♥ ♥ A Personal Favorite ♥ ♥ My muscles felt sore an hour before stream time, so I figured I might as well try out that milk bath idea and see if bathroom streams have potential! I can get about 20 minutes before my hands and feet turn into prunes ^^" I think I might build something around the edge of the bathtub so that I can splash around like this some more.
2021-06-06 21:01:33 +0000 UTC View Post
♥ A Personal Favorite ♥ I love the whole middle section of this dance, pulling fabric against myself, the long savory movements and sharp pauses. This is one of those songs that move me.
2021-06-05 14:47:25 +0000 UTC View Post
I realized I just needed to "just do it" and paint if I wanted to improve my painting, so here's a dance from yesterday :) I'd been waiting for "when I have more time," whenever that may be, but it may not exist.
2021-06-04 16:09:25 +0000 UTC View Post
Here's another moment from @victorvon 's photoshoot! His work has so many surprising color combinations and I love it, to finding new possibilities.
2021-06-03 16:10:19 +0000 UTC View Post
- Limited Time Post - Please watch before June 10th? Funny thing, I've seen a video of Hozier singing casually, home concert style, so dancing to this song I felt like he was singing to me personally and it made me really nervous and stutter-y, flutter-y inside.
2021-06-02 16:48:10 +0000 UTC View Post
- Limited Time Post - Please watch before June 10th? The blue light on my skin glows a little bit, reminding me of moonlight across bedsheets at 3am. That dark glow of a crescent moon rather than a full moon. Next streams TBD! Wrapping up work.
2021-06-01 14:47:15 +0000 UTC View Post
I am not done preparing the cam room, so here I am on the floor of the bedroom yesterday (I'm on the floor because there aren't any shutters on the windows yet and my neighbors can probably see me). It's a rather awkward set up but I'm happy I got online! I enjoyed all our chat about dreams and animation. I'll update you on next streams very soon :)
2021-05-31 17:14:15 +0000 UTC View Post
I feel compelled to put this image right before the dining table image. Photo by @victorvon . Maybe I'll some photo-stories in the future!
2021-05-30 16:31:57 +0000 UTC View Post
You know what, the centerpiece for the dining table is a little off center, but I like it like that. Photography by @victorvon !
2021-05-29 17:01:04 +0000 UTC View Post
I'm pretty sure the bathtub drain is a portal to another dimension! Photo by @victorvon :)
2021-05-29 16:59:16 +0000 UTC View Post
Am I being consumed by clouds? @mayamochi & I made this! I have a kink for textures and lighting and some sounds, definitely - I make a visceral, guttural "ugh" the moment that stimuli occurs because it is intensely satisfying.
2021-05-28 13:55:25 +0000 UTC View Post
Skit Part 3 of 3 with @artemisift and @kaileeshy - highlights from part 3 for me include intense reverse fruit psychology and Martha's plot twist _________ ( Intro: this improvised skit started with the idea "what if Martha & Lil Jimmy were Adam & Eve?". Martha is a character from /kaileeshy's stream and Lil Jimmy is a character from /artemisfit's stream! I took on some mixed role of snake/God/Lilith, named Snek. Down the fun rabbit hole from there! Livestream Feb 2021 )
2021-05-28 13:54:43 +0000 UTC View Post
( post 2 of 2 today )Skit Part 2 of 3 with @artemisift and @kaileeshy - highlights from part 2 for me include Martha's turtle and toad ideas, and Lil Jimmy & Martha barely surviving the massive storm! _________ ( Intro: this improvised skit started with the idea "what if Martha & Lil Jimmy were Adam & Eve?". Martha is a character from /kaileeshy's stream and Lil Jimmy is a character from /artemisfit's stream! I took on some mixed role of snake/God/Lilith, named Snek. Down the fun rabbit hole from there! Livestream Feb 2021 )
2021-05-27 13:49:41 +0000 UTC View Post
( post 1 of 2 today ) I'm pretty sure @catasstrophe is an earth-bending defender of justice here, and I'm her sidekick who goes deep under cover to infiltrate the other side - and I mean deep, like going back in time to grow up as part of the other side and then rise to power as a trusted member of the other's leading group. ( My next thought was that the plot ideas that easily come to mind are very "us" versus "them" hm... )
2021-05-27 13:44:30 +0000 UTC View Post
Skit Part 1 of 3 with @artemisift and @kaileeshy ( Info: this improvised skit started with the idea "what if Martha & Lil Jimmy were Adam & Eve?". Martha is a character from /kaileeshy's stream and Lil Jimmy is a character from /artemisfit's stream! I took on some mixed role of snake/God/Lilith, named Snek. Down the fun rabbit hole from there! Livestream Feb 2021 ) _________ HIGHLIGHTS from Part 1 for me include slithering around Lil Jimmy in the beginning and the rise of the Danger Noodle name.
2021-05-26 13:19:08 +0000 UTC View Post
I was hoping to share a video today but my laptop keeps crashing! I was also hoping to be online this week sometime but the internet needs to be upgraded first, so I will aim for Sunday May 30th 1p EST - will update if I can stream that day! Final reminder to view any limited time posts or purchase videos or respond to past post? :)
2021-05-25 18:21:36 +0000 UTC View PostFlowing in the hot tub with @peppermintdusty - I remember particularly enjoying the different textures of the steam, the warmth of water, wet clothes, bodies and shared weight, the fire nearby. I love these slow transitions from one sensation to the next! I also love the occlusion and reveal of wet white clothes, and reviewing clips such as this one.
2021-05-24 17:36:04 +0000 UTC View Post
Here are some of the Polaroids I took about a month ago. I look forward to being able to mail out polaroids and body-made paintings etc this month :) I am a sucker for these smallish wallet-sized Instax films.
2021-05-24 01:44:48 +0000 UTC View Post
I love the wind whi pping me about on a dark and stormy day! This was the first shot at the location, an accidental one from me adjusting my hair. I like how 'elemental' it feels.
2021-05-24 01:41:01 +0000 UTC View Post
get a new perspective by being upside down! It's funny how strange and new things look when I am upside down! Or left side up?
2021-05-22 19:43:33 +0000 UTC View Post
I love finding new objects/structures to test my balance on! At the same time, I am pretty risk-adverse and don't really try things if I think I might hurt myself. I suppose I can be quite confident sometimes.
2021-05-22 19:41:22 +0000 UTC View Post
In the mood for some face smooshing, with @artemisfit :p I'd like to bring more silliness to stream when I return... watch out & be warned! (Photographer likes being anonymous).
2021-05-21 18:02:43 +0000 UTC View Post
Here is an image @mayamochi picked! I'm still seeing desserts in all of my images, some weird mix of edible/gluttonous-desire and inedible/strange-unnatural-coloring-in-food vibes. Also, I'm keen to send you a treat, dear reader. When you see this message, heart this post and message me the words "flow state" and I'll send you a new video of Maya & I kissing for the first time... and second time etc. and other sensory explorations.
2021-05-21 17:59:47 +0000 UTC View Post
Have you seen a dessert with gold flakes on it? That's what I feel like here, at least in the beginning! I get distinct "earth" vibes around 2:51. And I think you'll like the ending :)
2021-05-20 16:28:38 +0000 UTC View Post
I first heard Heyr himna smiður, a popular Icelandic hymn, being sung by Árstíðir in a train station via their Youtube video, and I highly recommend that you look it up! This kind of music is haunting, otherworldly, time-pausing for me. It is also one of the few pieces that I had to own the sheet music for, and I paid the Iceland Music Information Centre for it with my hard-earned college part-time job money. I feel warm just thinking about that :)
2021-05-19 17:19:09 +0000 UTC View Post
I think this was the very last shot of the day with @corwinprescott and one of our most memorable! I was freezing a bit from the rain and the unintentional workout, and it felt good to give a final push. Corwin mentioned he was getting fear of heights watching me, and looking back, I'm getting that fear too - I feel this cold tightness in the center of my palms, the fear of falling.
2021-05-19 17:19:09 +0000 UTC View Post
Feeling a bit like a uniquely flavored desert in this one! I don't have white walls in my current place but I will have white walls in my next place, so I'll play with colors more then!
2021-05-18 18:00:01 +0000 UTC View Post3 cute moments with @mayamochi - click the >right> arrow to see them! Before we had our first kiss, we worked up the nerve by touching foreheads and making fun sounds. We had an enthusiastic thumb war. We cuddled with her bear puppy.
2021-05-18 16:58:50 +0000 UTC View PostIf you'd like to see me at my most natural, vulnerable state, here's sneaky sneaky video footage of me trying VR for the first time! I am not on drugs or anything, I just laugh a lot... a lot... If you want to know what I'm seeing, search Youtube for "ENVIRONMENTS HOME MENU [OCULUS QUEST 2]" and go to 1:12. It's beautiful! I laid there for a good 8 minutes. Much more immersive with the googles on, obviously. Borrowing @artemisfit 's VR!
2021-05-17 13:24:41 +0000 UTC View PostSo... I hear you miss my smile? Here it is. Along with some nom nom nom or rawr rawr rawr or... arahrah arahrah arahrah? From the end of yesterday's show. More silly and conversational edits to come.
2021-05-16 13:45:43 +0000 UTC View Post