Good Morning 🙂
Over the next 5 days I’ll be reflecting on 2023 and setting my intentions for 2024. It’s a pretty deep process. I revisit my values ( what’s most important to me) and try to set up the thoughts, actions and habits that align with that. It’s not a perfect process but I try to stay on course.
2023 was full of ups and downs. I lost my dog. I fell in and out of love. I travelled for the first time in 13 years. I supported my family. I didn’t make nearly enough money to make a dent in my debt but I kept a roof over my head … all by myself … for yet another year. I shared more of my body than I ever expected or planned with all of you. I overcame myself almost everyday to keep going. I remained healthy and grateful. I went through Menopause while you all sat back and watched me. lol
2024. I’m not quite sure who I want to be (I have some ideas) or what is in store but so far you have a front row seat to that unravelling/creation.
As far as OF is concerned I’d like to continue to show up daily and create content that makes you want to come back for more.
Wishing you all a fabulous end to 2023 and an amazing start to 2024. ❤️
Merry Christmas Eve 🎅❤️
I hope everyone is settling in nicely with friends and family.
This is the hardest time of year for me and it’s already been full with highs and extreme lows.
Each year as my family braves the healing process together we reach depths that are at times extremely uncomfortable. Somehow we push forward in pain with our unconditional love for each other in hopes that one day we will feel peace and be whole again.
If you are struggling/alone. I know it’s hard. Hold on and Push through … in faith. Better times will come.
❤️❤️❤️
The other day I received a message asking “hey do you shave or wax your oussy?” I didn’t reply. I was busy with family and really…Why should I have to? $20 entitles you to know anything you want about me? But I didn’t really take offense. I’ve learned not to. However this morning I woke up to …. “??”
So … I knew this one is not going to stop. So I politely messaged back “I’ve had laser hair removal 🙂”. To which I received a prompt reply “O ok cool! I’m a fan of a hairy pussy”.
In the past this type of messaging would have made me think negative thoughts about my decision to go full Brazilian. I would have internalized and felt less than.
Today. All I thought was “who the fuck are you?” Fuck you” This is my body. I bet there are a thousand things about you, I would want to change. Which I would never share.
What I have is courage, fearlessness, humility, compassion and resilience. I don’t need a hair pussy (which I don’t like to have to maintain) for the sole purpose of satisfying you.
If a patch of hair covering my pussy is what you would like to see then that is a you problem not a me problem. Keep it to yourself. Move on to the women that cater to the hairy pussy crowd rather than try and diminish me and my beautiful 🐱
Is that personal growth. Maybe. Eventually I hope to get to where I don’t even need to journal it out to release it.
I have a very busy day today with family. I hope you have good one too 💋🫂❤️
Three more sleeps. It’s coming fast and hard now. Woops. That’s what she said 😜
Sorry I couldn’t resist. I’m exhausted.
A full day of travel yesterday to reunite this mother with her cubs. So happy 🎉
Happy Friday!!!!💋❤️
Good Morning 💋
It’s 1:30 am and I haven’t gone to bed yet. Tired but wired. lol
The last pic from this set.
The set was fun … but very challenging for me. I really pushed myself out of my comfort zone. In the end, I’m happy and proud I carried through on my promise … despite the challenges that came my way in Dec.
In this set, I didn’t just take pictures of myself … for total strangers. I also shared very private and intimate details about myself (video and lives) in order for many of you to have a fuller more satisfying experience.🤗 Trusting, hoping and praying that I was in good hands.
I know many people feel I do not deserve respect for what I do but I hope YOU always see the woman behind the pictures. The mom who is willing to utilize whatever resources are available to her to face any and all challenges. To fall, to fight and to rise … alone … to support herself and her children.
If I really think about it … It’s probably why I take so much time and care in creating my images. It’s not just about exploring my own sexuality and releasing shame based programming. I work incredibly hard so that I can always create images that portray a woman’s beauty/essence and contribution to life.
A few of you have taken the time to tell me that my work has not gone unnoticed.
The rest, have quietly spoken by your unwavering commitment to support my style of content month after month. I want you to know that it has not gone unnoticed. Over 70% of my fans stick with me month after month. I am truly grateful ❤️
Have a great morning. 🙂
Still going through all the photos from this set. Found these 2 pics for my feet peeps ❤️
Curious … 🧐 how badly do you want to see what my foot is hiding? 😜💋
Hi guys, I wanted to let you know I finally received my OF earnings today just before lunch. 🎉
I’m around … but dealing with a couple family emergencies.
I was going to post about it, but then realized this is OF. It’s time for me to stop sharing my personal life and my burdens. We all have our own stuff to deal with. ❤️
I hope you had a good start to the week and I’ll be back to posting tomorrow. 🙂
I spy with my little 👀 a creator that works very hard at her craft. The hours that went into this set today and the awkwardness (🔌) of being the photographer too…
Well … we can talk about that tonight. 😜
After a stiff drink. See you at 8 pm est.
I don’t want to spoil this set so I’m giving you the only pic where 🔌 is hidden.
Happy Friday! 💋. A little B&W for you.
Todays the big day. It’s my butt 🔌📸 set day.
I won’t be releasing it today but I absolutely have to take the picks today. Christmas is coming and soon I won’t have the privacy that set deserves. 😜
I will be posting it prior to Christmas. I can’t believe it’s almost Christmas! 🎄
So while your at work today just remember I’m at work too … experimenting with butt 🔌 ‘s and poses. 😜
I hope you will be able to concentrate on your work. Lol
Should we have a live tonight to discuss how the set went? This will be the last chance I have to do a live until the New Year.
Let me know in the comments. Hehe
It’s like a “Mullet” …Business in the front and party in the back 💋
I take way too many pics of myself. I’ll let you be the editor tonight and pic your favourite. Lol
Well over an hour of me. 2 glasses of champagne and a whole lot of talking. I did try on a couple of dresses somewhere in there and shared some secrets.
Have a great night. 💋
Those who were able to make it. Thanks for spending the time. Those who couldn’t make it … here’s your replay. lol
Good morning 🙂
Happy Saturday!
I think this is the last of the pigtails. I’m straightening my hair for tonight’s live Stream and even have plans to paint my nails 💋
I still haven’t decided what to wear tonight.
A fan suggested I try on a few outfits … behind the bar … during the live and decide from there. 😉
I’m making my festive cocktails tonight too 🥂
