Hey 👋 I am about $700 short on rent this month. Due to having a past due bill that was going to effect my credit. If anyone can help at all I’d really appreciate it, and I’ll definitely try to send something custom for you. I have guests staying with us and it makes it nearly impossible for me to make any content so I’m sorry for being so absent once again.
I recently applied for disability so hopefully by next month that can kick in, but for now my account is in the negatives and all of my work money is going directly to my rent and I’m literally sharing food with the babies I nanny for. I know it sounds insane. It totally is. But I’m in a really bad place and I’m doing everything I can and nothing is working.
❤️🩹 Hi! This is me trying again. ❤️🩹
TW; emo shit because why the fuck not 🤷♀️
I woke up today with this little red thong on and thought “I should post some photos today, it’s been a while, rent is coming up quick, why not.” I took 4 photos before I start feeling a knot in my throat and I knew I was triggered but I didn’t know why so I stopped and went and made breakfast 🤷♀️ Part of this healing is noticing it when it comes on, the next step is sitting with it and I’m not ready for that yet. I wish that my mental health was back to what It was before I was attacked. JUST SO I COULD HAVE A REGULAR JOB AGAIN. I’m so tired of being broke and healing at the same time. So then I think to come back here and find my peace again, but I’m still just not 100% there I guess.
Someday ❤️🩹
If you made it this far hehehehe I love you. Thanks for being here.
I don’t think I’ve ever posted anything related to music here which is kinda rad, but I’m changing that 🙈 was sending this to a friend and thought it was cuuuute.
hi! just wanted to say hey and thank those of y’all that have hit me up to check in and see what’s up 💜 my depression has been kicking my ass for months, and I don’t know when it will stop. But when it does, I’m happy to share again.
Thanks for being here 💜
✨ enjoy a shower beer with me after a loooooooong day ✨
💕a lil shave
💕a lil lather
💕a lil silly goose
🙈 I have been MIA once again, and simultaneously finding myself in bad financial situations so there might be some more of these coming your way! If that’s okay 🥹
☀️ hey y’all, my therapist cracked a breakthrough wide open this past month and I’ve been trying to listen to my body and be patient with myself. Here’s the last time I felt that peace that I’m lacking right now. ☀️ I’ll see you soon 💕
🎆 happy new year!!! 🎈
🌲 here’s some sap 🌲
2021-2022 was the most traumatic and horrible time of my life, however I’ve taken enormous steps in my healing journey and I’m really proud of how far I’ve come. I know when I first started this account I was active and felt beautiful and positive and I inspired a ton of my friends and peers to love themselves, but last year someone took that power away from me. Instead of fighting for it back, I’ve decided to build something even deeper and more powerful within myself that NO ONE could ever take because it’s my soul and my truth this time. I think whatever version of myself that that piece of shit human took from me needed to die off anyway, and I’m finding comfort in not having those pieces of myself. What’s difficult about it though, is that I feel who I used to be was just sexual all the time because I liked the way getting sexual attention specifically felt then. Now it’s hard for me to even accept it from my partner at times, but intimacy exists in other places. Yes, we love looking at my ass and watching me bang myself (I love it too!) but my focus out side of this platform has changed, and it has definitely effected how I express myself on here. I want to find that love for sharing myself again, and I’m determined to.
If you made it this far, thank you 💜 I love you, and I appreciate you.
🫠 I turned myself on this morning while listening to the rain… and then this happened 🙈
💜I love these slow mornings where you just take time for yourself and really focus on your body and the pleasure. i hope you enjoy this journey from my morning! 💜
🤩Also ! Look at that cute lil foot! Message me if you’d like to see more of that; I didn’t realize how cute and tiny my little feeties are!! 😍
✨ I don’t know about you, but this is how I like to spend my rainy days! 🌧
A sweet lil bowl pack, a hot cup of coffee, and ✨*spanking myself because sometimes rain and pot and coffee make me horny*✨
💕What does your rainy morning look like? Message me 😊
