*story time part 2*
here is the photo he snapped of me leaning over the edge of the bed before he walked straight over to me with lust in his eyes
this is always how it felt with him …
even from our first date where we grabbed some food and then somehow ended up with his hand down my pants in his car which i made QUITE the mess 💦 of!
i almost never do this … but the chemistry between us was electric, and he kissed me like he meant it so passionately that i wanted nothing more in that moment than to allow him to please me
he loved touching my body, caressing my skin, and kissing me in my most delicate places
he also accepted it as his personal mission to make me have as many orgasms, in as many different ways as my physical body could handle before literally tapping out and taking a break on top of the soaking wet sheets
and this afternoon was no different
he fed me and fucked me on and off for a few hours, with pockets of sweet, down to earth pillow talk in between
my time with him is one of my favourite connections, as he satisfied and pleased my mind, soul AND body (oh did he ever please my body!)
i almost never left a date with him without being extremely dehydrated and feeling like my legs were numb … and i wouldn’t have it any other way!
grateful he took a video of him pushing my lingerie off to the side of my right 🍑 cheek and sliding his 🍆 straight inside of me 😍
because i can feel the rush of excitement tingling up my spine and my panties getting a little bit wet just thinking about it 😈
📸 mini photoshoot 📸
i was honestly a little bit nervous and feeling super self conscious when i first got changed and put this tiny little black piece on
i'm definitely not camera shy, but i guess i had gotten so used to taking photos all by myself, that having someone else looking through a lens at all my imperfections had me feelin a lil bashful
... which only lasted a few minutes before i remembered i actually LOVE being photographed and guided into poses, capturing my natural beauty
he was really sweet with me, and i felt my confidence building as the photoshoot continued
when i got hungry (as always) and felt like we'd gotten enough snaps for the day, i was left with this extreme desire to do an actually boudoir photoshoot one day
with all the different outfits and props, leather and silky sheets ... i feel like it would feel empowering x 100!
still haven't gotten around to that yes actually now that i'm writing/thinking about it ... *runs to jot this down on list of things to remember to remember*
but what i DID remember to do was to wear this sneaky lingerie underneath my clothes on my next date with the older man i was seeing at the time 😈
again, the request was "surprise him wearing it when i come out of the bathroom, and then let him f*ck me in it ... and video tape the moment he pushes into me"
which is exactly what i did the next time i saw him!
he snapped a photo of me leaning over the edge of the bed, and then walked over to me with determination
he couldn't wait a moment longer to even bother figuring out how to take what i was wearing off of me
so he just pulled my lingerie off to the side of my right 🍑 cheek
and slid 🍆 straight inside of me 😍
the suspense had been building for me for hours, so i was beyond wet and ready for him
and it felt SO good to feel that first thrust - deep with passion and desire 🔥
my man was hard AF inside of me, and i was tight + filled up
he was taking a video to fulfill the special request, but the moment he threw my phone on the bed and i felt both his hands grab my hips ... i knew i was in for a lineup of back to back orgasms! 💦
mmmmmmm boy would i love to reenact this moment 🤤
*lingerie*
so i was taking some custom photos for a special photo bundle DM request recently, and it made me remember how much i LOVE photoshoots
especially in lingerie 😇
there's something so empowering and confidence building about wearing something that is DESIGNED to feel sexy
i love sliding it on, and feeling it caress against my skin ever so softly
delicately
but with a purpose 😈
it's like an expression of self love ... in lace (or leather, or whatever the vibe is that day!)
one of the last cute little black lingerie pieces that someone gifted me (you know who you are 😉)
was one of those free material ones that i absolutely love because they just hug me in all the right places, and allow my curves to be exactly as they are
i wore it for a photoshoot with a guy i was dating for a bit (LOVE a guy that's good with a camera 📸)
and then got a request to wear it as a surprise for my date with the other (older) man i was dating at the time
the request was "surprise him wearing it when you come out of the bathroom, and then let him f*ck you in it ... and video tape the moment he pushes into you"
... pretty specific request, but it was well compensated, and i love most challenges that end off in an orgasm 😉
anyways i'm getting hot even to be reliving this, so i'm going to go find some of those pictures from the photoshoot for y'all tomorrow!
✨ story time ✨
so, i'm in my early 30s, and sometimes it's wild to me how many years i have been, shall we say, sexually curious?
i was 10 years old when i got my period for the first time, which kicked my hormones right into overdrive way before any of my friends
my mom gave me these old school books meant for youngings to learn about their bodies, like a self taught sex ed class
that's also the age i was when my thirst to learn more about this "behind closed doors" life got me grounded for watching porn on the family computer (remember those days?!)
i was so intrigued - so many different kinds of bodies! so many positions! so much pleasure!
i'm pretty sure that's when i became a hedonist
i remember making the conscious decision that it was *very* important for me to learn all of the intricate details of how my own body worked
the more i know about how to please myself, the more i'll be able to teach these skills to other people right? double my odds of pleasure! #winning
and thus my lifelong relationship with self love making began!
i started in the shower for external stimulation
moved onto using freshly cleaned objects
and spent ample time learning what made my body quiver
i've been masturbating for over two decades now, and not only has the entire journey been fun and pleasurable, i firmly believe it's allowed me to experience even deeper levels of intimacy with other people
so thank you past K for realizing the importance of self pleasure for her health and happiness waaaaaaaaaaaay before all the cool kids!
because i also believe that if the world needs more of one thing, i'd say that one of the top things we as a society could definitely benefit from is MORE FULL BODY SHAKING ORGASMS!
... and on that note, it's play time! 💦
goodnight sexy friends!
🍑 day!
so this is the first week of my six week fitness challenge, and although i'm super excited about it because i can't wait to FEEL GOOD in my body, beat the bloat and reward myself with some new bikinis ...
i also started my period and am feeling like a big fat bloated whale that got hit by a truck and has a battle going on in her ovaries 😂
so planning to take it super easy the next day or two and really reign in my diet + allow myself to rest!
therefore i have no dates planned for this week, but i DO have some sexy updates from my last date i told y'all about
plus an impromptu naked night this past weekend with someone i met abroad a few years ago and haven't seen since!
also, a bunch of y'all have asked for more details about private DM chats + voice message convos + sexting your fantasies (or mine!), so i'm going to be sending out my tip menu via mass message so you can think about what catches your attention 😉
and for those of you who've already sent in your DM request and are waiting on a reply from me - thank you for your patience and understanding that i am only human - i will reply as soon as the war on my ovaries ceases and i reclaim some of my energy 🥰
okay back to being a couch potato!
happy hump day sunshines 😘
happy travel + tan line tuesday!
this beach bum spent the long weekend (it was a civic holiday for us in canada yesterday!) at the beach 👙
it's a beach on a lake, so not quite the same as an ocean, but there was sand, we played beach volleyball, and there was a body of water to cool off in, so i had a blast!
there was a nice breeze, but it made paddle boarding a bit too much of a challenge for me so i had a nap instead!
plus, my tan lines are starting to get real cute, so absolutely no complains from me!
ps, if i haven't responded to your DM yet, thanks for your patience - it's my intention to get back to you asap! (and of course prioritizing special reque$ts 😊)
i'm joining a six week fitness challenge next week, and i'm really looking forward to it!
i used to work out because i hated what i saw in the mirror
but now i see fitness as a channel to move mindfully, and exercise because i LOVE my body, not because i hate it
and i thank my body every day for carrying me through this life and all of my experiences!
but i'm also not woo woo enough to say i'm "above" caring about what i see in the mirror, so although my main goal is to have more energy when i wake up in the morning, and to say goodbye to the mid afternoon crashes
and the fact that i desire to FEEL GOOD above all else
my fitness goals for this challenge are also to decrease body fat, increase muscle mass aka tone up, and of course plump up my 🍑
will y'all support me and keep me motivated so i feel even more confident wearing bikinis + flirting with my camera for ya?!
DATING IN CANADA
so i have *loads* of stories from my adventures around the world
dating people in and from different countries, and steamy experiences in many destinations across the globe
but for now, i'm in canada, and i actually went on a date last night, so as per a special request, i'll start there!
he is older than me (always my type) and VERY energetic!
he treats me like a princess (as he should!) and i enjoy his company
he talks a bit too much sometimes, but i know how to shut him up 😇
we had dinner + wine ... and then (lots of) dessert 😉!
it was only our third date, but i have left satisfied and exhausted every time, so i think i will see him again!
he also seems to be open minded to taking some photo/video memories of our time together too, which i think will be suuuuuuper exciting
stay tuned for updates 😘
HUMP DAY!
based on another popular theme of your DM requests, i thought dedicating wednesdays for us to all honour my 🍑 would be fun!
and to follow up on my "i'm from canada but hate winter" post ... here is an artistic fall coloured photo of said booty!
autumn is actually my second favourite season 🍂
you may think it would be spring because of all the pretty flowers, which i DO love ... but i get pressure headaches when it rains which happens waaaaay too often in springtime!
backstory of this photo:
i was on a tinder date after a hike, and we were driving down this beautiful road, so i asked if we could stop to take a photo
we took a fully clothed one first, then i casually said "okay now a more fun one!" ... and took off my clothes in the name of artsy photography!
he was a bit shocked at first, but i'm an exhibitionist so the car that drove by also didn't phase me
he took the photo, and i was actually pretty impressed with his portrait skills of focusing riiiiiiiiight on the goodies!
that reminds me - i've always wanted to do a boudoir photoshoot *writes that down before forgetting again*
anywho, how do y'all like the idea of hump day wednesdays? shall i keep the theme?
travel tuesday ✈ plus a FAQ!
thank you to those of you who told me you were super interested in hearing more of my travel + dating abroad stories!
i personally love reliving my adventures around the world, so i'm excited that you're equally as excited to hear more!
i'll start this travel tuesday off with a FAQ: where are you from?
which i guess technically doesn't really count as a travel story, but i gotta start somewhere and this is my page so yolo!
i am originally from canada, where i spent most of my early adult life
until i got bit by the travel bug after my first big solo backpacking trip almost a decade ago!
i am very much NOT a winter person, but i do love canada in the summer!
🌳 cottage country
🍷 wineries
🛶 boating on the lakes
👙 pool afternoons
🌈 and of course rainbows over niagara falls
because everyone knows the canadian side 🍁 is the better side!
and if you don't know, then there's a travel tip for ya 😘
happy travel tuesday & cheers to booty-ful 🍑 views!
i feel super grateful for all of the supportive DMs i've been getting from y'all about my recent posts + authentic storytelling
i've been feeling really good about this new world of stepping into sharing this "forbidden" side of my life, because it feels like a genuine layer of my story
one of you commented that you appreciate that i'm not playing "a role"
... and that's exactly my intention!
i am not playing a role.
i am ME!
i am a real person, and i really ditched my life in the city to live full time out of a backpack and experience the world, and really have wild stories!
i really am a beach bum, and i really do a lot of squats and prioritize photos of my butt, and i really have a lot of mindset magic topics to rant about!
i feel called to share more of this life i've been ashamed to share ...
travel tuesdays, hump day wednesdays, throwback thursdays, sexy saturdays & sundays
i love the idea of this being my diary ...
for me to share my life of dating in different countries, steamy sexual experiences, travel stories and throwbacks of memories that still turn me on to think about!
and i really do appreciate your feedback!
my energy is prioritized for DMs, as i highly value my time as a valuable currency (as is yours!)
but i would love to hear from you ... what do you want to see next?
what questions do you have for me?
more about me
part 2.
i am choosing to share this side of my life here on this platform with you, first and foremost for myself, almost like an online journal where i can express a layer of myself that i’ve felt shamed into hiding
… until now
i believe that women are worthy of expressing their desires AND being treated with respect, whether she is posting a bikini pic, her gym attire or a nude photo on a day when she feels good about her body
my intention is to use this space to share an “uncensored” (by society, i’ll decide my own boundaries thanks!) spotlight on my life behind closed doors (sometimes 😉)!
stories of my dating + sex life
updates on my vanilla life and how they intertwine
and photos + videos that i love taking, but would get me banned from social media
i am ME, not just a lifeless photo on a screen, so if people choose to stick around and support my evolution, my “undressing” from society’s shaming rules - thank you!
otherwise i’ll have a beautiful photo journal to look back on for myself (and i plan to have lots of fun along the way!)
if you’re still reading, welcome to my “forbidden” life, sunshines!
hello! want to know me? part 1
why?
this simple one word question can unravel the depths of many intricate experiences, yet we often don’t give these answers an opportunity to bubble up.
why am i here?
what do i want?
what do i NEED?
these prompts play a big role in my day to day personal life, my business, my relationships, and how i choose to interact with the world
i believe my purpose on this planet is to empower others to BE more of who they truly area, and to light the path towards a feel good life on their own terms
… so how TF does that fit in here?
well, i’m the exact same person here as i am in all of the other pockets of my life
this platform is simply another lens - a different spotlight under which i can unveil another layer of ME, and express myself in a space that is more accepting of hedonism and desires
i am still me, sharing about my life and storytelling with the intention of sprinkling more joy and fun into this world!
i am a real human behind these words, photos and videos.
i am a beach bum at my core. i have been traveling full time for 4+ years. heart centered entrepreneur. yoga + meditation teacher. mental health advocate and lover of sunshine and coconuts.
i also have a healthy sexual appetite, and love exploring the depths of pleasure possible to experience in this petite frame of mine …
