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**Clip description**: You try to stay away from me, but you know that's impossible. You're put on this earth to please me. Everything I want, I get. That's why you're going to buy this clip and listen to my melodic voice as I remind you of the type of man you are the types of things you will do for your Goddess and her friends. Simps like you are here to use and abuse, it's the closest you'll never get to a woman like me. Ready to be my best bitch?
**Straight Cuck Sucks Cock**
Most of you claim to be hetero, but I know deep down some of you really crave cock. Perhaps you crave it because you're in the closet, secretly gay. Secretly wishing you could live a life whoring your mouth out to other men. That's why you submit to a Domme like me, because you know she's going to make you do something you've been quietly craving but didn't have the strength to seek on your own accord. You're not *actually* gay if you sucked dick against your own accord, right? It feels so good to be able to live out your fantasies but still be able to escape the shame you associate with being your true self.
Or, perhaps you crave cock precisely because you have no desire for it. You're as straight as an arrow. You find other men's cocks off-putting not because you suffer from internalize homophobia, but rather because you're legitimately repulsed by the idea of pleasuring another man. And it's precisely because you're so repulsed by the idea of sucking cock that you want to be made to suck cock, because doing so proves how much control you've given up and how devoted you are to your goddess. It's the ultimate sacrifice - the ultimate indication that you've fully given up your mind and body to your goddess, holes and all.
Whichever category you fall into, your mouth is mine to own. Mine to use. And whether I'm pushing you through internalized homophobia or a legit repulsion toward cock, I'm pushing you through it. And I won't be happy with you until you complete the massive task ahead of you, because you're a representation of me and I won't take anything less than full submission and obedience.
**Questions About Your Tiny Cock**
The first time I encountered a micro-penis, ***Part II***
(Read ***Part I*** here https://onlyfans.com/286349721/lordmaria)
Anyways, the first time I saw Dustin's micro-penis, I was shocked. I wasn't prepared for this. It seemed anatomically impossible. But ever the optimist, I decided to try to fuck him anyways.
I let him lead the charge on this, as I had no fucking idea what to do with his little shrimp. After he ate my pussy (which he was pretty good at, btw) he climbed on top of me missionary style for the home run. After he positioned himself, he started to thrust his pelvis into mine, all while studying my face for a reaction. Normally, that first insertion of a cock into a pussy generates a look of elation across a woman's face. Her eyes close, skin flushes, and you'll hear her take either a deep breath in or a loud exhale. Not one to fake pleasure, my reaction in that moment was as bare as the expression I have every time my accountant goes on a tangent about the detailed history of British civil law and its influence on contractual negotiations among corporate entities in Canada. His expression, on the other hand, would indicate intense excitement and arousal. This was very confusing for me because normally if I'm fucking someone we are somewhat aligned in our external expressions of arousal. And as he begins to pump his hips rhythmically, he became even seemingly even *more* aroused.
Now I'm *really* perplexed, given I feel literally nothing and he's looking like he's 10 pumps away from cumming. The disparity in our physical experience was a too jarring for me to ignore. I needed to do it - I needed to seek clarification about what exactly was happening. I needed answers because I really couldn't pull a fake an erotic response out of a scenario where it feels like nothing is happening. I needed info, something to work with. So, I asked him the question, the one I've come to learn is the most dreaded question of small-dicked men:
*Is it in yet?*
Humping paused - expression deflated. Energy shift. A massive turn of events for him. It becomes clear to me that he's used to women going along with this and faking pleasure for him, because there was really no level of anticipation for my question. On some subconscious level I'm sure he knew this question would come from a woman at some point - as a man in his early 20s, there is no way he has gone this far in life not realizing he is exceptionally unblessed. But he clearly didn't expect the question in that moment, and I could tell I caught him off guard.
He found a quick pivot, saying something along the lines of "no, I can't get it in because your pussy is so tight". Sort of a clever response - distract from your shortcomings (pun intended) by falling back on flattering the other person. Because of this angle, and the longer rapport he had with me as being a respectful and hospitable human, I let him save face. I agreed that my pussy was just too tight for sex to happen that night, and I saw myself out.
From here I learned that not only did it seem anatomically impossible to have a cock that tiny, but also that it was anatomically impossible to have sex with it. From that night forward, I was unequivocally sexually disinterested in him. The weeks of accumulating sexual tension dissipated the moment I realized he would serve no sexual purpose for me. I continued to take his calls, return his texts, go to the beach with him, party late night at his home, but he was irreversibly in the friend zone. And he knew it without me needing to tell him, and he accepted it without pushing for anything more.
Now, at that point in my life, I generally held the no-kiss-and-tell rule. That is, I shared no information about my sexual escapades or the people involved in them. Of course, that's with the exceptions of my two best friends, with whom I shared all the details about what happened between Dustin and I. I needed an outlet to share, and people to laugh with. And let me tell you, we *laughed* and created a whole series of inside jokes from the experience that we continue to this day. He has an unforgettable cock, just not in the way most men would want. But aside from the close confines of my tight friendship circle, my experience with Dustin did not spread further, an embarrassing scenario I kept to myself out of respect for him.
However, it turns out Dustin did not feel like holding the same regard for me. Within a matter of days, I began receiving indication that he told *a lot* of people we slept together. Normally, I probably wouldn't care. Even during those earlier formative years when the gender double standard around sexuality ways heavier than in adulthood, the slut label did not bother me. I've always been a sexual person and have always been comfortable with my sexual decision-making.
But context is important here. First, it became clear to me that he was telling people we fucked as a means to elevate his own status among his male peers... that fucking me was a conquest all the boys were rooting for, and he achieved it. Gross. Second, it also became apparent to me that he was telling people to make The Ex-Girlfriend jealous. (Remember what I said about being skeptical of labelling women as "crazy", and that was should always consider the possibility that men may have some accountability in contributing to women's overt emotional responses? This is what I'm talking about). This man (if you even want to call him that) was leveraging my sexual encounter with him to hurt his ex. He poked the bear, and it worked, touching off *months* of her trying to slander my name (and of course, not his).
So herein lies the issue. The issue became one of power. Him and I had a sexual experience (sort of). By all objective means it was an unsuccessful experience, one that left me extremely sexually unsatisfied and him embarrassed. Out of principle, I kept the story to myself (mostly) and let him save face. And out of ego, he reconfigured the story to make himself look good and make his ex angry, all while knowing that it would have negative repercussions for me. As a small-dicked man, he had no claim to any sort of status, especially status derived from getting close to a woman like me.
My options were to a) ride the wave and let the story die on its own, or b) recalibrate public opinion by giving my own version of events. Never being one to let a man control a narrative that involves my own experiences, I opted for the second option. The best part is I knew I wouldn't have to invest much energy actively undoing the damage he had caused. Because he told so many people and the story reached wildfire proportions (as is typical among younger age groups), I already had people coming to me to verify the rumours with a great degree of regularity. That is, I didn't need to actively campaign for myself to readjust the narrative, the people were coming to me for answers. And they always came with the same simple inquiry: "Sooo, I heard a rumour about you and Dustin, is it true that you guys fucked??"
To which I always gave the equally simple response, "does it count if I couldn't feel it?".
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Now, enjoy this clip of me asking questions I *really* would have loved to ask Dustin in that moment, should I have been a less kind human being.
**Clip title: Two Cocks, One Cuck**
Imagine being a grown, straight man and having to accept a thick cock into both your ass and face?
On the one end of this, anal penetration doesn't sound so bad, does it? Most men secretly desire anal play because they know it's a pleasure centre up there. All the more enticing when the penetration is being done by a beautiful woman with a nice strap-on. Of course, if you're new to pegging (like my sub is), the experience is going to be far more intense than pleasurable. Not only is the novelty of the sensation of having something thick up your ass overwhelming, but your ass is tight. There isn't a lot of room in there. The line between feeling stimulated and overly stuffed is a very fine one that I, the person fucking your ass, does not really care about. I want you to feel full. I want you to feel like you may not be able to take it. I want this to be a powerful experience of giving up all control and submitting, not a sensual pleasurable one that I would've given you if you were a romantic partner.
Now, imagine I'm stuffing your tight ass, taking it deep and rhythmic. You're already overwhelmed by the experience and trying your best to keep your mind straight. You try to remind yourself that you're doing this for me, that you're taking every inch of my dildo to prove yourself. I'm pushing you to your limit, but you want to be a good boy. That's why you're here.
And then you feel another body close to your face. You get a tap on your shoulder so you raise your head. You see a thick veiny cock right beside your face. You're not gay. You don't like cock. You have no interest in other men's cocks from a distance, and certainly a big cock right close to your mouth. You knew this would probably happen as you know what Goddess is into, but being able to anticipate it doesn't make it less jarring. And this cock belongs to Goddess's bull, so you know you need to suppress every urge you have to get away. You wouldn't want to insult her like that. You're a representation of her, which means she's carefully surveilling all of your actions and responses to ensure you're truly her bitch.
So, you're getting pounded from behind by her with little ability to move or adjust your position. And now that she has you in this vulnerable position, you have her bull's big cock in your face. You have no control over the situation. What is he going to do with that cock? Is he going to dick slap you? Make you suck it?
It's all so paradoxical, because this scenario is a thing of nightmares but it's also exactly where you need to be.
Do you think you could handle being my cuckold?
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**Clip description**: I told My vacation slave that I was releasing it from its chastity cage so it could have an orgasm. You know what they say; if something is too good to be true, it probably is. The moment I unlocked the sissy slave, I kicked and busted its pathetic cock and balls. Total destruction. I think next time I offer to let it have an orgasm release, it'll be less excited.
**Laughing at Your Tiny Cock**
Let me tell you a story about the first time I encountered a micro-penis.
***Part I***
Once summer in senior high, I had a crush on this guy named Dustin who I found charming, funny, and interesting. Being in college, he was a few years older than me, my ideal demographic. During the days we'd bomb around town in his brand new Jeep Wrangler (the one with the open roof - very cool car in the eyes of a girl my age) and explore hidden beaches. At night, we'd go to strip clubs and night clubs with our mutual friends - the boys would have to sneak us girls in since we weren't yet of age. Sometimes, the bouncers would find us and kick us out, but we'd always slip back in on the same night. After the clubs we'd hang out at Dustin's place, a whole ass brand new 3-storey house his dad gifted him for being Favourite Son. We'd continue the debauchery there *way* past sunrise, listening to hip hop and playing Curb Your Enthusiasm on repeat in the background.
I liked Dustin not only because he was the cool older guy with a fun car who could get me into clubs and had a nice house that could host our degeneracy every weekend, but also because he treated us girls differently than his friends did. Obviously, he liked our attention and his end goal was to get laid. But unlike his scummy best friends who were always searching for opportunities to get one of us isolated into a bedroom, his primary focus of the night was to be a good host and curate a good time. It seemed as though getting laid was a happy byproduct of being a great host and trustworthy guy, not the singular goal. Because of the respect he paid to us, Dustin was the favourite among us girls (and by extension, the most likely to get laid).
Besides his choice of friends, however, the primary problem with Dustin is that he had a crazy ex-girlfriend. I typically don't like calling other women crazy because the word is often used to invalidate women's emotions and experiences, all while subtly ignoring men's roles in the dynamic. But this girl was batshit crazy. An unattended personality disorder. And she lived next door. Literally. She'd make random appearances at 5am just to come over and sneer at the girls and yell at Dustin for absolutely nothing. It got so bad that we had to park on a distant street and sneak into his place from the back so she couldn't see he was hosting.
Anyways, all to say, the chemistry between Dustin and I was building over the summer, but Crazy Ex-Girlfriend was an inhibiting force in the back of my mind. I didn't want my summer of Jeeps, beaches, boys, friends, boating, strip clubs, Larry David, and sunrises to be punctuated by her energy more than it was during her uninvited late night appearances.
But the pussy wants what the pussy wants. I had been thinking of fucking him for a long time, and without a shadow of the doubt he'd been thinking the same. You can't stop nature from naturing. So, one idle Thursday night after he took me for dinner and drinks we went back to his place (...parked his car far away and snuck into the back of the house lol). Within seconds of entering the privacy of his home we started making out and taking each others' clothes off. An entire summer of sexual energy and build-up was finally coming to fruition.
Everything was playing out perfectly until I unzipped his pants and reached my hand into his underwear.
😶
😶
😶
😯
*Wait, where the fuck is his cock?*
*Am I blind?*
*Did I forget where the cock is?*
*Omg.. it's not there... he doesn't have one?!*
*Wait, I can feel his balls, so if I just move my hand up a little bit...*
🤭🤭🤭🤭
*WTFFFFFFFF*
😂😂😂😂
*NOOOOOOOOoooooooooo*
**IT'S A MICRO-PENIS**
😩😩😩😩😩
I had only heard of micro-penises in rumours and tall tales - I assumed them to be rare. I never thought one would happen to me. But here I am, with a guy I've wanted to fuck for *weeks*, in my hands (literally). God bless my soul for having mastered the art of lying because that was the only reason I was able to maintain a poker face and not bust out laughing. I wish I could explain what it felt like in my hands, but to this day, I have no words.
Where to go from here? I'm in a state of shock and I'm already doing everything in my power to stifle my laughter. How the fuck am I supposed to fuck him if I'm not even sure I know how one of these things work?
But you know when you want something so badly, you start making justifications for it even when there's ample evidence right in front of you that it's a bad idea?
That was my horny self in that moment.
Enter: rationalization.
*Well, is it really that bad?*
*Does a cock need to be big for sex to be good?*
*Surely, sex is also about so many other things like chemistry, foreplay, etc. Maybe he has learned to compensate in other ways?*
*Besides, Maria, how can you judge something you've never tried?*
So, I tried it...
But that's another story for another day (March 22, 2022, to be more precise).
In the meantime, enjoy this clip of me giving my most authentic reaction to the dreaded micropenis.
Clip title: **Cuckold Shock Therapy, Part II**
You know what I've realized over the years of being a real-time Domme? Men are such little bitches. It's wild how we view men as mentally robust with high pain tolerance, when in actuality most of you can't withstand subtle forms of pain without being dramatic about it. There are exceptions to this, of course, as many experienced subs have crossed my path and have learned how to mentally prepare themselves for corporal punishment. I find these subs quite impressive in terms of how they've learned to manage the sensation of pain and channel it into devotion. But on the whole, most of you turn into turbo dramatic little worms who have clearly never had to experience any sort of real physical distress.
Hence why I secretly love punishing new subs. It's so much fun to see you squirm at even the lighter forms of corporal punishment. When I see you roll around the ground when I'm using a shock device at one of the lowest settings, I feel like I glow from the inside out because it means I have so many shock levels to use. Compared to a sub who can endure the higher levels of shock without wincing, the potential ahead for a bitch ass sub is immense. It means we are going to be here for a while, that pain training is a fun project ahead of us.
But it also means that something as simple as light pain will have immense effects. Imagine, for example, you have two dogs: one with a pain threshold so high it is seemingly unresponsive to a shock collar, another with a low pain threshold that reacts to even the lowest levels of shock. Which dog is going to be more malleable to your training? Which one is going to be quicker to respond to your instructions? The latter, of course, because it has a greater fear of the impending shock. So, while I do appreciate a sub that has been through enough pain training to learn how to endure it, I also love the potential that a weak little bitch sub brings to the table.
**Restarting online sessions!**
New to sessions? Experienced? Here's all info you'll need:
**What I offer**: Skype, text, pics/video messaging, and voice note sessions, covering most kinks (feet, tease and denial, edging, corporal, findom, cuckolding, anal play, humiliation, CEI, etc...).
**What I don't offer**: Anything involving full nudity or face. Also note that OnlyFans and similar sites are platforms for content & online interaction. If you want to connect with your favourite creators for real-time interaction, you need to contact them another way (like e-mail). *If you message me on OnlyFans about real-time interaction, I will not respond.*
**When I session**: In some cases I can session right away if we are both online. In other cases, it will be necessary to book a bit into the future. It all depends on availability (with the exception of findom drains which are typically instantaneous).
**THE BOOKING PROCESS**
***1. Send a $50 initial tribute/tip.***
*NOTE: I put the initial tribute toward the cost of the session¹*
**Common question**: Why do Dommes require an initial tribute before even allowing subs to discuss sessions?
**Answer**: We get *drowned* in session requests from subs, the majority of whom are primarily window shopping, tire kicking, can't actually afford sessions, and/or are simply bored, horny, and seeking attention. Sending an initial tribute indicates that you're serious and ready to book, and that you can afford it.
Of course, many subs want to know our rates before sending any money. Some Dommes have clear-cut session rates, which are often already posted. However, for many Dommes (myself included), the session rate is dependent on a handful of factors which necessitates back-and-forth discussion. Given the volume of subs inquiring about sessions, it's a poor business decision to spend time engaging in these discussions without financial assurances on the front-end.
If you're unsure as to whether you can afford an online session with a Domme, you probably can't. If you can likely afford a session, but can't fathom parting with any money without first discussing rates, then you're also not a good candidate for domination/servitude as this demonstrates you care more about a minimal amount of money than our time and energy.
*TL;DR .. No initial tribute? No discussion of a session. No exceptions.*
***2. After you send the initial tribute, tell me the following:***
- What type of session you want (text, pics/vids, voice note, Skype... or any combination of these).
- Your top 5 kinks
- Hard limits, or any important information I must know about you (e.g. limited privacy at home, mobility issues, etc)
- Your general availability for days and times (based on Eastern Standard Time)
***3. From the information you've provided, I'll give you***
- The session rate
- The session time.
At this point, you are also welcome to ask me questions about the session, or we can make adjustments to the session details as we see fit.
¹The initial tribute will only go toward the session cost for subs who demonstrate basic respect and simplicity in booking. Unless you are annoying, disrespectful, and difficult, this will be a non-issue for you.
**Tight White Yoga Shorts: Try Not to Cum!**
Admit it: You're a sucker for a woman in yoga wear. It's wild how I can spend thousands of a sub's hard-earned money on luxury lingerie, but a pair of tiny yoga shorts or pants can melt a man's mind all the same. Since Lululemon overhauled the fitness clothing industry and made yoga wear the norm, men's brains have not been the same. A blessing and a curse for you. Every direction you turn, there's a beautiful woman wearing tight, form-fitting yoga clothes that outlines every one of her curves. How do you function? How do you stay focused when women pass you every day, wearing quite possibly the sexiest piece of clothing ever made in modern history?
The obvious response is that you don't function, you can't focus. We rob your brain of all its cognitive capacity without even trying. And mark my words, women know this. And that's why I love making subs buy me new yoga sets - it's one of the greatest tools available to me to get everything I want from men.
So go ahead and send gift cards to Lululemon and Alo Yoga. Maybe I'll make more yoga content to keep pushing you further down the rabbit hole of submission and keep you exactly where I want you.
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*Clip description*
I'm a skilled multitasker, which is why I will never miss an opportunity to humiliate two betas at one time. It's often the case that I'm training a house slave while doing online training sessions with subs. That's exactly what's happening in this clip, where I have My real-time sub on his knees worshipping My feet while I degrade a sissy on Skype. So much pathetic beta male energy in this clip!
**Cuckold Shock Therapy, Part I**
I'm on vacation this week, so you're going to have to enjoy this post without my usual musings.
What you should know, however, is that I bought this specific shock collar precisely because the reviews said the shocks were too extreme to be considered humane 😏
**Clip title: Your New Religion**
It should be of no surprise that many of my subs are highly religious, as many of you already understand the concept of devotion and giving your life to a higher power. By extension, it's of no surprise that highly religious subs are drawn to me because you know serving me gives you a sense of purpose that can't be achieved by participating in the material world.
I thereby love when a new religious sub lands in my lap because I know he knows how to revere a god and act accordingly. Most of my religious subs are either Christian, Muslim, or Jewish. This creates a very interesting scenario for me, as Abrahamic religions are inherently monotheistic, which is to say they only believe in and allow constituents to worship one god. This is in sharp contrast to virtually every other world religion which are polytheistic and thereby allow belief in and worship of in many gods.
Now, you can see this is a problem for my Christian/Muslim/Jewish subs who have spent their lives devoting themselves to a single god, as they are now they are confronted with two godly entities they wish to serve. And the problem of worshiping multiple gods at once is not a small one; within Abrahamic religions, it's not just frowned upon to serve another god but is actually blasphemous. That is, you're committing a sin to acknowledge and serve any entity besides God.
And it's also a problem because I *love* the sinning, which means I'm going to be an active participant in luring subs away from their gods when they feel the temptation. And I like to consider my own religion as monotheistic. Subs aren't allowed to serve me and their original god simultaneously - they must pick. And I can assure you I am a tough contender, because I not only have the competitive edge to see it through but also the tools and skillsets to warp minds and make men submit. All the more dangerous given I am well-versed in theology and the psychology of religiosity, which means I have the language to make you tick and come to the dark side.
So, for those of you who are atheist/agnostic/polytheistic, thank your lucky stars that your religious orientation protects you from a certain type of vulnerability. For those among you who are monotheistic, pray that you should never find yourself dipping your toes into my pool.
