crawl the fuck over suck suck my soft cock and lick my foreskin. Feel it expand in your throat. Tell me you want my load. Beg for it you fucking slut ほら舌出せよ。私の柔らかいチンコをしゃぶって足と腋の汗の匂いが濃厚な匂い好きだろう?ほら舌と唇を使って包皮の先端をからなめて亀頭しゃぶてくれ
hey loves sorry i get drowned by messgaes daily and so i lost you easily 😭 OF DM system is not the most user friendly 😩 please re-message me if i havent replied in 24 hours 😭 esp if you purcahsed a video / oredered a custom <3
i just needed to pop in and say that im so grateful for your love and kindness 😭
thank you for beliving in me and seeing me beyond my cumshot and dick pics. thank you for allowing me to stay true to being who i am instead of being swayed by the crowd at the expense of our mental well being. Thanks for allowing me to share my insight to have a chance to help transform our sufferings into flowers and well being 💕
p.s sorry for not posting ytd!!! i needed to spend time with my loved ones and i hope you did too, I promise i will be posting tonight / tmr and reply to all your messages <3
Merry christmas!🦌🎄 🥰 please stay warm and spend some quality time with your loved ones , tell them you love them!!!! :) i will not be replying messages today since I think its important to offer our true presence to our beloved and cherish these moments with them , recognize that it is truly a miracle to be alive especially during these times! :) love you all x
Reminder: We don't need to disown our sissyness in order for our gayness to be "valid" / "approved' by others.
Society (un)consciously praises gay men who fit within a masculine persona, and to be masculine means always sexually hungry, always DTF. Yet expresses deep misogyny and aphoia with those who show signs of femininity and who are asexual. Many ( myself included when I was in my 20s) equates sex with happiness or wholeness, and to be non-sexual induces an inferiority complex on gay men due to toxic masculinity. Desperately hiding away my non-masculine side and my sissyness in order to for my gayness to be "valid"
We live in a hypersexualized society that's both addicted to and stressed out by sex, especially in the gay community. it forces us to be constantly be sexually aroused and sex-hungry in order for our gayness to be “valid”. Gayness almost instantly equates sex. Such normalized promiscuity among the us has become socially accepted or even admirable.
Their hypersexuality is challenged by the polar opposite of asexuality which essentially values human connection over short-lived temporial physical pleasure. hypersexualization is a form of ace erasure.All this contribute to a vicious cycles of repeated patterns and damaging behaviors. It forces anxiety, disappointment, and shame to be felt by those who lack the sexual appetite.
While we deserve to celebrate and take pride in our identities and sexual desires that have been oppressed and violated, it’s time for us to also acknowledge gayness does not equate sex and that gay sexual desire and practices isn’t one-size-fits-all.
giys can i just say i miss chatting to u all and tbh im still figuring out and learning to be a better creator without losing myself / my vision and turn into a cumshot machine with no human-ness. I promise to myself to never be blinded by material wealth and to always saty true to my core and my deepest aspiration as a disciple of the buddha and a mindfulness practitioner which is lovely, inclusive, compassionate and non-discriminative. I vow to cultivate joy and happiness for myself so that I can offer joy and happiness to others and help them end their sufferings. as much as i enjoy making content for you all to enjoy, lets find a middle way - lets not lose ourselves in sensual pleasure and desires and sexual cravings and remember to come back to ourselves and knowing that we don't need any external source of happiness not even sex, nor wealth nor recogniztion from others for we are already what we want to become and we already have all teh conditions to be happy and free. A wave is already water
omg i just realize OF added a new Quiz feature! I am so excited we can play games and get to know me better as a real human with feelings rather than a set of dicks pics and/or cumshot machine 😭
Those of you who rebill are eligible to receive a free full length video each month! All you have to do is message me after the rebill happens. Not many of you have taken advantage of this.
Would you prefer to pick from my premades list or for me to just have one new video available each month, so all you have to do is message me the word "rebill"?
The video is FREE if you rebill at full price or they can be purchased for the listed price. The list gets updated every month as I create new videos.
Current Rebill Video Options:
0:51 - cumshot in chasity cage -$5
5:05 - new underwear try on with lewd body muscle movement and teasing -$5
0:48 - cumming in clear shot glass from behind with shaved asshole pulsation -$5
1:18 - toy pussy fucking in condom, with asshole pulsation cumshot -$5
1:49 - cumming in shot glass in white gym socks -$5
5:17 - bi asian guy finger fucks himself for the first time w lots of moaning - $10
4:08 bicurious Asian daddy trying out butt plug for the first time with lots of moaning, close-up, plugged tight asshole pulsate and plucker, getting fucked by butt plug hands-free - $10
5:00 - close up dildo anal stretching -$10
7:00 - toy masturbation edging with cumshot -$10
3:00 - bicurious daddy trying deep anal fucking with dildo and feet POV -$10
2:48 - Toy pussy play tease with white jock strap -$10
10:12 - cock edging, close up foreskin play, cumshot while reading kindle own bed -$10
4:00 - Toy pussy fuck in condom, lace panty and stockings, finish with cumshot -$10
5:10 - Head to toe covered in goo, chocolate syrup and and spunk play, rub and lick in shower -$10
2:50 - fast and aggressive dildo fuck with oozing creamy asshole with cumshot -$20
hey guys! Some of you asked to buy content that I already posted on my wall. You can use my post labels so that you can find the content you want to see easily :)
Thank you to everyone who entered my giveaway! @rpenny88 you are the winner! Please check your DMs. :) I made a post about offering another way for those who support me the most to receive the more personalized type of content : https://onlyfans.com/228401177/iseeadarkness
***Close Friend’s List - Partial Face Reveal Content!***
I have had a lot of inquiries about how people can chat with me more or get access to **content that has more of my face in it.** As I want to keep this content exclusive for those who support me the most, I have decided to create a completely optional “close friend's list."
If you would like to be added to this list, **please tip $25.** The perks of being on this list includes:
👉Your messages will show up in a separate tab in my inbox, so they will be given top priority.
👉 A mouth reveal photo and a bundle of NSFW content upon joining.
👉 Weekly messages that may contain the following:
- full length, unreleased video (at least 5 min+)
- Exclusive content not posted on my wall
- NSFW content that shows neck up, including my mouth and/or full head
- **4k HD** photosets - includes **feet, asshole and dick close up**
- Bloopers/behind the scenes content
- Audio messages and voice notes
- Random thoughts, and casual updates about my life
- Other random content
- Optional **VIP face reveal wheel spin**: each month to have a chance to **see my full face!** Please message me if you wish to participate and I will send you your spin.
*You will remain on the list as long as you are actively subscribed at full price to my page. If you are already on the list, there is no need to tip again! <3*
✏️ ***P.S.*** This is completely optional! I will still respond to all other messages daily (only exceptions are really rude messages or things that violate terms of service). This list is for those who enjoy getting to know me/want more boyfriend experience type content.