Some earnest real human content for this Lord’s Day, for those who get off on knowing more about who I really am!
I used to have an eating disorder that made me skinny. Then I had an eating disorder that made me fat. I spent about a decade losing my mind trying to chase the high of meeting the male gaze. I fucked all the jocks from my high school and every frat guy I could get my hands on and sucked my belly in for every nude I took. I realize now that I wanted to pass, to be desirable in a heterosexual way, because that felt like success. At the time, it was the only way I knew how to be. Don’t get me wrong — my sluttiness and cock addiction was innate. But I was ashamed of who I was and what I wanted, and so I buried that shame in insecure sex and hating my body.
I threw it all out the window when I met my girlfriend. I’m sure it was more gradual, but when I think back it feels like it changed in an instant: the night I met her and she grabbed my wrist and asked my name. She looked at me like she would devour me whole and I was terrified of her and couldn’t let her leave my sight. “I think I’m in love with your roommate,” I (immediately) texted my friend. ”She gets that a lot,” he replied. Despite the many years I pined for women, it was the first time my queerness really smacked me in the face.
In that instant, or maybe in those months before I finally kissed her, I realized that the male gaze could go fuck itself — and who was it for, anyway? I’d never had trouble finding men who wanted to fuck me. It was the fear that I would lose their attention that held me prisoner.
Once I was out I never looked back. I replaced my tidy flats and heels with Doc Martens and stopped wearing wired bras. I bleached my hair and dyed it neon purple. I’ve been attractive for my whole life, and at some points conventionally beautiful, but only since 2017 have I been HOT.
Since then I’ve come to know my sexual identity even more intimately and have found the place for my cock addict soul within my queer hotness. It took some time to practice both at once but now I have it all, and loving my fat dyke body has only made me a better fuck toy. My body is pliant and soft, begging for gropes and slaps, satisfying to pull on and press into and fuck deeply and roughly. I’m not the little doll I once was and some days I miss being little and lithe, but I wouldn’t ever go back to my sorority social chair days.
Ok fiiiiine I’ll show my pussy but I’m crowdfunding a fancy bimbo manicure first so I can look cute fingering myself. Looking to raise $75 — anyone who donates gets an exclusive video of me showing off as soon as I get home from the manicure 💖💖💖
making him hard, taking him down...my throat, that is 🥰 if you’re wondering why my back is arching so much (not the most elegant position imo) I’m trying to position myself so I can get as close to his pubic bone as possible. his hard dick usually hits right at my throat barrier but really like the feeling of going a little past it, so I move myself around a bunch to get the right angle also I genuinely don’t know why I wave my ass like that when my head is held down. maybe some kind of happy lil dance? (once I figure out how to transfer the full video off my phone it’s over for you hoes...)
Hello friends and welcome to my first actual video with actual lighting and not POV! The camera had me SO nervous. I normally take his dick easily but I really ch0ke and gag hard here, and by the end I’m covered in spit.
NB: was initially charging for this one but it’s just too short for that! special pics for those who did pay — thank you!
💖 hmu for custom content requests 💖 🌈 please support gay rights by helping me buy my girlfriend a plane ticket to smooch (spank) me 🥺 ya girl is LONELY and not even the best facefuck can satisfy my need for my gf to slap me silly!!
Ok I normally don’t fuck this many new people in a week but hello from the extremely tall Scot I just met, I apologize on his behalf for being garbage at filming!
NB: all rough stuff has been negotiated extensively 😎
got some hot content to share as soon as I figure out how to blur this dude’s tattoos in the video... once I figure out photoshop or something it’s over for you hoes
Throwback! Birthday eve aftermath this year and last.
I turned 27 with one butch between my legs and another on my face. 28 was more restrained — just sucking the soul out of some random guy who came all over my face. He was even out before midnight so I could FaceTime my girlfriend as I turned 28! She’s really gotten me to settle down 😌
me: I really don’t want to see any new people right now, I need to focus on myself and get mentally healthy before I go back to fucking strangers
Also me: the guy I had hired from taskrabbit this AM was 6’10 so yes obviously we fucked until I couldn’t take his absolutely massive dick anymore whatever fight me
