✨🎁Double the fun under the tree! 🎁✨
This latex doll brought a sissy friend along, all wrapped up and ready for you to unwrap 😏🎀
What would you like to play? 🎄💋
Thanks to @felixrubberfemboy for this great shooting 💜
Ready for Christmas Eve with my family 😊
2024-12-24 17:18:26 +0000 UTC View Post
All wrapped up and ready to be unboxed 🎁✨ Your perfect latex doll, straight from the gift box! This sexy doll is available with various accessories 😉
Who’s ready to play? 🖤💜
I wish you all a Merry Christmas, peaceful holidays, great gifts and as little stress as possible 🤗🎄🎁
2024-12-24 16:39:29 +0000 UTC View Post
Today, I'm dressed as an elf princess for a friend's birthday party. Right now, I'm sitting in the forest, waiting for the adventurer group to pass by so I can present them with my riddles and then join them on their journey 😊
It's a bit cold though 😅🙈
2024-12-21 13:48:08 +0000 UTC View PostDecorating my Christmas tree instantly brings a festive mood 🎄✨
And it's so cute how he tries to sing a song for me while gagged 🥰🤭
Thanks to @felixrubberfemboy for being such an amazing tree🎄🤗
I’m currently in the lab collecting data. Of course, locked up 😉
2024-12-18 11:51:34 +0000 UTC View Post
Dogwalking while being belted and wearing my shiny vinylleggins 🥰
2024-12-17 13:04:38 +0000 UTC View Post
It's time for some deep cleaning 😅
2024-12-16 15:23:07 +0000 UTC View Post
✨🎄Getting into the festive spirit while wrapping up this naughty little Christmas tree 🎄✨
Thanks to @felixrubberfemboy for beeing such an amazing Christmas tree🎄🥰
Who else would like to get wrapped up by me? 😉
Me trying to do my homework for university 😅
2024-12-15 18:15:34 +0000 UTC View Post
I have a stomachache, so I can't do much today. It's difficult for me when I'm not productive, so I put on my cat stuff, made myself a hot water bottle, and am trying to be a bit kind to myself today. I'll do my university homework now and then see how I can do something nice for myself for the rest of the day.
My Master made me dream a specific dream on the night from Sunday to Monday, and I am to write a report about it. Here it is.
I am standing on a street. In front of me is a large building. I feel an irresistible urge to enter it. As I get closer, I realize it’s a clinic. I don’t know why I am here, but I know I have to go inside. When I open the door, I am immediately greeted with the words, “We’ve been expecting you. Your Master has scheduled an appointment for you with us.” I have no idea why I’m here, why my Master made an appointment, or for what purpose. But I trustingly follow the doctor without questioning the situation.
He explains to me that the clinic specializes in making people’s thoughts accessible. I am here so that my brain can be altered, allowing my Master access to all my thoughts and enabling him to erase them if he deems them destructive. I am amazed that something like this is possible and feel slightly overwhelmed. Even as the doctor explains this, I have already sat down on a couch and been strapped into it. Numerous cables are attached to my head, and I am given a detailed explanation of how the thought transfer works and the trigger word my Master can use to erase specific thoughts. After the explanation, I inhale an anesthetic and fall asleep...
I woke up back in reality, but the dream lingered strongly. I felt deeply connected to my Master, focused on him, and had a light, positive mood. He then sent me back into the dream for another round.
This time, I was to stay at the clinic for a more extended period to improve the thought transfer and to train my pelvic floor muscles further through the manipulation of my brain. For the stay, I was housed in a cell, which was, of course, always locked. The cot wasn’t particularly comfortable, but I really appreciated that the hospital used cells instead of shared rooms (I hate shared rooms in hospitals). Being housed in a locked cell was a precaution to ensure I couldn’t leave the treatment prematurely.
I had medical treatment three times a day and was taken out of my cell for it. Each time before leaving, handcuffs were placed on me, and I was held by the arm as I was led to the treatment room. During my stay, I didn’t wear a chastity belt, which made me feel quite naked and vulnerable. Emily was also at the hospital, but not for her own treatment—she was there to support me emotionally. She told me how great it was that I was undergoing this treatment and how important it was for me to stop having so ungrateful thoughts all the time. She also said how much she envied me for having a Master who arranged something like this for me. It was really wonderful to have Emily there, encouraging me and reassuring me that what I was going through was okay. She also explained that I wouldn’t get my chastity belt back until the treatment was complete because it’s a symbol that I fully belong to my Master.
My Master visited me several times a week to monitor my progress and have me demonstrate how much stronger my pelvic floor muscles had become.
The dream was incredibly intense, and it’s remarkable how it still lingers. I also feel like my emotional dependency has deepened since then. In my daily life, I am more focused on my Master and what he wants from me. I also immediately feel terrible if I have destructive thoughts.
2024-12-15 00:44:55 +0000 UTC View PostWould you like your girlfriend cooking dinner like this? 😉
2024-12-14 21:04:42 +0000 UTC View Post
I’m working on the vision board I received as an Advent calendar from my Master and my slave sister. Every day, a part of the board is filled with content. I usually do this in the evenings, and I find it incredibly relaxing 🥰
And of course I'm belted 😉
✨ some sneak peaks into our Christmas shooting✨
@felixrubberfemboy and I get transformed into Christmas gifts: as some cute and sexy latex sexdolls 😉
@yourhandler has tried to tame the cheeky rubber fox @felixrubberfemboy 🦊
And I got into the Christmas spirit while decorating @felixrubberfemboy as my very special Christmas tree 🎄
This Christmas elf is already busy with gift preparations and safely locked up 🔒😉
Wishing you all a wonderful St. Nicholas Day 🎄🎁🪄
2024-12-06 20:23:04 +0000 UTC View Post
By the way, these are my new toys 😉
2024-12-02 19:53:58 +0000 UTC View Post
I spent a long weekend with my Master. Thursday and Friday were mostly filled with everyday life: working, household chores, and studying for university. But on Saturday, I went to the climbing gym with my Master and had so much fun there 🥰 (unfortunately, I don’t have any pictures from that) and went shopping with a friend in the afternoon 😁Later, I stayed up half the night finishing the advent calendars for my master and my slavesister 😅
I made an advent calendar for my Master with small notes, each containing a shared memory from this year that was meaningful to me.
I also created a kind of mini advent calendar for my Master and my slave sister together. Each week includes an imagination exercise and instructions for reflecting together. I came up with the exercises myself, and I hope they help the two of them take more time for each other in daily life and reconnect with their bond.
On Sunday, we played board games and celebrated the first Sunday of Advent. I received this amazing advent calendar from Lebenskompass from my Master and slave sister, and I immediately opened the first door and started filling out my vision board 😊
I also managed to get some university and household tasks done.
The weekend was truly wonderful and felt very family-like, and I thoroughly enjoyed it 🥰
2024-12-02 09:52:35 +0000 UTC View Post
Review of the Passion Fair:
My Master and I drove towards Hamburg on Thursday, spent the night at @yourhandler 's place on the way, and continued to our vacation apartment in Hamburg early Friday morning. Once there, we unloaded the car and got ready for the fair. During this, my Master’s glasses broke, so he went to an optician while I headed to the fair to start setting up the booth. Lilly and her Daddy also arrived and helped me with the setup.
After finishing the setup, I walked back to the apartment while listening to an online lecture. I spent the rest of the day there, trying to catch up on university work that had piled up during my presentation preparations. I tried not to feel overwhelmed by the workload or guilty for not being at the fair.
In the evening, my Master returned with a new toy he had ordered for me at the last fair, and I was thrilled. He immediately tried out the spiked collar, particularly on my neck, which led to open sores on various body parts. Despite that, I enjoyed it and was excited about the new toys.
On Saturday, I spent the entire day at the fair but wasn’t at the booth much. Initially, I wore the “business outfit” you can see in the photos. The fair started at 11 AM, but by 11:40 AM, I had already left the booth because I wanted to watch a show at 12 PM by a female rigger who might want to collaborate with me. Before the show, I talked to Marc van Vlaanderen to discuss a spontaneous show we were doing together on Saturday and Sunday and to clarify the details. After the quick chat with Marc, I watched the bondage show and introduced myself to the rigger afterward. We had only communicated online before. We spoke briefly about how we could tie together during the weekend to see if we were compatible. Afterward, I returned to the booth.
Not even half an hour later, Handler put an “Artgerecht” neck violin on me and led me around the fair on a leash (sadly, no photos of this). It was a lot of fun. Then I returned to the booth, and my Master offered me for a photo shoot. At first, I was a bit overwhelmed, because it wasn't planned, but quickly got into it. After the shoot, I briefly helped at the booth and then headed off for the show with Marc. For the show, I was put into a vacuum bed, so I had to take off my chastity belt beforehand. It was my first time in a vacuum bed, and it was a headless one, with only a small bre@thing hole. When the air started to be sucked out and the latex tightened around my head, I briefly p@nicked, feeling like I couldn’t bre@the properly. The vacuum also put significant pressure on my chest, intensifying the feeling. I focused on breathing slowly and steadily through my mouth and keeping negative thoughts at bay. Marc soon started fl0gging me to the rhythm of the music, and from that moment, I let myself go and enjoyed it.
After the show, I changed backstage into my latex pony outfit. Handler helped me change and then led me around the fair on a leash. It was nice to switch off mentally for a few minutes. Back at the booth, I took off the pony gear and spent the remaining hours at the booth only in the latex catsuit and mask. Towards the end of the fair, Gummi-Goddess Natalia asked if I could imagine working at her studio, which made me very happy. Who knows, maybe I’ll offer real sessions in Hamburg next year. 😉
After the fair, we went out to dinner with some other guys. I was still wearing my latex catsuit, and my Master had put handcuffs on me. Once we ordered, @emilyaddamsofficial and I sat off to the side and chatted. She had just returned from America, and we hadn’t seen each other in a long time. It was so nice to catch up. During dinner, I sat between her and my Master. Since I still had the handcuffs on, they fed me and gave me drinks, which was a lovely experience. We also talked about Emily’s 72h pshoot in Spain, which made me really want to try it myself. She encouraged me to give it a shot, but my Master forbade me from doing it next year, wanting me to focus on university and avoid overloading myself. I’m grateful he takes such good care of me.
After dinner, we returned to the apartment. I showed my Master the corset I had packed, thinking I might wear it to the fair on Sunday. He was delighted and immediately laced me into it as tightly as possible. I hadn’t worn a corset in a long time, and it hurt, restricting my bre@thing and every movement. He took me to bed like that, added handcuffs, and had sex with me. I love being his doll and completely helplessly at his mercy.
On Sunday, I wore the corset to the fair, though not as tightly laced as the previous evening, and only for an hour initially. At 12:30 PM, I had another show with Marc, where we repeated Saturday’s performance. This time, my Master watched, which made me very happy. Afterward, he let me get my makeup done by a makeup artist at the fair, which was a relaxing experience, and I loved the result. Then I go to the rigger at the bondage lounge for a bondage session. After discussing my experiences, preferences, and limitations, we had a beautiful session. It had been ages since I had a proper bondage session, and her tying style perfectly matched what I enjoy, allowing me to completely switch off and let go. Afterward, my Master put me back into the corset and chastity belt, and I spent the last two hours at the booth. For teardown, he loosened the corset. We spent the evening in the apartment, where I cooked dinner and we eat while we watched a movie. Later, he put me in a straitjacket, and we continued watching the movie.
On Monday, I alternated between studying for university, having sex, and napping. We were both exhausted and too tired to do much else. During sex, my Master mentioned he had a date that evening and wanted to take me along. This triggered negative emotions: jealousy, fear, and a sense of losing control. The jealousy surprised me, as I’m not usually prone to it and was able to handle it once I expressed it. But the fear and loss of control were harder. I don’t like m33ting new people in situations I can’t escape if they turn unpleasant. Not knowing what to expect and having no control over the evening, combined with the knowledge that I couldn’t freak out if overwhelmed (as it would reflect poorly on my Master), caused significant emotional tension and defiant behavior.
In the afternoon my Master walked with me to a nearby mall to buy groceries and to release some tension. There was also a toy store, which I initially didn’t want to enter due to past bad experiences and my bad mood. But he took me in anyway, and once my “Little” realized it was safe with him, it enthusiastically shared everything it found exciting about the toys. It was beautiful and lifted my spirits until I remembered the upcoming date, causing my stomach to knot again. My Master reassured me it was just dinner and unlikely to lead to play, which helped a bit but didn’t eliminate the stress. After shopping, we showered and dressed for dinner. By then, I had accepted the situation, knew I wouldn’t die from it, and trusted my Master to ensure it wouldn’t be terrible. We took public transport to the restaurant, and I wore handcuffs during the ride. This helped me relax, focus on my role, and trust my Master. His playful banter also helped me calm down.
In the end, the evening was quite pleasant. The food was delicious, and his date was nice. After dinner, the three of us went for a long walk and chatted, which was enjoyable. We didn’t play together afterward, but my Master and I did once we returned to the apartment. I explored the active role a bit and shared fantasies I have in that role. Being able to show that side of myself to him was a wonderful experience.
On Tuesday morning, we visited Miniatur Wunderland, where I spent the whole time in my “Little” personality. It was incredibly freeing and energizing to fully immerse myself in childlike curiosity and joy without fear for hours. On the train ride home that afternoon, I felt a bit sad to be leaving but, for the first time in ages, also recharged and ready to tackle the weeks and months ahead without breaking under the constant pressure.
I'm deeply grateful to my Master for convincing me to stay until Tuesday afternoon instead of leaving on Monday. That extra half-day did me a lot of good.
Today at university: wearing my chastity belt like a good girl 😁😇🥰
2024-11-26 17:01:54 +0000 UTC View Post
My Master released me from the belt tonight to use me. I just took a shower and will now put my belt back on before leaving the house to walk my dog. I hope I’ll soon find time to remove my hair again...
2024-11-23 08:08:08 +0000 UTC View Post
Hi everyone,
I’m sorry I haven’t been posting much lately. University is taking up a lot of my time and energy. I’m getting much less time to take pictures, make videos, or write texts.
Right now, my slavesister Agoria is also in the hospital with pneumonia, so I’m more involved with Neosteel and also trying to support my Master and my sis more in my personal life.
I really hope things calm down soon, and I’ll have more time and energy for the nicer things again 😊
Wish you all a great day 💜
Ever wondered what lies in the shadows of an abandoned cellar? 🕳️😈Your deepest fantasies come to life with me and @felixrubberfemboy 🔥🥵Dare to step into the unknown... and embrace the creepy? 😈
2024-11-17 12:45:19 +0000 UTC View Post
I'm currently in the university library, reading a bit more for my presentation 😉
2024-11-13 12:34:29 +0000 UTC View Post
I didn’t take that many pictures yesterday because I mostly spent the day lying in a cage and working on my presentation. The only other things I did were going for a walk with my dog and eating 😅🙈
And guess what? The stupid presentation still isn’t finished, and the deadline is in 9 hours 😩
I’ll get back to working on the presentation then...
After I got home from my photoshoot, I first ate the leftovers from last night’s dinner (my first meal of the day 😅🙈). Then I went straight back to working on my presentation. In between, I did some laundry, hung it up, and had dinner at some point – though I forgot to take pictures of that. Afterward, I did another round of work on the presentation. And now, I’m in my cage for the next 9 hours and ready to sleep 😴
Wishing you all a good night 💜
2024-11-05 21:34:54 +0000 UTC View Post
This morning, I spent a long time lying in my cage answering emails. Then I took care of a few small household tasks, like I do every morning, went for a run with my dog, and got ready for some custom pictures and videos. Now I’m at the castle taking those pictures 😉
2024-11-05 12:16:00 +0000 UTC View Post
After I got back from the stable, I cooked lunch, took a power nap, and then attended an online lecture from university. After that, I worked a bit more on my presentation, folded some laundry, and now I’m lying in bed, trying to sleep. My regular sleep schedule is currently off because I’m feeling very stressed about the presentation. That means if I can’t sleep, I’m allowed to get up and keep working on the presentation 😊