What am I hiding? Come find out this week š
What am I hiding? Come find out this week š
2020-09-20 16:00:06 +0000 UTC View Post
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Well, that was fun. Got over 14 inches to stretch my cunt be..
Well, that was fun. Got over 14 inches to stretch my cunt beyond what I had ever felt before!! I could feel it snake up my insides, but it wasn't painful as I expected, simply an eerie feeling of fullness... almost as if this is where it belongs š
2020-09-19 12:47:33 +0000 UTC View PostJust got a gift from a fan on Amazon! Thank youuu!! This is ..
Just got a gift from a fan on Amazon! Thank youuu!! This is so exciting! And it fits like a glove, super smooth Velius catsuit! š»š» I'll make sure to take the time to make an actual Wishlist lolll
2020-09-18 21:58:14 +0000 UTC View PostNo more procrastination, time to train my cunt to take this ..
No more procrastination, time to train my cunt to take this 18-inch badboy!
2020-09-18 21:10:25 +0000 UTC View PostVisiting my mom who's going through tough times and babysitt..
Visiting my mom who's going through tough times and babysitting her doggie while she has to go out for a couple hours! Think she'll behave?
2020-09-16 18:18:15 +0000 UTC View PostThe main key to my heart is a good assfuck ā¤ļøļø
The main key to my heart is a good assfuck ā¤ļøļø
2020-09-16 13:22:08 +0000 UTC View PostCome help me permanently reshape and wreck my asscunt beyond..
Come help me permanently reshape and wreck my asscunt beyond repair with this 12-inch bad boy live for the next 3 hours!
2020-09-15 15:20:20 +0000 UTC View PostThat was a tricky one to shoot! Remember the Industrial Wast..
That was a tricky one to shoot! Remember the Industrial Wasteland Goth photoshoot? Well, I shot a movie after as well! The place has been scheduled for demolition and condemned and walled off for a while now. I hadn't had sex in a long while and I was really thirsty for dick so I figured what the hell, let's do it. Crossed over through a hole in the fences so I could get a few amazing shots before enjoying big dick action. Good thing I was wearing fishnets and not regular thighs or I would've ripped 'em when I kneeled down to work my expert deepthroating skills! Of course I've thrown in some of my signature ass-to-mouth as well, and enjoyed a glorious facial and caked cumface whore walk afterward! Damn I miss summertime. And regular sex.
2020-09-15 11:47:20 +0000 UTC View PostI knew I'd regret this. I ate wayyyy too much spag last nigh..
I knew I'd regret this. I ate wayyyy too much spag last night, I feel like my stomach is going to burst š¤¢ I have to get up to go get touchups for my lips though, looking hot is a full-time job. Can't be streaming today but I will be back tomorrow!
2020-09-14 14:19:28 +0000 UTC View PostWhat are you all doing this Sunday? I took the day off to ch..
What are you all doing this Sunday? I took the day off to chill after a lot of shoots and shows wrecking my ass all week! I wanted to go apple picking, but it's rainy and coooold so I decided to spend the day in my PJs and make some comfort food: spaghetti sauce!! š¤¤
2020-09-13 21:32:17 +0000 UTC View PostWould you let me hold the remote control if you knew my favo..
Would you let me hold the remote control if you knew my favourite show is JRE?
2020-09-13 01:32:52 +0000 UTC View PostI got all worked up and ready to play!
I got all worked up and ready to play!
2020-09-12 18:49:43 +0000 UTC View PostSurprise Saturday, who wants to spice up their morning and c..
Surprise Saturday, who wants to spice up their morning and come play with me in bed?
2020-09-12 15:03:26 +0000 UTC View PostThanks to everyone who came to watch my first show today and..
Thanks to everyone who came to watch my first show today and pitched in to help make it a fun success! And especially to #Browhair56 who was today's King and plowed through all the goals on my menu and wrecked my asscunt! See you tomorrow š
2020-09-11 21:58:39 +0000 UTC View PostBe there in a few minutes, you know how it is, last minute o..
Be there in a few minutes, you know how it is, last minute outfit changeš
2020-09-11 14:24:37 +0000 UTC View PostBeing high maintenance is part of a good hoe's routine! I us..
Being high maintenance is part of a good hoe's routine! I used to love going to the salon, but now with these damn masks it's sooo unpleasant. Masks used to be a fun kinky thing for glamour masked balls, but now they're just an illogical pain in the ass. Anyways, I still went through it to gt my goldilocks done for your eyes to feast upon! Last pic is in my new lonely room, make sure to come say hi tomorrow!! xox š
2020-09-10 22:15:51 +0000 UTC View PostA photo shoot is way more than simply pressing click for a f..
A photo shoot is way more than simply pressing click for a few shots and calling it quits! It's all about choosing the location, setting the scene, working on the background, the lights, the angle, but also the feeling of the shoot. Cosplay or nude, glamour or underground, sensual or sexual, post-apocalyptic or retro, you have to get in the mood. I love to use music to that effect and get into my own headspace. Thinking about poses is not the way to go--I just let myself roam in my mind and let the photographer decide when its time to take a shot, and when I start to hear the familiar "click" or see the flash, I know I'm on the right track and I start to feel immediately more at ease. I feel confident and start to enjoy my sexy body, I revel in the sensations, whether it's the sun shining upon my face, hands caressing my curves, or phallus-shaped objects invading my insides and taming my inner vixen. If you'd like to get a taste of what it's like, I suggest you watch this video of a photo shoot done during an anal training session!
2020-09-10 12:03:31 +0000 UTC View PostAll setup and ready to go live. I'm moving up the date to th..
All setup and ready to go live. I'm moving up the date to this Friday, 10 a.m., EDT. Come say hi!
2020-09-09 21:42:18 +0000 UTC View PostGood afternoon! As you all know, I've been quite busy during..
Good afternoon! As you all know, I've been quite busy during the long weekend, working on setting up my new room at my new place to finally be able to go back to producing vids and camming full-time! Unless all my equipment fails or something impossible like this happens, I announce that I am taking the next step in my Internet Whore journey and my official start date for live streams will be next Monday September 14! š I've also been diligently doing my anal training like a good girl. I can now take the blue 12-incher fully in my ass and hold it for about one hour and even push it deeper with my fingers. As for the beige 18-incher, so far my best has been 14 inches. I intend to keep this up and keep stretching my ass on live cams until I can comfortably fit the entire 18 in the same manner as the 12-incher, and then we'll see what you all ask me to do! While I'm still finishing up the details, here's a 20-photo set that shows what an anal training session looks like š Can't wait to have fun with you all! š @avrilvixxxen
2020-09-08 18:03:13 +0000 UTC View PostFinally, after two months without it I'm working on assembli..
Finally, after two months without it I'm working on assembling the IRONBEAST for live streams and camming. I'll keep you updated and when my entire setup is ready, make sure to come have fun with me! Still a bunch of things to do but hopefully I'll be done with this by end of day tomorrow and able to start producing and posting videos again. Stay tuned =)
2020-09-07 18:39:15 +0000 UTC View PostSunday... morning? I overslept so late, but who wouldn't aft..
Sunday... morning? I overslept so late, but who wouldn't after getting their asspussy pounded, fucked, and gaped over and over all night, finishing off with a dribbling creampie after a Saturday evening date at a sports bar? Felt good to get out of my room after spending the entire week indoors! How is your longweekendvibes?
2020-09-06 17:03:23 +0000 UTC View Post
Sorry I've been less online the past two days, I'm running t..
Sorry I've been less online the past two days, I'm running tests with my setup for live cam! I'll let you know when I officially being so you can cum play with me š
2020-09-04 19:19:51 +0000 UTC View PostBeen pampering myself hardcore these past couple days.I own ..
Been pampering myself hardcore these past couple days.I own my ex appeal. Back to red and gold with matching tease heels!
2020-09-04 19:17:31 +0000 UTC View PostDiary of an Internet Whore, 2020-09-02 Doing porn is so muc..
Diary of an Internet Whore, 2020-09-02 Doing porn is so much more than what people picture in their mind. The fun part of it is great, I mean, the actual shooting of a movie, getting dicked down really hard on camera and being turned on to know that hundreds, thousands, maybe one day millions of people will get off watching me be used like a horny slut. That part, I absolutely LOVE! I decided to get into porn because Iām horny all the time, and it actually caused me problems with my other jobs. I think about sex all the time. I just canāt help it. I figured, if I find a way to make a living out of it, then Iāll be able to have sex all day, or at least every day! But itās also more than that to me. See, Iām an exhibitionist at heart. I confess, Iām a huge attention-whore. I dig it. I get turned on by turned on people. I discovered that side of myself when I first started shyly going out to BDSM and swingers clubs and events some two or three years ago. Iāve never went to a club before, I wasnāt into bars, gatherings, or anything. I was too uncomfortable in my skin. Then I walked into my first fetish events. I was terrified of being laughed at, but itās really not what happened. Instead, I found the most accepting community ever. The fetish world is full of kind and thoughtful people. I realized itās a gathering where people take their most vulnerable side, their deepest secrets and kinks, and they hype them up to expose them to others. They turn their fears into a source of joy. They teach each other self-acceptance, respect, and how to have a good time. It didnāt take long for me to let my guard down a bit and feel more comfortable. I was wearing a very skanky short dress with my buttcheeks hanging out, fishnets, heels, the whole nine yards. And then it happened. I got my ass smacked by a stranger. He told me I am a fine piece of ass. Woah! What a rush! I was petrified. I didnāt know what to do! I felt guilty, because being kind of disrespected like that had aroused me and society tells us itās supposed to be something offensive that we condemn. I felt objectified, and it was a thrilling moment. I am desirable. So much so that another person couldnāt resist slapping my ass even if itās not okay. I figured it kind of was: after all, I was dressed like a whore, at a fetish event, I was teasing everyone half-drunk and literally asking for it. Therefore, why should I be offended? If it would have happening randomly on the street, then itās a different story. This first incident made me realize two things, the first being that Iām having an effect on men! Iām not being fun of: Iām actually attractive? Damn! I would have never have thought I was. The second thing I discovered really fast is that it's also something I enjoy---arousing men, instilling fantasies in them, seeing the lust in their eyes as they admire my alluring body. I felt sexy, and vulnerable, yet strong in that vulnerability. I had made itāI had successfully turned myself into a fine piece of ass, highly-desirable fuckmeat, and I didnāt feel shameful about it, I was actually proud. Looking like a slut and being treated as such was something I loved even more than I would have thought, and ever since that moment, Iāve been wanting more. I love the attention, the teasing, the desire, the lust. I understood right there and then that Iām an exhibitionist and a tease, and there is nothing wrong with that. I love to be desired, and after my first time having sex with a man (which is a story for another time), I also realized I could never turn back to women. Iām into men. I didnāt want to admit it to myself, but Iām straight, in the sense that Iām a woman whoās into men. Whenever I see a man who turns me on, I immediately get this churning, wondering what heās packing, like smoldering embers in my tummy aching to feel him invade my body and take me right there and then, feel the girth and length of his shaft spread apart my asspussy lips and thrust inside, submitting me to his most animalistic desires. I fucking crave sex with men, just plainly need it. However, itās even more than that. My inner vixen, the slut inside me also has a thirst for attention. I found out that I love having a public the first time I gave head to a man in front of a small gathering of people at a private party. I get a thrill out of knowing that Iām giving you a fleeting moment of escape into a dreamworld. But it doesnāt stop there: Iām horny, so horny I would quality my libido as greedy. Feeling a strong man take my body, manhandle it, twist it and submit it to his desires and defile me as he please is not enough. A small crowd looking at me getting fucked live at a party is not enough. I could become an es-cort and have sex anonymously. But Iām an attention-whore. I want millions of people to look at me getting banged hardcore. Thatās what turns me on; knowing that I provide a dream, a fantasy, the wildest and darkest and deepest of all. Again, Iām getting sidetracked. I just get too horny thinking and writing about all of this. As I was saying, doing porn is so much more than what people picture in their mind. The sex is the fun part, but there is so much more to it. People donāt realize all the work there is into it with all the aspects it involves: keeping fit, beauty appointments for hair, nails, and other cosmetic procedures such as fillers and botox and all that stuff; to the preparation for shooting a movie that takes hours it itself, ensuring my insides are all clean for ass-to-mouth action, pampering my hair, doing my makeup; to scouting locations, preparing the scene, the lighting, the tripods, the cameras; to the actual shooting of the movie, keeping angles in mind, remembering to look at the camera; to the post-filming, video editing, and thatās just the beginning. The real work isnāt even the shooting day, or recovering from surgeries, or scouting locations. The real work is not creating content. The real work is mornings like today, where I havenāt even had time to have breakfast, and I skipped lunch too, and my hair is dirty and I need to pluck my eyebrows and I haven't had time to doll myself up in days with makeup and I feel I look like shit and I didn't even take the time to put some clothes on because Iām busy answering fans. The real work is networking, trying to find other models to create content with. The real work is advertizing, marketing, putting myself out there, gaining exposure so people can find me and appreciate my work and support me in doing more by buying some of it, the parts that they enjoy. All in all, Iāve been working at this 12-14 hours a day, 6 days a week, for 2 months. Iāve never worked so much for so little money, but I love doing it and I want to keep doing more and more. Thatās where the real issue is: How do I make it to stardom? How do I get the necessary exposure to be able to create content every day? And thus I grind, sitting alone in front of my laptop, in my empty room next to my cheap mattress and suitcase of clothes and makeup. The money is just a tool to allow me to do that all day. If I had all my expenses taken care of, if I had a roof over my head, all my debts paid, the few surgeries I'm missing paid for, a nice reliable car to get around, and an allowance to get the things I need, I wouldn't mind not making money, and just doing porn all week. I'd love it actually. Money and numbers bore me. It's just a distraction, a means to an end. I love to make art. My art is my body, my movies, and my writing. I don't care about accumulating wealth. I want to make you escape reality for a time, fantasize, and get off of me.
2020-09-02 17:13:00 +0000 UTC View PostAll setup to workout my bubble butt in my new room!
All setup to workout my bubble butt in my new room!
2020-09-01 18:17:45 +0000 UTC View PostWake up early, get to work, follow the schedule and grind! M..
Wake up early, get to work, follow the schedule and grind! My post-workout meal looks tasty, doesn't it? š
2020-08-31 18:37:11 +0000 UTC View PostThis week's main feature is a movie I made a while ago but n..
This week's main feature is a movie I made a while ago but never released up until now that shows what life as an adult content model can be like! Watch me get picked up on my way back home and give road head in exchange for a ride, and deciding to take the big stud home for another kind of ride! With expert deepthroating, rough anal pounding, my signature ass-to-mouth, multiple cams, angles, and points of view, this is one of my more complex productions where I like to spice things up so you can see everything!
2020-08-31 12:34:19 +0000 UTC View PostDiary of an Internet Whore, 2020-08-29 Rock Bottoms and Sky ..
Diary of an Internet Whore, 2020-08-29 Rock Bottoms and Sky Highs, Part I As much as Iām feeling more and more liberated now that Iām expressing my inner vixen nature, paradoxically I am feeling more trapped on other levels. Those of you who have been following my online journey from the start will remember what Iām talking about. That story was actually the inception of this Diary of an Internet Whore project. If I had to pinpoint the exact moment where it āallā began for me, Iād say it was in July this summer, when I had hit rock bottom. One might argue that I had started earlier, as I had already been shooting pictures and movies since early June, and considering the fact that I did not have any online presence before that, I was surprised at how fast my humble beginnings caught on. I was on a momentum, I was feeling on top of my game, and I had set the bar high as I always do. When Iām in, I dive head-on. I knew that it takes time (and probably luck and connections) to make it in this industry, but I was confident that I have what it takes to make it big; the looks, the dirty mind, the talent, the confidence, and the drive. I say āhit rock bottomā but it was really a giant tornado of mixed feelings and confusion, of deep hurt and ecstatic blossoming. After a particularly heated argument with my boyfriend, he had kicked me out and in a panic move I had to call two of my buddies to come save my ass and take my stuff out. Once again, I was back to square one in my dadās basement. I remember sitting among the boxes of the few possessions I have left, mainly my bed, suitcases of clothes, a fraction of my former huge book collection, kitchenware, makeup, and family souvenirs. I had gone from working a stable, professional university-level office career to being jobless, homeless, and heartbroken. Oh, and another significant detail is that I had my face sucking dick all over the Internet. How the hell did my life ever come to this? I wasnāt really sure how I felt. On the one hand, since the arbitrary lockdowns mandated by governments, I had lost my full-time job of six years, as well as any hope for my summer waitressing side gig that was what enabled me to keep my head above the water financially and without which I would never be able to afford the surgical aspects of my transition. Employment insurance would barely cover the basics, i.e. my apartment, bills, debts and interests, medication, hormones, car-related expenses, and all other fixed expenses. For food and gas to get around, Iād have to dig myself deeper into debt with no end in sight for this social insanity and no guarantee Iād be able to find a job in the short-to-medium-term future, so I didnāt renew the lease on my apartment. To my despair, my bank account started to drop instead of slowly increasing. I was seeing the last surgery I wanted vanishing before my very eyes yet another time. I was fucked. Another important element I used to have was a supporting partner. The story of how we met is a juicy one, and ever since we met we have been fucking like jackrabbits, but it will be for another time. Long story short, we had been together for a bit over a year, with a few breakups in-between, sometimes initiated by him, sometimes by me. I guess thatās what happens when two peculiar characters me-et each other, but through these hardships we each grew as individuals and also as a couple. This man helped me learn to love myself bit-by-bit, how to feel appreciation and gratitude for all the silver linings of life, both the small and fine details. He taught me more about empathy than I had ever felt. When he heard the news about my job, he drove across cities despite the stay-at-home orders in a Sprinter truck to come sweep me out of there and save as much of my stuff as possible, and took me into his home. We went through the most insane day, from dusk ātill dawn! We started packing in late afternoon, and playing Tetris deep into the night to load every last inch of that truck, and drove across towns and highways and bridges praying not to get pulled over. Then we unloaded everything before sunrise. The boxes alone were about 60 in number, each weighing 60-70 pounds, without counting the 600-pound cast iron bedframe, mattresses, and all the miscellaneous stuff. He stayed by my side and mechanically hauled stuff all night without ever complaining. I had been hesitant about our relationship since late in 2019, but that night instilled in me a new sense of trust toward him. Despite our past frictions and the crammed up apartment, he was patient and loving and caring. We bonded a lot during the first month of confinement. And then came the day we got bored of drinking booze and waiting for the world to either end or go back to business. One of the sources of fights weād had was about my lack of self-confidence. Despite him telling me all the time how gorgeous I am, I was always shying away from having my picture taken, always extremely self-critical of myself, and going through regular ups and downs triggered by episodes of dysphoria. With lots of time on our hands and nothing to do, he convinced me to go along with a little experiment of his for my birthday. He took out a video camera, tripods, spotlights, and a bunch of wiring, and asked me to get my 15 favourite pairs of high heels. When he had everything set up and after a few drinks to get me loosened up, he asked me to pick a pair of heels, after which heād pick a matching song and Iād dance or do whatever I wanted in front of the camera for him. Just let myself go. I wasnāt too keen on the idea, but I played along. This went on for an entire day and night, almost until sunrise the next morning. We had LOTS of footage. The result was the first movie of my budding career, āI Love my Fucking Heels.ā He worked relentlessly on editing that video, and I wasnāt allowed to watch him. When he showed me the final version a week of two later, my jaw dropped. That was ME on the screen? I had never seen myself move before, except in front of a mirror or walking by a window. This was me from all angles, and I had to admit I loved what I was seeing. He gave me an entirely new perspective on myself. I couldnāt believe my eyes, how sexy I looked, how graceful I was on the camera, how the image I saw on screen was not only a woman, but a damn sexy one at that, with a genuine smile plastered on my face and a sparkle of naughtiness shimmering in my eyes; my first glimpse of my vixen nature. That was his birthday gift to me: genuine self-confidence, at last. Fake it ātill you make it, they say. Something clicked in my mind: I have what it takes to make it. I wanted more. He had no idea of the beast he had awakened. No. Aroused. That evening, I lured him into my bed (it wasnāt that difficult!) and had him lay on his back. Straddling him, I started kissing him and worked my way down his neck, chest, belly... down to his enormous erect cock. I effortlessly, greedily engulfed the tip of his throbbing cock in my mouth, pushed it past the back of my throat, and then let the entire length of his shaft slide right in down to what feels like my stomach. The familiar sensation of fullness and cho-king invaded my being, and as I allowed him to grow even bigger and stretch my throat further, I let go of the tension until it gave way to this exhilaratingly paradoxical feeling of submission, of helplessness, paired with absolute control. I had him under my thumb, or tongue, as the case may be. I pulled my head up and let it out. āKeep going,ā he implored. With a devilish grin, I reached for the camera that I had previously hidden and handed it to him. āLetās make a sex tape,ā I giggled, handing him his glass of whisky after stealing a sip for myself. I didnāt have to ask twice: he was already recording. āThank you,ā his deep voice said as I smiled at the camera and took him whole in my mouth again, hungrily swallowing him whole and expertly bobbing my head up and down his monster cock. My head looked so small compared to his meat. I went at it, sucking, swallowing, spitting, gagging, thrusting, gurgling, the whole shenanigans. The hardest part was remembering to look at the camera to capture the genuine delight in my eyes. Iāll always remember that moment. It was just an innocent game between girlfriend and boyfriend. I couldnāt believe I was doing it. Iād always fantasized about making a sex tape. It sounds so kinky, so erotic, but also dangerous, risky, hell, stupid! What kind of woman lets a man film her sucking dick? What if this ends up all over the Internet? I was aroused. He was definitely turned on. As my head was bobbing up and down his shaft like an experienced slut, it clicked in my mind: he wasnāt making me do this. I was the instigator. I wanted this. Peering into the blinding light of the camera lens, I felt myself come alive. I was digging this, I was having the time of my life. I let go of all inhibitions and control. He had no idea, but I knew that this was the beginning of something far less innocent than a secret sex tape. To be continued...
2020-08-29 17:26:32 +0000 UTC View PostSorry I was away all day, I went for my third round of lip f..
Sorry I was away all day, I went for my third round of lip fillers! And 40 jabs of needles later, I've got new big slut lips! They're all swollen and sore, but the look is promising, can't wait to see the final result in 2 weeks! Imagine how they'll look on camera! #blonde #bombshell #plastic
2020-08-28 22:54:24 +0000 UTC View Post