short recap of the last 2 weeks.
i got to celebrate @mistressmegara birthday.
i went bouldering for the first time (going for the second tine today).
started the 3rd week of my bulk (bulking till end of the year, then cutting in spring) and my booty & legs are growing like crazy with all the food & workouts :O
since i let you wait for so long, i am sending out 2 ppv sets right now.
on popular demand, a second leather leggins set, added some cute accessories and my corset to make it even better ππ and the promised feet/fluffy slippers set. (honestly you will love that one even if ure not into feetπ) if you dont have a dm within the next hour, feel free to dm me to sen du the set again <3
hi friends, short checkin, i didnt have time to edit the pictures yet. i am driving to graz today to celebrate stefies 30th birthday, i will probably be able to send the new set out mid of the week. thanks for being patient with me!
if everything goes as planned i will finally have time to shoot 1-2 new sets this friday.
one will be a feet themed one and the second one i am not sure yet.
some of you were so kind to buy me stuff from my wishlist, thank you for that πβ€οΈ i have so many things to choose from. i got some nice leather harnesses, a spiderman morphsuit, many of you asked for a second leather leggins set AND i also got more cute skirts and socks. PLS HELP ME CHOOSE here a little treat for you till then
GOOD MORNING FRIENDS!
i woke up with 19 unread messages (old and new) popping up here, seems like the support MIGHT have finally fixed my inbox issue. i will answer them all now, if you still got no answer from me till noon - pls ping me in a comment.
here a pic from yday, had a hard day and treated myself with a bath to relax.
next week its time to treat my feet again and create a new set. i was thinking about those fluffy slippers in combination with black toenails? what do you think? or would you prefer another nail color?
Good morning friends <3
i caught up with my messages again, still SO MANY are not showing up in. my inbox, does anyone of you know why that could happen? (i tried to sort them in many ways but it doesnt change) i can find some of your dms only if i click on ur name and message you directly. :(
i went through all comments and messaged everyone i could find back.
if you still wait on an answer to a dm from me, please leave a comment under this and i will answer you! so sorry for this but i have no idea how to fix this :(
OH HI THERE NEW PEOPLE :O
i saw we got many new subscribers here! welcome everyone and thanks for joining my safe space <3 if any one of you want to get some of the PPVs i send out before you joined, just send me a dm ^^
hi friends <3,
i just caught up and answered all my open messages. incase i didnt answer you yet, please ping me again!
sadly the message system on here is really bad and it happens again and again that i dont see certain messages. so feel free to poke me here and there :)
gonna do my first mini cosplay shoot this month. i really wanted to do a female sukuna, hope you want to see it?
this or next week i will shoot the leather leggins PPVs i promised you π
hey everyone,
sorry i was in london the last days, spend some time with my friends!
we visited harry potter studios, got a friendship tattoo and had a lot of good food.
I will be back tomorrow with new content for you guys <3
i ordered some stuff for some school girl inspired pictures i hope you like the idea π I was also thinking about putting some stuff on my wishlist, would that be something you want me to do?
Good morning friends.
As u probably know if you follow me on other socials, i am currently really sick, i am in bed with a fever for the last 3 days π so all i currently do is drink tea and play genshin impact on my couch xD
Also Jinx bit me almost a week ago while i broke up a fight between mira and her so my hand looks like this atm :(
I wanted to thank you for all of the suggestens for this months sets in my dm! You had some great ideas!
One of the Ideas i liked the most is try on hauls with clothes (gym stuff, bikinis, dresses etc).
So i thought about letting you decide which clothes i get for those? Do you want me to post you some ideas and let you vote which ones i should buy and try? I think it could also be a cool idea, that you send me links from amazon or brands that you like!
let me know what you think!
next week i will create the new sets for september, feel free to let me know if you have any special wishes! can comment or dm me <3
sorry that i am not really active, i am currently alone at home with 2 dogs and its more stressful than expected. on top of that some IRL friends of mine are struggling a lot which i try to help as much as i can, so i prioritise that. will be back to being more active asap! <3
so finally here is my Gym update. i thought it would be fun to sum up how everything started and what i am doing now & what my plans are for the future.
Everything started pretty much a year ago, when i was on holidays in crotia with my friend Laura (i only have one picture of myself during this time cause i felt so unconfortable taking any. i am the one with the donut). all of my friends there were somewhat fit and i felt really bad about having one of my all time highest weight. My friend Laura is now btw my personal trainer.
In this holiday i decided i needed to change. but not like i always did, with changing with a 180, going from eating too much to eating barely anything and working out like a maniac while having no actual idea what i am doing.
I promised myself to do baby steps. get new habits and start one step at a time. My first goal was to close my "move ring" (350kcal a day) EVERY DAY, which is an easy task since i have now 2 dogs to walk anyway. I started taking Mira for bigger walks. Once it felt normal to take her on 2x 45min walks a day, i decided to not diet but when i have a choice of food to make the "healthier one". eat rice and chicken instead of a burger in a restaurant, or a sorbet instead of a piece of cake.
I did this till end of the year and i already felt better about myself, but the results werenβt great. I was happy tho since what i was trying here was to build a new lifestyle.
In January 2022, i decided it was time to add in some more movement.
Together with a IRL friend we started doing HIT workouts 2-3 times a week.
Sadly that kinda stopped within 2 months, since we both lost the motivation.
In March Laura and a group of girls from my community came up with the idea to start working out together every monday together via discord. we called us "never skip a monday".
This was what changed everything for me. Laura made us all a plan of how much we should be eating, and taught us about how important it is to eat enough protein. not only to build muscle but also to dont be hungry all the time. this was probably the biggest thing for me.
Beside of her changing my whole relationship with food, she also made us all a plan to work out too 2 days a week alone if we wanted to.
I got fully hooked and started learning all the basics of traditional weightlifting from and with her.
she also always implemented 15-20 of mobility/stretching before every workout which is so important and i only just now start to realise how how thankful i can be to have her as my senpai.
lastly laura introduced me to crossfit almost 2 months ago and i finally found a type of sport that i find challenging, useful and fun. I also started to workoiut 4x a day now and i start to add some running in my routine. The workouts are more intense but shorter, i feel sore muscles in places i never thought i had and i learn how to push myself further than i ever had before in my life.
in the times i workout, i am free of anxiety, overthinking and worrying about what deadlines i have. I have this 1h+ in my days that i am just in the present, and the only thing i worry about is if i will be able to finish this next set.
Now not only my body & Lifestyle has changed in this last 12 month, but also my mental health has never been as good as in this very moment.
I wanted to thank you all for following my journey, supporting me through thicc and thin. through my bad mental health days and me being hyper fixated on the sport. i know i dont stop talking about it, but this makes me so happy.
even if most of you wont lift in the gym, thanks for always lifting my mood. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE <3
hey friends,
Short poppin in here that i just got my house back for our selfes :D we hat Nathans parents staying here for a week so i was a bit inactive. will be more active again. i think tomorrow i will update you a bit about what i have been changing up in the gym!
Most of you probably saw ydays booty pump after the 160 squats xD but i thought id let the picture here for you too. also i bought those new single non slip socks for working out, not really sexy but super practical! incase anyone of you wants to see more of those socks send me a dm :D