Something to explore again soon. :)
Something to explore again soon. :)
2020-11-17 17:41:54 +0000 UTC View Post
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Dance with me at 1:09 :) And I mean a /playful/ “dance” - mo..
Dance with me at 1:09 :) And I mean a /playful/ “dance” - moving, jumping, shaking, rocking, however it feels good (or fun). The rest is me dancing playfully (in the beginning), and meditatively (after 3:45) to a song that accompanied me all summer, “Cold Little Heart” by Michael Kiwanuka.
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I often overrun my ticket shows to “Penny in a Well” by Skin..
I often overrun my ticket shows to “Penny in a Well” by Skinshape, a kind of slow, sensual ‘encore’ or ‘after-care.’ It is one of those songs that I wish was longer, but I suppose it's also a perfect opportunity to 'practice:' to be fully present, to savor what is, regardless of what is ending or what may be possible or what is next.
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I don't remember when I discovered this song - it was recent..
I don't remember when I discovered this song - it was recent, within this last year - but somehow, it always feels like the perfect mood for a waltzy, sensual flirtation, for peeling cloth off skin, for that cliche 'undressing you with my eyes across the room' kind of eye contact.'
2020-11-03 18:42:05 +0000 UTC View Post[Everyone, check your messages for a number of dances!] Disc..
[Everyone, check your messages for a number of dances!] Discussing arousal & nudity, from July 2019~
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I queued up the next month of content, mostly recent highlights, as well as moments from the last year or earlier. I’ll post some on the wall, send some to everyone, and send bonuses to everyone who clicked the ♥ on my randomly selected posts. I’ll reoffer some ticket shows for purchase but I don’t have other paid content. I cut out the meditation that came before (so remember to breathe~), as well as the brief sharing on open relationships (so Google “Esther Perel TED” for her talks on desire in long-term relationships as well as affairs and why happy people cheat - some of my favorite talks!)
I am reminded of archery, though of course I know that this ..
I am reminded of archery, though of course I know that this is not how archery is done. In my mind, I am scaling trees with enough agility to travel and enough dexterity to keep my bare skin mostly scratch-free. I’d play Celtic vocal music in the background. I wonder about an "active," almost "aggressive" (?), intention to surrender, to let go, versus a resigned, almost accidental (?) "falling into" surrender. Something like that.
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["Comfortably Numb" sent as thank you to Oct 14th active sub..
["Comfortably Numb" sent as thank you to Oct 14th active subscribers!] I enjoy this feeling of extending beyond my skin, that I don’t end where the water begins... but rather all of my body is a part of the water itself. And when I start to move, I enjoy that the water is dancing with me, following me one way, leading me another. And when I leave the water, I am more aware than usual of the touch of air, its wide, cold brushes wrapping me without hesitation.
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I am drawn in by images of the body as a landscape, abstract..
I am drawn in by images of the body as a landscape, abstracted and stretching out like terrain.
2020-10-09 23:22:23 +0000 UTC View PostI appreciate music for pulling me into my body, into sensati..
I appreciate music for pulling me into my body, into sensation! This particular song has eased me into so many playful moments. From 10/1. Hips @ 1:12, bit more tease-y 2nd half.
2020-10-06 23:42:20 +0000 UTC View PostLivestream stills from 9/27 Mood: slowly descending the leve..
Livestream stills from 9/27 Mood: slowly descending the levels of hell? (Related - Ticket #17 - "She's Bad")
2020-10-04 17:42:06 +0000 UTC View PostLivestream Stills from 9/26 Mood: under the moon at a nudist..
Livestream Stills from 9/26 Mood: under the moon at a nudist campfire. (Related - Ticket #16 Come Fly With Me)
2020-10-04 17:36:53 +0000 UTC View PostHere's a couple meditative singing videos from 9/30 - I real..
Here's a couple meditative singing videos from 9/30 - I really physically enjoy playing with those overtones, tribal-inspired, and moan-like sounds. Somebody said it's the Bladerunner soundtrack (Wallace - Hans Zimmer)... I looked it up and it's right up my alley!
2020-10-02 22:51:48 +0000 UTC View PostI ♥ the leg & garter teases starting at 1:24! There's someth..
I ♥ the leg & garter teases starting at 1:24! There's something riveting about just a bit of skin. From 9/27.
2020-10-01 20:08:01 +0000 UTC View PostJust a joyful video! Enjoying the song "All Related" by Ness..
Just a joyful video! Enjoying the song "All Related" by Nessi Gomes, chatting a bit, breathing together.
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♥ A Personal Favorite ♥ Something happens to me when I sing ..
♥ A Personal Favorite ♥ Something happens to me when I sing the lyrics "she's bad" over and over again... repetition is simple and effective. I've been waiting a while to come back to this sultry, timeless song. I danced several more times after this... look out for the bonus! From 9/27.
2020-09-28 16:54:05 +0000 UTC View PostI love getting lost in this song, I Hold You by CLANN. A kin..
I love getting lost in this song, I Hold You by CLANN. A kind of surrender. Meditative to start, slow dance 3:28, more intense dance 4:28. At 8:05 I included a favorite clip from the dance just before (same song) - like electricity running through my body. From 9/27.
2020-09-28 01:29:10 +0000 UTC View PostA few in-between moments from the first yoga stream/ticket s..
A few in-between moments from the first yoga stream/ticket show Aug 29. (I don't have enough space in my room, so I had to crop/block the sides, heh.)
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♥ A Personal Favorite ♥ I hope to bring back a variation of ..
♥ A Personal Favorite ♥ I hope to bring back a variation of this favorite setup/idea at some point. To "Clean" by Japanese House, from the archive.
I love to notice subtle lights - reflections from glass, the shiny edge of a leaf, through fabric... like meditation🍃
(1/2 from 9/18) ♥ You may want to jump to... moans into musi..
(1/2 from 9/18) ♥ You may want to jump to... moans into music [0:53] , attempt at harmonizing with myself [4:38 & 5:42], whispers [7:07], improv rhymes "poetry"/"rap" [7:28]. ♥ 9/17 was my first time streaming something like this - this is pleasurable simply to practice & experiment, so I'll do it more. The embodied pleasure of vibration.
2020-09-18 16:19:09 +0000 UTC View Post(2/2 from 9/18) ♥ You may want to jump to... lowest notes [0..
(2/2 from 9/18) ♥ You may want to jump to... lowest notes [0:28], growls [0:54], singing naturally [1:05], moans into song [2:25], chanting [3:45], whispers [4:13], moans and poetry [5:38].
I feel the embodied pleasure of vibration in singing. I want to feel every molecule and vocalize from more-and-more-thorough awareness, like I do with dance or touch. I could do it for hours. I've just started to learn singing with more focus, starting with some overtone singing, maybe some throat singing and harmonies next.
♥ A Personal Favorite ♥ Mood: ... existing, moving? To Dream..
♥ A Personal Favorite ♥ Mood: ... existing, moving? To Dreams by Nuages. From Sept 1st. (I accidentally used the lasers, which are green, with warm light, which makes a funny... 'dirty rain on windows' effect. Well, now I know.)
2020-09-17 18:40:58 +0000 UTC View PostOne of those songs I've listened to on repeat, drinking in t..
One of those songs I've listened to on repeat, drinking in the sounds, floating in the atmosphere/mood it creates for me. "Grace" by breathe.
2020-09-14 20:48:56 +0000 UTC View Post(2 posts today) Fun moments from 9/5: 0:00 fruff, 1:15 rolli..
(2 posts today) Fun moments from 9/5: 0:00 fruff, 1:15 rolling chair 'dance', 3:21 super slow motion, 4:47 evil eyebrow
2020-09-13 17:38:48 +0000 UTC View PostA meditative moment to this beautiful song by Yann Tiersen. ..
A meditative moment to this beautiful song by Yann Tiersen. I hope it feels like deep breaths to you! From 9/5.
2020-09-13 17:36:02 +0000 UTC View PostFrom 9/5. For lovers of red :) Mood: ... mildly cinematic? T..
From 9/5. For lovers of red :) Mood: ... mildly cinematic? To "A World on Fire" by Klergy. Yes, I did first hear this song on Lucifer (TV Show). The devil is tired of his work in hell and 'retires' to LA to own a nightclub and becomes an accidental detective... cheeky humor and existential question explorations, what's not to like?
2020-09-09 23:10:59 +0000 UTC View Post♥ A Personal Favorite ♥ I hope that the energy, sensuality, ..
♥ A Personal Favorite ♥ I hope that the energy, sensuality, and aliveness I feel can come through the screen. Listening to this song is like a continuous orgasm. (I talked about this kind of eroticism in the previous video/this weekend). 念念有詞 by 周深 https://open.spotify.com/trac…
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From 9/5. Pretending to be tipsy (mostly after 2:58, and esp..
From 9/5. Pretending to be tipsy (mostly after 2:58, and especially after 4:55) and being sexually attracted to music (starting 1:23).
P.S.I talked about music and eroticism a few times this weekend, and that is with sincerity - when I think of eroticism, movement and music are perhaps top of the list (followed by things like texture and scent and context and uncertainty.)
Discussing Erotic Experiences - Part 3. Here I share a memor..
Discussing Erotic Experiences - Part 3. Here I share a memory I consider pure positive erotic charge (at 0:01), as well as two memories that other people will probably consider some of my "most sexual experiences" (at 10:18). (I wanted to share more of what's most erotic for me (at 7:28)... but context is a big part of it, and it's very easy to google search those people. I'll share if I figure how to share.)
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Mood: haunting, dragging intensity. I particularly love the ..
Mood: haunting, dragging intensity. I particularly love the slow, intense touches at 0:40, as well as the playing with cloth throughout, especially at 2:10 and 2:49. From 9/5.
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Mood: playful, light-hearted flirtatious! From 9/5. I partic..
Mood: playful, light-hearted flirtatious! From 9/5. I particularly like the moment at 1:25. If you enjoy dance, check out Jojo Gomez's dance to Love On The Brain.
2020-09-07 17:43:49 +0000 UTC View Post