I'm one of those girls who easily trust people (in our case, guys).
I often see information that girls should not get into an unfamiliar car or go directly to someone's home, but I did it.
At a certain period of my life, I began to be afraid of this in panic, meeting with men +5 years older than me was hard for me.
I often felt very dirty.
I love the letter of the philosopher Osho, I read it every time I felt bad and his words inspired me every time.
He compared people to flowers, wrote about how beautiful innocence is, how wonderful it is to be weak. Anyone can rip you off or trample you, but every time you are innocently beautiful. Each time I remembered these words.
Within a year after I lost my virginity, it seems like I wanted to fuck all my friends, no matter what kind of relationship we had.
When my friends said that you can't have sex with a guy on the first date, I didn't understand them. I had a clear position = if I want, then I do.
The strangest thing in this position was probably a dream with a friend of your friend, I still don't know if they discussed me in bed. I think they have a lot to discuss, because sex with different people is different. Sometimes you just want to be fucked, you don't even need publicity. It's just, "I want a dick inside of me and I don't know if I like you, but let's do it."
I think that many such meetings would not have happened if I had been presented with a vibrator for the day of deprivation of virginity. I bought myself a vibrator when my relationship with a married man began to fade. And, damn it, I fucked myself several times a day.
Now this whole situation has changed, now I am not as sexually active as I used to be, having sex once a month or two. All I had left was video shooting, and before that I also had a webcam. A few months ago, my boyfriend decided he was asexual. And living with him, I became more frigid, mostly just joking about sex, now I really need publicity, although earlier, probably, I could have entered right away. Ahah, is this the big life I was prepared for?
Recently, I increasingly think about the fact that sexuality and its expression are related to our psyche.
I think every adult can remember how, while studying at school or university, someone could discuss and condemn another person for their sexual activity.
I also had a classmate whom everyone condemned, and I also could not understand how it is possible when you have so many guys and you sleep with them, and maybe they know each other, or maybe they are best friends. That was until the moment I dropped out of school, it was almost 2 years ago. (I turned 18 in February)
Six months before I dropped out of school, I downloaded tinder, then worked as a full-time waiter in the summer, I had few friends and I wanted more, so I started dating guys. Communication with guys was always easy for me, with girls it was more difficult for me, probably until the moment when I had several romantic relationships and I had topics for discussion))
That summer I went on dates with guys older than me a lot, they were between 18 and 26 years old. I just walked with them and kissed some of them. I never hid my age, I liked being small!
My dictum that summer was kisses and light caresses, and then, when the summer ended, guys began to appear in my life who declared my virginity ...
Today, for the first time in a long time, I picked up a brush, a slightly lost state, because I decided to show emotion on canvas, usually I always depicted a still life, so I was always more familiar and more specific. A year and a half ago, I took courses for admission to the university in graphic design, three times a week I prepared with the teachers. Graphics, drawing and painting that I liked the most. Deep down, I still want to start going to the studio or class again and paint still lifes, and then maybe portraits. It is an amazing and wonderful feeling to smear paint on canvas for several hours.
Often I want to tell all people out loud, I masturbate on camera! I love this, but, ahahah, this is very inappropriate!
When I was little I shot videos, I was a blogger, but it didn't work out for me, maybe I didn't have enough confidence in myself, I also streamed games on specialized platforms. Nobody really watched me, but I was constantly going online. Over the past year, I've often joked about webcams that I will do this. It's funny in my country.
And in fact, when I turned 18, a day later I registered on the site and went online.
I liked it, it was interesting. New people, many other lives from different parts of the planet.
I really like to make a beautiful picture, I used to photograph people and concerts, parties in clubs. All this time I dreamed of a good camera and yesterday I chose exactly the model I want. It suits me in all respects and the lens that I have dreamed of for several years.
Olympus OM-D E-M10 III kit 14-42 camera and Sigma AF 30mm F2.8 DN Art lens
I believe that you will help me! Their total cost is $ 860, but together with the commission you need about $ 1000
I know that helping many people just isn't interested, so for those who tip $ 100, I make 2 custom videos especially for you (your nickname will be in the background). One video will be filmed within 1-3 days after sending the tip, and another after the goal is achieved. Also, you will receive 10 quality photos of your choice, also after reaching the goal!
All tips under $ 100 will receive my photo with your nickname!
thank!
They say that to be here you have to choose an image for yourself and play it. Right or wrong, I really just want to be myself. One hundred percent yourself, not afraid to tell or say something. In ordinary life, we often have to hide something, not talk about something, be ashamed, suddenly it is inappropriate, unnecessary or not right.
One of those things is sex. I really love to read Osho, this is an Indian philosopher, often reading him something spiritual wakes up in me, I seem to become full of value, because the fact that he writes it is so easy and understandable for me, it’s like my words.
He wrote about sex, about the fact that if we talk about sex - it will be a common thing, but if you treat it as it is customary, with some hostility and condemnation, it will only fuel the interest of all people. Just an example of this is children who learn about sex from everywhere. Friends, cassettes, magazines and then the Internet.
Although it also suggests that if sex did not have this forbidden aura, then there would be no sex work ... would everything become easier?
Hello! My name is Sofia, I am 18 years old and after I turned 18 I gained the right to do adult content.
I have been doing this for 3 months and it brings me pleasure. I like to communicate with people, like to show my sexuality. Like to try something new, learn about new fetishes and try them. I like to shoot videos and take photos.
I am an honest and sincere person, so I will not hide that another nice thing in this business is making money.
I don’t like lying and manipulating people, I don’t like doing things badly regardless of what kind of work it is, I always feel responsible for the people for whom I work, which is why I created a free account where you can look at me.
I am not a popular person, so you can only find out about me on my social networks.
I hope you enjoy visiting me!
