Also, I dyed my hair back to blonde. Pink was nice but the m..
Also, I dyed my hair back to blonde. Pink was nice but the maintenance wasn’t so much.
2025-06-16 18:38:08 +0000 UTC View Post
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Stretch marks, scars, loose skin - I have them all and it to..
Stretch marks, scars, loose skin - I have them all and it took me so long to accept that these are normal things, and all a part of the life I’ve lived. One scar is from gallbladder surgery, another is from when rib was taken to help the structure of my once broken nose, stretch marks from weight gain, loose skin from rapid weight loss. Body positivity to me is being kind to your body, loving it for its capabilities, resilience, and strength. I don’t have to love my scars, but I do respect them, and their ability to heal over time.
2025-06-16 18:36:31 +0000 UTC View PostHello from my new couch. Yes, I had to buy a brand new frigg..
Hello from my new couch. Yes, I had to buy a brand new friggin couch for my place. Worth it.
2025-06-12 15:08:56 +0000 UTC View PostJust hangin’ out in my new tub, hell yeah.
Just hangin’ out in my new tub, hell yeah.
2025-06-08 17:41:28 +0000 UTC View PostMOVE IS SUCCESSFUL. I HAVE RETURNED WITH MANY COOL MIRRORS! ..
MOVE IS SUCCESSFUL. I HAVE RETURNED WITH MANY COOL MIRRORS! My place has mirrors everywhere which is tough for my BDD, but also a great exposure, and a nice way to take sexy, artsy shots. Thank you for your patience as I figured out my new setup.
2025-06-08 00:43:00 +0000 UTC View PostAnother edition of Roses from the bedroom is here, now with ..
Another edition of Roses from the bedroom is here, now with a clean face and a fresh underboob.
2025-05-31 08:13:31 +0000 UTC View PostLittle bath time tease, followed by my unhinged nighttime lo..
Little bath time tease, followed by my unhinged nighttime look.
2025-05-23 20:24:35 +0000 UTC View PostTwo sexy shots and one shot of my face I don’t like but want..
Two sexy shots and one shot of my face I don’t like but wanted to post anyway, because it’s the only way my BDD will “get used” to seeing my face. Which I know sounds absurd, but BDD be like that. Totally warps your brain, and thus perception.
What kind of tattoo should I get on my thigh/butt area? Sound off.
I realize my hair is a disaster right now but I make no apol..
I realize my hair is a disaster right now but I make no apologies for it.
2025-05-14 03:22:43 +0000 UTC View PostListen, I don’t know why my mirror is always dirty. I wash m..
Listen, I don’t know why my mirror is always dirty. I wash my face so gently… I think…
2025-05-11 16:23:07 +0000 UTC View PostA varying set of photos! Some wholesome, some teasy, some se..
A varying set of photos! Some wholesome, some teasy, some sexy. At least one of me in a strangely unflattering dress. Serves me right, a goth trying to where WHITE? What was I thinking?
In a more serious update: In a weird turn of events, my landlord has lost his mind. He informed the entire building that “Because everyone hates me everyone can fucking get out” - a totally unhinged message giving everyone 3 months to leave. I have no idea what the hell he is thinking, but this is really upsetting for me, as I had no plans to move. Due to this, I might charge just a little bit more monthly on this page. And by a little bit I mean like… 50-75 cents more. I haven’t raised it yet and haven’t wanted to in just under two years, but I am considering now. I hope so much that you all can understand, and spare the extra 75 cents. I won’t change any of the bundles, though!
In return, I will definitely be adding more videos to the roster.
In the meantime, please enjoy my boobs.
-Roses
This is a little weight loss post. Mostly because I have bee..
This is a little weight loss post. Mostly because I have been working out with this new weird pilates machine I bought. It made a bigger difference than I thought. I ate PIZZA while using this thing and it still made my core all super strong. Noice. First pics before, second pics after. Last pic is just a tease and is not related.
Though my abs are hella strong, I still cannot do a single push up. 🤷♀️
A set of non make up photos. I don’t look terribly different..
A set of non make up photos. I don’t look terribly different without it because I don’t wear much, but it’s still a sore spot for me because I have darkness under my eyes (thanks mom!); caused by genes, there’s not much I can do other than cover them with concealer, or embrace them.
2025-04-26 04:29:47 +0000 UTC View PostIt was my birthday on the 15th. I was in Mexico City, gracin..
It was my birthday on the 15th. I was in Mexico City, gracing everyone with this LBD.
This is 40.
Hello from Mexico City! I may be on vacation but I still hav..
Hello from Mexico City! I may be on vacation but I still have time for some bed pics.
2025-04-14 04:30:56 +0000 UTC View PostHi all! I am so sorry for the delay - though my birthday is ..
Hi all! I am so sorry for the delay - though my birthday is not until the 15, my friends had thrown me birthay party this weekend, so I was pretty exhausted. That being said, to make up for the wait here is a array of photos that range from sexy Roses, laid back Roses, to absolute grungefest Roses. I will also get a Roses from the Bedroom video up soon. Also, the bath water is a result of my new pink hair. Just imagine I am bathing in a magical pool.
Also, hair thoughts: Not sure on this pink, I am missing the blonde. But I am going to let it fade a bit and see what I think.
I would never consider doing this had I not made so much pro..
I would never consider doing this had I not made so much progress, but I took this in horrible lighting in a doctor’s office, no make up. I hated hours I looked at the time I took it, but now I’m glad I did because the more I look, the more comfortable I am with my face. This is also before I dyed my hair pink so it’s looking a bit wild here.
2025-04-01 06:35:02 +0000 UTC View Post… I’m sorry about the last pic. But here’s my new hair! PINK..
… I’m sorry about the last pic. But here’s my new hair! PINK
2025-03-30 00:39:51 +0000 UTC View Post
Getting my pinup look on. Did I nail it? Third pic is my fav..
Getting my pinup look on. Did I nail it? Third pic is my favorite.
2025-03-24 05:41:53 +0000 UTC View Post
Let’s talk candidly.Even though it’s called BODY Dysmorphic ..
Let’s talk candidly.
Even though it’s called BODY Dysmorphic Disorder, it mostly affects how I perceive my face. Even though I had an ED for a very long time and struggled to love my body, I made progress with it over time. My face, however? It’s a deep abyss of ugliness to me; unsightly, old, sagging, and sad. I especially don’t like photos taken in natural sunlight, which is uncommon for MOST people; many like natural sunlight for it’s flattering nature, but I feel the most vulnerable with the sun on my face. Maybe it’s because I am a vampire, or some kind of gremlin. Regardless, despite not liking it, the first pic posted is by the window, candidly, while I was out and about. The rest are of my new (weird) hair, and the last is spicy like butter chicken. Enjoy. <3
There’s something sexy about this photo that I really like. ..
There’s something sexy about this photo that I really like. More photos tomorrow.
2025-03-14 06:11:21 +0000 UTC View PostHey everyone! At the end of the month, I would like to make ..
Hey everyone! At the end of the month, I would like to make a donation to RAINN: https://rainn.org/ Any tips will go towards RAINN.
I’ll also have a new “Roses from the Bedroom” video tomorrow. Stay tuned.
I’ve been doing Pilates. That is all.
I’ve been doing Pilates.
That is all.
My lip is swollen from a teeny tiny cut that got irritated. ..
My lip is swollen from a teeny tiny cut that got irritated. But I still look cute. Who doesn’t love a full lip, right?
2025-02-24 21:29:05 +0000 UTC View PostSmall photo dump. Some teasing, some not. ;) Sometimes I am ..
Small photo dump. Some teasing, some not. ;) Sometimes I am self conscious of my skin removal scar, and other times I feel like a sexy Frankenstein lady.
2025-02-19 02:43:18 +0000 UTC View PostSmall photo dump! I bought a new red lipstick. What do you t..
Small photo dump! I bought a new red lipstick. What do you think? 🫦
2025-02-14 00:24:17 +0000 UTC View Post