BONUS: I just sent a 7 minute dance to "Sacrifice" from In the Mind of Igor to everyone who clicked the heart under my randomly selected post. Thank you for clicking the ♥s to let me know that my posts were visible to you!! This song was a rather spiritual experience for me - I savored its slowness and intensity and depth. <3
2021-03-14 20:07:51 +0000 UTC View Post[Just a quick post to say I'm recovering from travel & catching up on some offline work. Will send the bonus video & replies tomorrow instead!]
2021-03-14 00:31:20 +0000 UTC View Post[Scheduled post while traveling! Next stream times TBD. When I have internet again, I'll send out the bonus video to those who hearted my randomly selected post!] I enjoyed dancing spontaneously to a couple random song suggestions on this day! I enjoyed trying to figure out what kind of visuals and movement put me in the 'mood' of a song, and trying to make that happen on the fly. The beach chair is distracting and kind of hilarious ^^" I'll revisit this song when I have a darker room.
2021-03-12 16:30:40 +0000 UTC View Post
[Scheduled post while traveling! Next stream times TBD. When I have internet again, I'll send out the bonus video to those who hearted my randomly selected post!] Thank you for joining @kaileeshyxxx and I for some conversational, musical, bubbly improvisations! It was wonderful to embrace relaxation, going with the flow, noticing what 'is' and staying with it for a while, without needing it to go somewhere in particular. Next time I see her, I want to be able to jam together better on piano and guitar! To practicing regularly! And yes, of course, we spent about half the time bitting each other. CB: /kaileeshy
2021-03-12 16:30:40 +0000 UTC View PostI did a nude water pouring dance to part of this song, which I've already posted - I'd gotten nervous mid-song that the dancing wasn't any good and stopped ^^", but saw in the video that the dancing was pretty good, so here I am, making sure that I dance with confidence to the full song!
[If you sent me your mailing address for the nude beach polaroids, I should have replied to confirm. If I didn't, please resend as soon as you can - I will mail everything during my layover tmrw morning. A story about "How Cams Impacted You" and address to aly_exhale@protonmail.com to win a polaroid! Or you can tip 50usd OF, or 1000tk CB if you really want polaroids and I'll send you 2!]
I made a dance compilation for Twitter & to welcome people to my room. Shall I make another compilation for OF? _________ Welcome to /_exhale - For me, this is a place to breathe... to unwind, to feel, to flow, to be. Here, I laugh & dance~ Here, I've become sillier, more playful! ^ I wouldn't have danced this much, or have had nearly as many candid conversations or randomly hilarious moments, if I wasn't streaming. I'm happy to be growing in different ways here!
2021-03-10 18:53:44 +0000 UTC View Post
Here's a couple moments from our "goodbye-for-now" dance in the hot tub with @peppermintdusty! I loved breathing together and moving in unity. <3 P.S. They DO have reliable internet and they have posted more images and already have our sensual oil ticket show available for sale, so check out their OF for that :)
2021-03-10 18:52:11 +0000 UTC View Post
I'm awfully self-conscious about my double chin... I often get a double chin because my chin bone is quite short, and when I see it in video/images, I often cringe. But between spending time celebrating the body with @catasstrophe (who is pictured here!), hearing @artemisfit loving "all of her faces," and meeting @kaileeshyxxx's friend Martha Buttonhole, I am starting to feel much more comfortable. I can laugh with my double chin, who most often appears when I'm laughing anyway.
2021-03-10 18:51:58 +0000 UTC View PostContinuing the trend of posting music that is stuck in my head... You Sigh by Charlie Cunningham. How strange is it to see me nude in the daylight?
2021-03-09 18:12:28 +0000 UTC View PostEnjoy this short teaser of my oil ticket show with @peppermintdusty! They've done an amazing job with editing and they already have ticket show for purchase!! if you're excited to see this show, check out their OF now? :) (I'll share more when I have more internet as well.)
2021-03-09 18:10:41 +0000 UTC View Post
GIFT PAINTINGS & NUDE BEACH POLAROIDS! Arte & I made body paintings! @artemisfit We're gifting them for our favorite stories about "How a Cam Model Affected Your Life" Submit by end of MARCH 10th to aly_exhale@protonmail.com (If you emailed Arte already, that's perfect!)
POLAROIDS: I also made nude beach polaroids! Include your mailing address with your submission & you MAY get one! For these, please email me at aly_exhale@protonmail.com directly. I'm asking for mailing addresses early so I can mail them during my layover. I can mail to Europe. A very good story might get a polaroid & a painting! (If you really want nude beach polaroids, send 50usd OF or 1000tks CB by March 10 & I'll mail you 2 polaroids!)
[I found a short clip! I'll share the full video via message to everyone who clicked the ♥ on a randomly selected post from 2+ weeks ago. Thank you for witnessing me.]
I feel like we shared a bit of a spiritual experience during this song, iTMOi (in the mind of igor): Sacrifice... I am still finding the words for it. This was after 30 minutes of my playful provocative dancing, and I love the deep embodiment and slowness.
I feel like we shared a bit of a spiritual experience during this song, iTMOi (in the mind of igor): Sacrifice... I am still finding the words for it.
(I'll try to post a little clip on my wall here on OF, and I'll share the full video via message to everyone who clicked the ♥ on a randomly selected post from 2+ weeks ago. Thank you for witnessing me.)
I feel like we shared a bit of a spiritual experience during this song, iTMOi (in the mind of igor): Sacrifice... I am still finding the words for it.
(I'll try to post a little clip on my wall here on OF, and I'll share the full video via message to everyone who clicked the ♥ on a randomly selected post from 2+ weeks ago. Thank you for witnessing me.)
I feel like we shared a bit of a spiritual experience during this song, iTMOi (in the mind of igor): Sacrifice... I am still finding the words for it.
(I'll try to post a little clip on my wall here on OF, and I'll share the full video via message to everyone who clicked the ♥ on a randomly selected post from 2+ weeks ago. Thank you for witnessing me.)
I feel like we shared a bit of a spiritual experience during this song, iTMOi (in the mind of igor): Sacrifice... I am still finding the words for it.
(I'll try to post a little clip on my wall here on OF, and I'll share the full video via message to everyone who clicked the ♥ on a randomly selected post from 2+ weeks ago. Thank you for witnessing me.)
Mood: playful, provocative, "throw yourself onto me" - I ♥ 0:58 & 1:45 in particular! Keep Lying has been stuck in my head since I danced to it during the Fan Club show last week, and I keep randomly singing "stop fucking with my fantasy~" at random times ...
2021-03-07 18:59:18 +0000 UTC View PostJust a silly, happy, (high aerobic activity) dance! To contagious smiles~
[What a special Fan Club show we had yesterday, I'll share footage from that soon :) I plan to be online with /kaileeshy on Tues around 6pm PST!]
♥ A Personal Favorite ♥ Mood: fiery playfulness. Oh my god, I got so sweaty yesterday! Thank you for coming by and sharing in my movement! I hope you'll do your own dance with me. I can't believe how fast I seem to move... I don't know how it looks until I watch the video. P.S. Yes, I have like 30 mosquito bites. P.P.S. Yes, I attempted to clean the mirror several times during the stream, and I bought windex afterwards.
2021-03-05 15:48:04 +0000 UTC View Post
With @kaileeshyxxx & @artemisfit - We intended this show as a first kiss and group kiss, but it morphed into a LOT of biting and scratching for every person. I wonder how that happened... NOTE: not a real cigarette
2021-03-04 17:54:53 +0000 UTC View Post
Call Me, I Still Love You by Two Feet - I only discovered this song after I followed Two Feet on Twitter and they tweeted that this is their favorite work so far. I am drawn to the... dark nostalgia, erotic bittersweetness? Alright, those words are all me, my "lens," I have no idea if the song actually has any of those feelings... but I suppose I can only see the world as I am, not as the world is.
2021-03-03 15:39:39 +0000 UTC View Post
Sorry friends, I couldn't get online today! Thank you for helping me debug all the things and your patience as I retried with OBS, ethernet, computer, etc. I'll call folks and try to get this resolved for tomorrow. In the meantime, here is the quick striptease I did for the empty room :) (I was technically streaming live to OnlyFans but I don't think the quality was good enough for anyone watching :P) I'll figure out the camera focus settings tomorrow.
2021-03-02 22:30:48 +0000 UTC View Post[Copy of Twitter post - see other post for a striptease from today!] 🎵 It's Only - ODESZA
... sorry friends, no stream today! After restarting all the things, I couldn't get on. Will call folks & retry tmrw. I ended up dancing for an empty room on Onlyfans livestream 😋
P.S. My Poi Inspiration? Jacob @lushandstoner & @phoenix_taylor & @artemisfit & @PeppermintDusty
[Twitter post with extra images] "CAT" "JAM ON THE NOSE" (Alice in Wonderland remixed) & Martha + Lil Jimmy @ The Beginning of Time (with Snek aka Dangernoodle). Thank you for joining our shenanigans! So happy to embrace more awkwardness, silliness, absurdity~ @kaileeshyxxx @artemisfit
2021-03-01 00:53:58 +0000 UTC View PostMy first time playing in nuru gel... a seaweed-based magic substance that smells and tastes a bit like fruit, but feels silky like silicon but washes off easily. I can't wait to have a bigger space so that I can incorporate more movement like this. I love the contact of gel and skin and floor. This is from the Feb streams with @artemisfit , but she was away getting us some hot water :)
2021-03-01 00:36:48 +0000 UTC View Post
