look at me."
Without thinking you do as she commands. She points to the floor before her.
"Kneel."
Your body moves in response to her words, moving off the bed and kneeling before her. You stare up at her as she remains sitting on the bed, awaiting her next command.
She lies back on the bed and laughs before sitting back up and looking down at you.
"You're in the place where you want to be, deserve to be, need to be. At my feet. Beneath me. Under my spell. You live for my words and my teachings. Everything I say brings you happiness and joy. It brings you true enlightenment."
Her words wash over you giving you a feeling of awe and wonder, and the statements start becoming stronger.
"You hang on my every word. You want me to tell you what to do. You need me to tell you how to live, how to act, how to exist. You follow my every command. You'll feel nothing but love and adoration towards me, and an unshakable desire to worship and obey me."
What were likely once just feelings of lust at her beauty are growing. You feel a desire to keep listening to her, but more importantly, believing what what tells you. Agreeing with what she tells you. Doing what she tells you.
"Your world now revolves around me. I am the most important thing to you, and I always have been. You love me. You adore me. You worship me. You obey me. What I tell you to think, you think. What I tell you to say, you say. What I tell you to believe, you believe. What I tell you to do, you do. What I tell you to be, you be."
Everything she says sinks deep into the core of your mind. You feel like she could tell you anything and it would be the truth, and she proceeds to prove that fact.
"I am your Master. I always have been your Master, but more than that I am now your religion. Your life will be devoted to me. I am your god."
That last sentence stands out to you. Could she really be a god? Before you can even question it she continues on.
"Deeper and deeper into the bliss of this wonderful realization you fall. Only I can make you feel this way. You love this feeling. You need this feeling. You crave this feeling. It feels so good. It feels so right. You always want to feel this way. and I can make you feel this way anytime I wish. I can make you feel whatever way I desire whenever I desire. My power over you is absolute. Drop deeper now."
Your mind falls further and further down at her command. You have no ability to resist. Her power over you is too strong. Too strong for a mere person. Your mind starts to accept the only possible outcome. She must be a god.
"You want to tell me everything about yourself. You want me to know everything. You can tell me anything and everything, and you will tell me whatever I wish to know."
For what seems like an age, you tell her everything she asks to know about. Your life, interests, family, friends, employment, personal information, events from your past, your deepest and darkest secrets. Anything and everything she wants to know, you tell her. After some time, she stops you and smiles.
"Very good. You're such a good and devout servant to your Master."
These words cause a wave of warm pleasure to wash over you knowing that you have pleased her, but you are unprepared for what is next to come. She removes her tights and her underwear before spreading her legs and motioning to you to kneel between them. You obediently follow and move to where she has pointed and await her next command.
"Now, please your Master. Put that tongue to good use and pleasure me, my servant."
You feel her hand rest on your head and pull it towards her open legs. On command, you begin to start licking her, slowly around her vulva, and over the clitoris. You hear her moan in pleasure.
"Yes... yes... you're doing so well. Keep going."
These moans and her commands encourage you to continue on. You want to make her happy. You feel like if she is happy, then you are doing good things, and that will make you happy and fulfilled.
"Keep going... deeper and deeper. The deeper you go, the better it feels."
You continue to move your tongue deeper inside of her as she starts to shudder from the touch. You find your heart starting to become more and more rapid as her moans excite you and the desire to please her becomes more important to you than anything else. You not only want to make her happy. You need to make her happy, and the happier she becomes, the more fulfilled you become, and the deeper you go.
Her shudders become more intense, and eventually her pleasure overwhelms her. She lets go of your head, and sinks back into the bed for a moment.
"Forget."
She snaps her fingers and your mind goes blank. You have no idea where you are or what you are doing. You're even struggling to recall who you are, but you don't have too much time to dwell on this.
"Awake."
You hear the snap of her fingers again and are immediately brought back to reality. You find yourself on your knees looking up at her. She looks back with a skeptical expression.
"You okay down there?"
Still trying to comprehend what is going on, why you are on your knees, and why you have a strange taste in your mouth that you barely hear her calling out to you.
"Erm... helloooooo?"
You immediately snap back to full awareness and look back up at her.
"Yeah, I'm okay."
Standing up and offering you a hand to help you up, she giggles.
"You're a weird one, but I like that about you."
Being called weird by her isn't exactly the best thing you could be called, but still the words comfort you and give you a feeling of hope. Maybe this could be the beginning of something special? You smile back at her and take her hand, standing up next to her.
"Oh, and one last thing."
She leans in and whispers in your ear.
"Sleep."
Once again you hear the snap of her fingers and find yourself dropping back into trance. You lose all awareness of everything that isn't her.
"Good. We're going to have some fun in the coming days, I can tell. Forget."
You hear another snap and everything goes blank again.
"Awake."
One final snap is heard and you find yourself standing there just staring into her eyes.
"Are you sure you're okay? You keep zoning out on me."
You close your eyes, trying to think about what has just happened, but upon failing to recall you decide to just let it go.
"Yeah, I'm okay. I think I'm just a bit tired right now."
She gives a smile of relief and leads you back to your friends before saying goodbye to you. Your friends are surprised that you were with her and ask you what happened, but you struggle to recall and decide to keep quiet about it. Little did they know that you couldn't remember anything about what happened and just why that was.
Little did you know how much that thought about it being "the beginning of something special" would be correctā¦
Fingers crossed that this one works. Itās not exactly like the audio that I lost, but hopefully it encompasses the same vibe.
Contains lots of flashing colors and glitches, so please proceed with caution if you have photosensitivity issues or become nauseous when watching fast motions/editing.
I donāt make posts like this often, but I just wanted to share how extremely thankful I am for all of youā here nowā in my most favorite little club.
Iām often told that my content is ātoo muchā or ānot enoughā of various things, though almost all of it is posted for free to my other platforms. Iām told that what I do isnāt āreal enoughā and Iām not enough of a ātrained professionalā while simultaneously being told that Iām so good I āmust be receiving helpā and Iām making content thatās ātoo intense/dangerous/addictive.ā
Here, however, I receive nothing but devotion and support. Here, you all pay for my content and you show me with every subscription renewal that you enjoy what Iām doing. You accept my methods and style for what itās all meant to beā even if I canāt post the full extent of what Iād like to here.
Youāre all such measured, reasonable, kind, and understanding subs and I feel so much more comfortable posting on here than I ever will on my more popular platform.
I bring this to you with no manipulation or subliminal messages: you are all, without a doubt, my favorites.
ROLEPLAY: Iām your best friend and weāre getting ready for a night out at a bar. I tease you about your crush on me and I tell you that Iāll only let you fuck me if you prove yourself to me. So, do as I do⦠and learn how to suck a cock properly.
The outside of my pussy is so chubby, soft, and cute. My mound is so cushion-y you could probably curl up and take a nap on it. Even I canāt help but stare at it on the screen of my camera, simply recording my naked body for minutes on end. At the end I always press save, and then edit, and then I post it so that you can see.
I donāt let anyone else see my pussy like thisā doesnāt that make you feel unique? Does it open your eyes?
Or does it make your eyelids feel heavy, as the blue light radiating out from your screen tires out your overworked retinas more and more? Does it make you want to stare at every second of generosity that I so graciously bestow upon you; my favorite sub, my new friend, my fan, my virtual lover? I just want to do something nice for you. I just want to share the gift of looking at my jiggly, bouncy, pillowy pussy. I just want you to see what I see every single day.
I love to talk dirty. I love teasing and goading and making you edge while you goon to the sight of my huge ass and massive thighs bouncing up and down on a rubber cock, and even though itās always harder to do it when Iām enthusiastically riding⦠I still manage to give us both what we want. Isnāt that special? I do it all just for you <3
This started as a cuckolding-themed close-up dildo-fucking clip for you to goon to⦠but as you can see, I got a little distracted during the second-half. I mean, just look how creamy and fervent I got as I pounded myself! God, I came harder than I have in weeks; you can see how hard my pussy and asshole pulse and throb when my orgasm finally hits. I guess huge cocks really do just feel that much better, huh?
PREMISE: Iām your domme wife whoās just arrived home from an especially long and hard day at the office. My feet are sore and sweaty from walking around all day in my new high-heels and stockings, so as soon as I see you I order you to get down on your knees. I want you to treat me like the queen I am. Above all I want you to lick my shoes clean, caress my pantyhose-covered feet, and suck my toes until I order you to touch yourself so you can cum all over them.
INCLUDES: foot worship, sweaty feet, stinky feet, dirty feet, toe-sucking, JOI, allusions to CEI, cum countdown, established relationship, dominant wife/submissive partner