Remember when I made the cloned version of his dick? It was a super fun project to make, but unfortunately, the clone-a-willy kits have some issues. It was a little bit short and the silicone provided was too hard for my liking. Still, a lot of fun, especially when I made him suck on it 🤭 But ever since I made it I was planning on making a second version. I had all the materials at home for a while now, but I finally had time to make a new casting. I was hoping to make a video out of it, but it's going to have to wait for version 3, as it was rather time-sensitive and a little bit stressful, even without trying to capture it on video 😅 If you are interested in the process, I'll write it briefly at the end. Though I am already having improvement ideas, so maybe the recast won't take so long.
Just a short note about the process, because it's somewhat relevant to the story. I made a contraption (custom sized vacuum pump) and I made the casting while he was max pumped. So yeah, it's his penis, but it's at it's biggest and hardest. I can immediately recognize it as his dick to the smallest vein, but it's a little enhanced in every direction. I loved the idea, that his own dick could cause him a bit of jealousy. 🤭 And not because it can do things he rarely can. But, because it's 120% erect all the time. It's him, only a little better and he will be reminded of that every time he looks at it. It's almost identical, but still a tiny bit out of reach, because without the pump he can get at best "almost" as erect. And once he pulls out of the pump, he loses a bit of the size immediately. So, the only way to touch it and make it real was to cast it while he was pumped. Isn't that wonderful mindfuck? 😈
You know me, that I am not a particularly huge fan of penetration. But every once in a while I like it for the spice. I specifically decided to cast the dildo in the softest silicone possible, so I could enjoy it for longer. I tried it before myself out of curiosity in a bathtub and while it's thick and filling, it's soft and squishy, so it doesn't hurt. I was confident enough to let him use it on me, even though, it's one of the bigger toys I currently own. Which I find rather ironic because the original is almost permanently locked in one and a half inch cage 🤭
What made it hot for me was the idea of what will go through his head when watching his own dick sliding in and out of my pussy. Something he can enjoy very rarely. His brain knew every minute detail of that dick. It has to feel a little bit like self cucking. In the next version, I plan on creating a suction cup, so I can mount it to a strap. And make the best "numb" cock ever. Identical to what's he used to, just completely void of any feeling 😈. I wonder if I could ever make him cum, by jerking it off and letting him watch 🤭Doubt it, but one can hope.
The only issue is the lack of skin. Real dicks have a much better "design", as the shaft is somewhat sliding inside itself to reduce friction. Though I don't like long (or frequent) penetration anyway, so it's fine. But I think I might give him a chance to prove he's better than his clone. But he'll have to compete with the perfect hardness. It's like him, but it's the best and biggest he can be, so that might be tough 🤭 Also the dildo won't ever have performance issues and won't accidentally cum into my unprotected pussy. But I wonder how it would compare. Maybe I can try his dick and then the dildo back to back. Or maybe I can use the dildo first, so he can then feel, or should I say not feel me, stretched out by himself 😈 Haha, I think I'll have fun with it. And I am sure some of you brilliant perverts will have another great idea 🤭
---------------------------- Now for the curious how I made it: I made a custom penis pump out of a clear acrylic tube with ~3.2inch (8cm) diameter. I got the pumping balloon, hose, and the tube, and connected it all with a 3d printed cap. So, basically, I just created a huge penis pump to avoid his curved dick touching the sides when erect.
I put his dick into the pump and filled it with alginate mixture (the same thing they are supplying with the clone-a-willy kits) till he was completely covered with room to grow. Then I simply pumped most of the air out, so he got completely erect and I kept him hard this way until the alginate cured around his hard penis. Then I released the pressure and gently pulled him out. From there it was mixing, degassing (silicone has to go through a vacuum chamber to get rid of bubbles), and pouring platitum-grade silicon into the impression his penis left in the alginate mold. For anyone into toy making, hardness was shore 00-10, very soft, and I found it to be the most comfortable dildo. Super squishy and fun.
The importance of teasing. Here is a part I think is crucial to make chastity fun for everyone — the teasing. Tease and denial has to be intentional, otherwise, it's just ignoring and that's boring and frustrating in a bad kind of way. I am not locking his dick in a cage, because I don't care about it. It's the exact opposite. I spend a lot of effort on it, to keep it fun and safe. If I was a different kind of girl, he would be cumming at least daily with the amount of attention I am giving him. But I am me 😈 and I want it to leak the frustration juice 🤭 I want him to know that I am willingly and very much intentionally keeping him locked and denied. I want to feel the passion! And we both crave the intensity.
So Imagine this. You are Luke and you have work today. It's a drag and even though you are caged it's the exact opposite of sexy. Well, I am enjoying my last summer break, I have a day off and a bunch of video and photo equipment. So, let's say I pulled out a tripod, took a nice series of pictures, and then sent to you every 40 or so minutes, would your day be more interesting (and possibly less productive )? 😈
He didn't do much, but it went a lot faster. I think he might start bringing a second pair of underwear to work, just in case I decide to do it again, so he doesn't sit in a wet spot all day 🤭
Well, you don't need to wait all day for the set. So enjoy 😈
So Luke's back and we got to spend a day together. So, just to scare him I've relocked him into the flat cage for a while 🤭But I was only messing with him. I quickly figured he was at the end of what he could take before losing it. Originally I had a different session in mind, but I'll keep that for another time when he's more ready to take some beating 😈
I've decided that this time, it's time to play nice with him. Maybe he could have taken another teasing session, maybe he couldn't. The thing is it's supposed to be fun and I don't want to slip into thinking I'll always have to push a record and top all previous things. If I am not sure about something it's better to be careful than reckless, especially as his keyholder. He's putting a lot of trust in me and I want that trust to be justified. I like to control him, sure, but I also want him to feel safe submitting to me. Long story short: he was really ready for some relief. 😄
Like I said, I originally planned something a bit different, so I've improvised a little bit. Luckily, to please somebody who's been locked for a while isn't all that difficult. (Especially if you are an owner of a pair of boobs 🤭) I've decided that a sensual handjob would be a nice way to end this denial streak. I got myself a bottle of oil and started to gently massage his dick. Even though he isn't a fast cummer I could have made him cum a lot faster. But I wanted him to enjoy it, so I wasn't in a hurry to anywhere. I was switching between a loose grip and a tighter one. I still wanted to reach at least a few edges before I'll make him cum.
Halfway through the session, I told him to untie my top. I would do it myself and flash him, but my hands were oily and I didn't want to ruin my top 😅Besides, this way it was like a Christmas present for him. One thing that I found kinda sweet and funny is how guys are truly hopeless with multitasking. Even though he loves my tits, he clearly can't focus on himself and my boobs at the same time. The guy's idea of multitasking is just switching fast between things you want to do 😄 Maybe that's the reason why it's better to keep him caged for a good oral. Nothing to distract him, one task only 🤭
As I am rewatching the session during the editing I love how spaced out he was. I don't blame him. I enjoy moments like these when I know he's been super horny for weeks and is hoping I'll have mercy and give him some relief. As I felt him becoming harder and harder, approaching the finish line, it struck me how it's all in my hands, literally, the amount of control I have over him through pleasure and frustration is thrilling.
Finally, I felt the eruption and hot cum pouring over my hand. I was honestly expecting him to drench me completely, but keeping somebody left in the tank for another time is more than fine by me. 😄
Decided to make the second part more explicit, because this is the memory Luke was leaving for his trip as well. I wanted to give him something to think about at night. He's going back soon and from the desperate messages I am getting I think it was a success. 🤭
We usually see each other pretty frequently, but in times like this, I always think how chastity is fantastic for long distance plays. I used to have a long distance boyfriend back in the day, but it fizzled out because we couldn't keep the excitement and tension( and for billions of other reasons, but that's not the point) Point is, that I think that for people who aren't living together, chastity can be a wonderful game. Or even a lifestyle. I know he won't ever get me out of his head and I won't ever feel neglected. The physical aspect of the cage is making sexting so much more real and tangible. I know he's just as desperate and horny for me as if I was right there. I love it. I don't have a friend to whom I can talk about it, but to any lady out there, I highly recommend giving it a try. Yes, it can be demanding as chastity subs can be quite needy, but damn it's a rewarding feeling knowing you are on somebody's mind 24/7 🤭
Without dragging the story to the point for too long, you'll quickly find out, that yes, I was a little bit selfish and I was the only one who came that day. I loved holding his dripping and frustrated dick as a handle while he was eating me out. It's indescribibly hot feeling his warm tongue all over my pussy while watching him leak precum, knowing well, that's the only thing that will leave his dick. All that pent-up cum, is going to stay where it is for a while longer. I wanted to edge him a bit more, but the closer I was to orgasm, the more I was forgetting about it. 🤭
I was considering if I should let him cum finally, as it's been a while I was teasing him without mercy the whole time, but since he had to leave for a while I wasn't feeling it. I know girls are often complaining about how guys are often thinking with their dicks, but I find that to be the best case 😄When he let his dick do the thinking it's about me. When he's horny, he's most attentive, nice and thoughtful. Could it be because he's hoping for more? Perhaps. But do I care? Good is good. So, the thing is, I didn't want to let him cum before going away. I want him obedient, desperate, and devoted to me. I enjoy it when it's his dick making all the important decisions for him, because I am the one controlling that thing, and so far it's been working great 🤭
Btw, if you aren't locked, please don't hesitate to leave as dirty a comment as you like about cumming at the sight of my pussy. Or even what you would like to do with it. Well, feel free to do it even if you are locked, though, your options might be rather limited, but you can always dream 😈 I will enjoy reading them and sharing them with Luke, or even sending him the comments in messages, so he knows how much "happiness" my spread cheeks and his denial spreads through the world.
Luke is going to be away for a few days, so I wanted to have a session to remember before he's back I've decided to split the video into two parts, so you'll have something to look forward to as well.
You might be thinking, what's that going to be? Did I finally let him cum, or is he going to be away all this time locked and horny? Well, you'll need to wait for the second part of this story to find that out. Though what I can say is, that he's certainly away locked. If we travel together, there might be a situation when the cage has to go off. Though there might be a better solution. Maybe I'll just use a full plastic cage. I just don't like the idea of him not wearing the cage. Even though I would be right there beside him and he wouldn't realistically be able to do anything about it. I just like this token of power 😈 Anyway, so yes, he’s away, caged as always. I reeeeeally hope it won’t cause him any inconvenience, but that’s for another day 🤭
Anyway, with him away my pussy might be missing some tender licking ... and not so tender sitting on somebody's face. So I wanted to get some while I can. Usually, I lift my weight a little bit, but sometimes I can't resist just sitting down. It's quite a feeling as his head burrows between my cheeks and then into the mattress. I can feel the imprint of his face, while all he can feel is my ass crushing him down. 🤭 The best thing is, how I can feel his tongue still not giving up, even if I push him a little further so he has to catch his breath after. And don't worry, we have a sign if it is too much. But so far he just loves being buried in my ass 🤭
Just look how swollen his dick is. I bet he would love to cum. It's so hot watching him strain, knowing it's completely up to me what's he going to get. If it's going to be a relief, or perhaps the exact opposite. The funny thing is that both can be rewarding or punishment depending on my mood and how I go about it. I was feeling nice, so I decided that he deserve a bit of extra care, for being such a good and obedient chastity slut for me. Seeing his dick crying for attention I lowered my head and gave him something in return. Just a few licks over his shaft and bit of a blowjob. I think my hot breath would almost be enough, so my tongue over his dick certainly blew his mind. Luckily it wasn't enough to blow his load as well, as it wasn't my intention 😈 Just a little kiss of appreciation 🤭
I hope you love it. We fooled around a bit after it and then set the camera for a different angle, which I think is just as hot, if not hotter😘
Seems like the cum I made him swallow two weeks ago wasn't enough to keep him sane for too long. I guess it might do something with the constant teasing I subject him to. 😇 Or that having one orgasm after being denied for weeks isn't going to bring long-lasting relief anyway. So I told him to stop by and see what we could do about it. And I have to admit I didn't had any intentions of doing anything to reduce it, or even unlock him, when I said that. But to be completely fair, if he somehow managed to cum, and it has happened before, I would let him have it. Though, if I were him, I would rather not show me that it's perfectly fine to cum by vibrating the cage, as then the cage might really become his new penis for good, so why bother with unlocking it. His only luck is, that I can't resist fidgeting with his meaty noodle, so I won't keep him locked up forever. But I can still make him doubt it occasionally 🤭
Saying he's been quite horny isn't anything new. As I think by now he's sort of used to having his brain swimming in a seminal fluid. How he can manage it is beyond me, as I can go maybe three days without an orgasm. All I know is that if I make him struggle a bit I won't be going even three days. I'll be too damn horny and he'll be too eager to please me 🤭I think things will work just fine long-term with us 😇 Anyway I planned to use a vibrator, to give his cage a little shake-up. I intentionally picked realistic looking vibrator, to give him a little reminder of what I am usually using for pleasure.
When you are under lock, you have no dick as far as I am concerned. I mean, you can't touch it, you can't feel it and it's visibly just not there apart of a little lump. And I can take even that away. Which is exactly what I did 🤭 If he can't cum by vibrating the cage, maybe I just needed to get the vibration a little closer. And can't think of a better way how to get closer 😈
Of course, that's a complete fabrication, but would you dare to question your keyholder wisdom? Yeah, that's what I thought 😈 🤭 I just thought he wasn't locked in the flat cage for a while and is getting too comfortable thinking I wouldn't lock him there. Truth is, if the cage wasn't so impractical he would spend a lot more time in there. I love how it makes his dick completely disappear. The cage is closer to his body than his balls are. It looks like I just snipped his dick off and put a metal bandaid in there 🤭 Which is quite hot. Just overfilled balls with no way to get any relief. It's not even a clit. It's just not there. Really ... not even the vibrator wasn't doing anything. It wasn't doing much before, but squishing him down to the flat cage apparently didn't help. Well, it was worth the try. 🤷♀️🤭
Too bad Luke hasn't been able to cum. I don't feel like changing him back to the "big" cage. It was too much work to swap him and I didn't feel like undoing it. So he's going to enjoy it for a while. How long? Not sure. But I send him home with it, so he can lie in bed in the evening, grabbing his horny balls thinking where he left his dick 🤭 And I wouldn't mind reminding him... funny how it's been his horny dick that led him to me in the first place, and now horny is usually the only thing he is.
Btw I hope every chaste guy is enjoying the summer as much as Luke is. He told me how just walking down the street turned into a teasing session. So I am doing my part of wearing skimpy clothes without any bra 🤭
I was in the mood for something wicked 🤭Something that might leave somebody beyond horny and somebody else pretty satisfied. What a conundrum. Anyway, I am pretty sure you know where it is going. So yes, I wanted to sit on his face and then tease him further, so he started the week dripping through the cage 🤭
First, I've decided to sit on his face to get me started. I love feeling his face between my cheeks and his tongue everywhere he can reach. I still remember the first time I tried it, it made me giggle, as it felt so funny to just sit on somebody. I still get that a little bit, but I've become a lot more comfortable with it, so I am more focused on myself. 😊
I sit more forward to play a little bit with his dick. He doesn't know when and if I'll let him cum, or maybe even fuck him. So I had an idea, that would for sure plant that idea in his mind, without me saying anything. I just oiled him up and went for edging. He couldn't see what I am doing, but he could feel that my pussy was pretty close. A few times I even let him slide through my lips. Like giving him a little kiss, but no more than that. 😈
I love to play with his dick, I feel like I can almost feel the eagerness and frustration he's feeling. It's like dangling food in front of him, but let him starve. And with us becoming closer, I don't think it's going to get any easier, because I don't intend to let him cum more frequently than I did before, but there might be a lot more teasing opportunities. 😈 Or shall I say I plan on creating them?
I felt almost cruel when I started masturbating so close to his denied dick. And it was super hot. Do you remember when I talked about how I find it erotic to remind him, that he's causing all of this to himself? I think it's the other side of the same coin. Sometimes I get an overwhelming feeling of "wow, you are really quite a bitch, look at him, he wants to cum so much, and you could easily let him, instead you sitting on him getting yourself off" and it just sends shivers down my spine. 🥵 It's a lot of words to write, but at the moment it's immediate, almost feels like I need to catch a breath. Of course, I do realize what I am doing and I am not ashamed of it in any way, but sometimes I get this sudden realization right in the middle of it and it just makes me moan. Like I know how fucked up it is, but it feels so good to make him go through it. I know he's frustrated out of his mind, but loves every second of it. I can't get enough of trying to imagine how it must make him feel and talking later to confirm how close I was 😊
Having his dick this close to me knowing there is exactly zero chance I would let him cum, as I made that decision half a day ago made me quickly quite aroused. I felt like I was using him almost like a piece of furniture, a living decoration, reduced to a toy. Just a dick and mouth for me to play with, unable to decide what's going to happen with either of them. 😈 I know there is a flurry of emotions going on inside him, but he can't act on them. I like controlling and restricting him in different ways. It's like an extended whole-body chastity. I know when I cage him, a lot is going on, but not much shows. Maybe a little bit, but it can't display the full frustration it's experiencing. When I sit on him and don't let him see too much of me, or just use his tongue and then sit on him and masturbate, to me, it has the same feeling. Sure, his dick can swell and wiggle a bit. But there is no thrusting, no big body movement, no fucking or cumming. I am even sitting on his hips, so those few he tries quickly go away. In his brain, this should be fucking. 😈 Except it isn't, because I've decided to deny him. And on top, he isn't even losing to other males. There aren't any. He's the only one I am playing with and yet I still don't want his dick inside me. That must feel utterly humiliating and frustrating. I told him to be sexually exclusive and still I rather have no dick in me at all than have him. And that's exactly the moment I came, with the idea of his frustration and degradation fueling my orgasm. 🥵 😈
I don't know why I am like that. But I am glad other weirdos get that. 🤭 Nothing makes me cum like this. Now back to the cage, so I can repeat it soon again 🤭
---------- First a little bit of life update (skip if you want to) 😊 -----
I had my first free weekend in a very long time. So, sorry the post took a little bit longer. I wanted to make it yesterday, but I was just too exhausted, as I went jogging for the first time in ages and my everything hurt 😅
Anyway, since school is over I am still figuring out what's next for me. Enjoying summer for sure. And looking for work as well, but there was a question of what was going to happen with me and Luke as well. For now, I've decided to stay in the city for work, even though sometimes I miss the country a lot.
I told Luke earlier that I am not dating at least I am out of school. Which I finally am. I have to admit, I would miss him a lot. On the other hand, I quite enjoy things as they are. So I think I am ready for half a step forward. I have no interest in playing with other people, except being a naughty exhibitionist on the internet and occasionally flirting in chat 🤭 So, we had a talk. Not much is going to change from how things are. I am still not ready to live with him. That idea is making me panic a little bit as I really like my personal space and a bit of solitude. 😄 But I think his devotion and willingness to listen to me have earned him a more permanent spot in my life. I like him a lot and enjoy his presence. I tried to imagine how I would feel if he left and the idea made me rather sad and feeling lonely. So I'd like to strengthen the bond between us and let him feel a little bit of solid ground. I still plan on being an online tease and flirting with people, but irl we will be exclusive™ (terms and conditions might apply). 🥰
It's part scary, but I want to give it a chance without jumping too deep and changing more about our lifestyle, as I feel pretty happy with the place where I currently am. If things evolve, great, but I don't want to push them, just because they are "expected". On the other hand, I don't want my attachment issues to stand in the way of my own happiness. I am excited that by becoming a tiny bit closer I might be controlling things that would otherwise be difficult. And I think I like the idea of eventually traveling together. First, more activities together might reveal if we are a good fit because there is more to life than bdsm sessions. And second, it might give us good opportunities for some excitement. Like for example waiting on him after the security check on the airport sounds thrilling 🤭Anyway, my plan is to let the life flow while being honest with my emotions. 😊
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One aspect of chastity I find most fascinating and much more devious than it seems on a first glance is the inability to masturbate. And you might think, yeah obviously. 😂 But I don't mean sometimes. I mean pretty much always. Luke just can't jerk off on his own. Virtually every time he's allowed to cum, it's me who does it. He very rarely can even touch his erect penis. So I was wondering how it would make him feel if he sort of could but with a layer in between. 😈
So I pulled out a dildo with the intention of jerking at the same pace as his dick. I was considering if I should let him watch and maybe it was a mistake that I didn't, but my idea was to let him feel it mostly through touch. So soon I put his hand on the dildo and tried to copy his movements. So, perhaps it would feel to him like he's almost jerking off 🤭 Honestly, it's a lot more difficult to be synchronized than it seems. At first, I was a bit annoyed by it, but now looking back I think the imperfection of it could be what made it even more frustrating. Because even though he tried to pretend he was jerking himself off, the delays and small misaligns won't let him forget it. Though I would really love doing it with a toy that's looking(feeling) more like him. Or even better use the cloned dick. The first one I made is however a little short for it. It looks ok, but it's a little stumpy 😄
Can't wait to make a second version of the penis clone. Already have all the parts for it at home, now just figure out a few of the quirks, 3d print some connections for the vacuum pump, and make it all work. Luckily it should all be much more possible without the school to find a bit of time for some hobby. Who knows, maybe I'll even sculpt some dildo, later on. 😊 Anyway, I would really love to have a properly sized replica of his penis, because I have at least half a dozen ideas, that would turn his mind into a soup of horniness. 😇 While jerking random dildo is fun, I think a bit of tactile similarity would go a long way. I really hoped that he would connect with the fake dick at least a little bit. The idea was pretty hot to me. If it worked as I imagined he would feel all the pleasure as if he was stroking himself. Perhaps in his mind, the fake dick eventually disappear. And as soon as he would get a little closer to orgasm I would just drop his dick practically "disconnecting" his dick in his mind, as he would still be able to feel it in his hand. 🥵 So I think having a more familiar penis in his hand would make it easier to pass the illusion. This time it worked, sort of, but not the the extent I was hoping for. It still left him pretty horny, so I count it as a success 🤭I mean, it's not like the orgasm a week ago made any huge difference in his horniness levels. That's why I never let him have more than one. I like it better when he's easily aroused and horny. 😈
Well, this was an interesting week. Luke has enjoyed slurping the biggest load so far and I've successfully graduated. 🎉 I think I'll make another post about it in the future, but right now I am just too tired of speaking about it, so I'll be just most happy to switch the topic and focus on something different. And honestly, those sessions are what kept me sane for the longest of times, so I don't see anything changing about that. Funny how something thrilling can be considered comforting. 😊 I guess it's multiple reasons. Most important is that I never had a bad time. And the other, which I think is helping a lot as well is that I can always occupy the mind with thinking about what I'll do when we see each other. Feeling stressed and don't know why? Let's think about how I'll run the next session. Feeling stressed, knowing why, but can't stop? Same thing. Better write down some sexy ideas. I've never really meditated and I guess this is just a distraction. But it's a passionate one. So I think it's fine to let your mind wander off to the place where your heart already is. 😊
Anyway, you know the advice (horrible one btw, but that's not the point) about how premature guys should try wearing multiple condoms. Well, Luke is hardly premature, but I've been wondering, how much is it actually going to reduce the sensitivity. Besides I've enjoyed playing with a little bit of separation before. I know he's always longing for my touch. It's something I am usually most happy to provide, but I also know that desire is the first step to denial. Tease and denial can work on many more things than just an orgasm and edging. Though I find it sexiest to combine. 😈 Deny him orgasm and visual, or orgasm and or touch ... you know, those little things give it a little twist and subtle layer of humiliation. My idea was to start with my bare hands on his locked dick and then start adding layers, so it all feels weaker and weaker and more distant. So, the more aroused he is the less touch he can feel. At least that was the idea 🤭
I've started with gloves and tried to make it feel really nice, so I can see him get aroused and hard. So I could compare it with the end result 🤭 It was time to bring the horny back. I was wondering if it's worse to have an edging session soon(ish) after he came, or after he's denied for a while. Sure, when I edge him when it's been a long time, he's super sensitive and desperate. But when I do an edging session soon after he has orgasm I take away any remains of relief he could have possibly still have 😈 Luckily I don't have to choose.
As I started to add more condoms something happened that I didn't anticipate. The condoms started to put a bit of pressure. I was expecting to create just a thicker thicker barrier. But three were apparently enough to start squeezing his dick a bit. So I've decided that's enough. 🤭 I felt in my hand that three condoms and gloves were enough for him to not feel that much. He was starting to get a little limpy and compared to the beginning of the session his dick was visibly smaller and somewhat pale. I think it wasn't just the barrier but the condoms were squeezing him. So yeah stacking them isn't good advice if you want to fuck somebody, as that usually requires a hard dick 😈
I've tried if I can bring it back by letting him play with my tits. Ehm ... and just maaaaybe I was also looking for an excuse to pull them out, because I might be enjoying the attention 😇 Anyway, seeing not even my tits managed to resurrect his erection from its rubber contraption I've decided he had enough and pulled the condoms down, only to replace them with steel cage pretty soon after. 🤭
---- after credits --- When we were discussing the session later, we agreed that the condoms were a little too small. Wasn't really an issue for what we were doing. But it's interesting. I've never really thought about condom size and apparently neither did Luke. Of course, multiple condoms made the issue more apparent, but I guess a little takeaway is to use a proper sized condom, as it can make erection more difficult 🤭
I had a funny idea and I am sure you will love it, just as Luke and I did. Well, mostly me, but it left Luke speechless, so I think that counts 🤭 When I was showing my soft jerking method a while ago a few people commented that he's just impotent. I know anybody who's following me for a while knows it isn't the case and I don't care about winning arguments on the internet, but it gave me inspiration. What if I unlocked him, started the session trying to give him the biggest boner, then waited till he got soft again, and then finished him that way? So that's exactly what I did. 😈 I was originally planning it just for the mindfuck of first letting him enjoy an erection and then making him cum out of a soft dick in quick succession. But I found it has a few interesting advantages. It's quite easier to edge him while he's hard. So I can first get him where I want him to be while enjoying all the feedback his erect penis is giving me. And then when I feel he's "ripe" enough wait a while, let him deflate and continue from there. 🤭 Honestly, sometimes I amuse myself with things I put him through 😂 For your convenience I've made a timelapse of him losing erection, so you don't have to watch three minutes of it. But I found that integral part of the session, so I've kept it there 🤭
When I was sure, he was properly aroused and not just utterly horny I decided it was time to finish him soft. It's funny to change pace like that in the middle of a play. He was rock hard minutes ago, his body was clearly screaming to finally fuck something, me ideally 🤭And now he was just flopping around hoping I would at least let him leak out without ruining it too badly. It's incredible how erection and visible arousal affect not just his mental state, but the way I look at him. Even though I am fully aware I am the one causing it it's difficult to ignore that he just looks so tame and safe with his dick soft like that. The erection has a completely different energy, even if he's still the same sub and just as horny as before. I guess it's like giving him a ball gag of sorts. It's like makign sure, his body wants to signal and scream for sex and then unscrew the lightbulb from the warning lights. We both know it's still the same, but without anything "flashing" suddenly the atmosphere of urgency isn't as visible. It's all just happening inside his brain. 😈
There is something irresistible about making him experience something intense, yet almost invisible to everyone else. I feel that's one of the things that's drawing me to chastity in the first place. It's giving me so much power. It's also something he can't forget. The closest to forgetting during a regular day is a whisper at the back of his head. He said himself it's like if I was grabbing his dick all day and all night long. That's difficult to forget. 🤭 For over two years he doesn't know what masturbation is (at least his own). I am reminding him quite often what it means for me. 😈 It's like putting an invisible leash over his dick. And yet all of this is completely hidden, nobody has a clue. There is just the tiniest bulge, small enough that he could even swim with it and nobody notices. Nobody except him and me has an idea how horny and frustrated he is. Nobody knows he can't jerk off, because of me. And nobody knows that he can't even get hard unless I allow it. Ugh, it's making me horny just writing it down. So yes, I love it. And I love how inconspicuous it is. 🥵
I told him, that when he's going to feel orgasm coming I want him to lift a little bit so that he can shoot his load. Because the same method preventing him from getting hard would block anything else coming through. Now that I am thinking about it, that might be fun on its own. Having a soft and cumless orgasm (ruined perhaps?). I am certainly making a note about it ... anyway, I had different plans for him. It's been a while and his last orgasm has been ruined, so I wanted to give him something special. And besides I was curious about the load. 🤭 It always feels like an achievement for me, when it's big. So when I saw him lifting up I put my hand under his dick to catch all of the cum. I was nice enough not to stop jerking him, so he got a somewhat full orgasm. At least as full as you can get limp. It's funny how without erection the cum is just pouring out, rather than shooting. It quite pooled my hand. He must've been so horny.
Looking at the volume of the semen I am sure it must've cost his body a lot of resources. So being the good friend I am I've decided it would be best to replace those quickly. And what a coincidence I just had the right amount of cum in my hand that would replenish them. 🤭 I know he doesn't want to eat it, but it's good for him, so I think it's for the best when I look out for him and make him do it. I bet if it wasn't for me, he would just flush it out and then be all tired. Can't let that happen. 😈 I admit, it's also pretty hot and I'll be rewatching this video a few times, but of course, I am mostly concerned about his health.
I've decided that it's time for Luke to return the favor, with the little difference that unlike him actually plans on having an orgasm 🤭 Because after all, what is the point of being a keyholder if not to use his face instead of a womanizer? It is probably one of my top favorite stress relievers 😊
We had the usual session when Luke came to get his cage cleaned. Btw that's one of the rules I am so happy I've set right from the start. Originally it was meant to be more for control and still fill this aspect, but it creates such a natural flow of play-dates, that I can't think of any better. The cage needs cleaning and he can only take it off at my place. And I have a freshly showered sub to play with when he gets out. Meanwhile, I can decide if I'll stand clothed in the bathroom doors watching him strip down and shower, to make him feel all shy and submissive (he still "hates" it)😈, or If I'll go change into something sexy so that I can blow his mind right away when he's done.
This time I was already in the bodysuit when he came, so all I needed to do was lose my pants 🤭I knew exactly what I wanted, so I told him to get on the bed and climbed over his face. I've started playing with his nipples because I know he's better at eating pussy the hornier he is. I've decided to unlock his cage, but I didn't plan on focusing too much on him. I just wanted to admire the desperation I've caused over the past few weeks 😈
One wrong assumption I sometimes get online from people who aren't that much into chastity is that I don't care about his penis. The exact opposite is true. His dick very much excites me. Just a little differently than what's usual. That's why I care about keeping him caged. I am quite fascinated by it. I want to see him hard and I want to see him soft and caged, horny, denied, leaking precum, cumming, dripping, ruined ... I could go on. Just all of that. Sometimes I want to see him struggle in the cage, other times I will enjoy him thrusting the air because of how desperately horny he is. But in the end, it's all because I find toying with it exciting. I do care about it so much that I want to own it. Sure, sometimes only so I can ignore it completely, but it's my choice what I do with my property 🤭
It's great having one-sided sex with no real expectations on my part. I am completely relaxed knowing I don't need to do anything, I can only focus on myself. But If I feel like touching him or giving his dick a few licks, I can do it. That's the nicest part about being sexually dominant and owning his dick. I can do anything I find arousing at the moment. No rules are holding me back. If I feel fucking him, I can do it right there. If I felt like blowing his dick I could. Well, I felt like I wanted to stare at his futile erection, so that's what I mostly did, except I couldn't resist giving him those few licks to mess with him harder. 😈 But my point is that it feels so nice and liberating being free to do whatever I want to, knowing he's very visibly excited to serve me exactly like that.
I felt so sexy and powerful watching his dick being so hard, so ready just to burst. All because I was riding his face. I know it isn't such a breakthrough revelation, but it's hot being hot to somebody else. Of course, I know it and often use it 🤭. But it's different "knowing it" on any regular day, and "feeling it" while his tongue is playing with my clit and his dick is pulsing with desperate attempts to get some attention. I felt so connected to the neediness and frustration he had to feel and I was comparing it with the bliss he gave me with his mouth at the same moment, that I couldn't hold back any longer. The unfairness of it was exhilarating. The very idea of cumming on his face while I intended just to lock him back once I was done was sending me over the edge. 🥵 I am so glad he's into this, because damn he's fucked 🤭
Finally, his dick got a little stretch, as the last time our session was from caged to caged with soft dick sucking in the middle. So I let him show me, how wild he can be. Well, as wild as I let him. So not that much really. But certainly wanted to see some eagerness 🤭 Because that's the fun part for me. When I deny him, be it either just caging, sex denial, or erection denial, I want him to miss it. I want it to be hard and difficult and I want to see him fighting those urges for me. And of course, I love to see him win, but just barely 😈 That's the sexiness in it, at least for me. Anybody could do something easy, but how would that impress me? 🤭
I was thinking about it, and it's sort of like the attraction phase of dating, except forever. When people try to date they usually go out of their way to make an impression. Girls are commonly (not always) playing the passive part waiting for a guy to show off. While it may be fun, I love taking the initiative. He doesn't have to wonder what I want, because I tell him exactly what I want, and I don't have to be hoping he will try something I actually like. The sexiest thing a guy can do is to show effort, so I love to put him in positions that don't require anything else but effort. It's so fucking hot, keeping him caged for weeks, and then sitting on him naked, knowing he would do anything to let him fuck me, yet there isn't a thing he could bargain. I just want him to endure, to watch the lust in his eyes, to feel his dick getting hard, almost tasting the sexual energy in the room, only to lock him back in. 🥵
I loved how he was so horny, that I almost couldn't pull the cage off his dick as it was gripping it from the inside 🤭 Or maybe he just really likes it there? I'll think about it next time 😈 The best thing is, I don't think there is a way, he could ever get used to this. I wonder what guys who spent over a decade in chastity would say about that. But I am pretty sure that no amount of time would make it easier to have your dick lubed up, slide over the pussy, and then being denied again. Which is perfect, I can do it again and again and I don't think the hundered time would be any easier than the first. Just imagine the warm, soft, and smooth pussy, gently sliding just over the gland. So, so close to being pushed in, but you know that's a feeling he might experience a few times a year if he's lucky 😈
I wanted to sit towards him for a while before I locked him back. To let him imagine how I could ride him if I wanted to. Let him play with my tits and see how he's beyond horny, longing to fuck me, while I give him a little bit of hand-pussy, as that's the closest he will get for now 🤭. It's still better than being stuck in a cage ... though, is it? I always wonder about the balance of what's worse. Staying caged or being teased and then denied? Every caged guy ever (to the best of my knowledge) will pick being played with, even the cage will be much worse later on. I am not sure if it's the desire for attention, horniness clouding the estimate of future events, or a little bit of kink of its own, as there is something damn hot about guys knowingly and purposefully making the situation worse for themselves. 😈
Well, I didn't fuck him this time. But I am sure it's going to happen eventually, right? 😈 Keeping the hope alive, even if I am doing exactly the opposite and he knows it is just twisted. Sometimes I wonder what went wrong with me, why I love so much to watch him struggle for me. But then I realize it's the exact same thing he wants and I don't find anything weird about that at all. Anyway, I am glad for every sub guy who's brave enough to get this vulnerable, so I can explore my fucked up ideas and watch him shake in erotic frustration. 😄 Well, I think he will have an interesting entry to the collection of memories to recall in the late of the night 🤭
I was -> <- this close to keeping the session to myself, because I certainly shouldn't be spending that much time on the editing now, but you know what? I love how it turned out 🤭And the session itself was a much-needed distraction and I really wanted to share it, because I am pretty sure you are going to love it as I did 🥰
I was wondering if mixing pleasure with frustration is more difficult if there is more pleasure, or the other way around. I mean, last time, the stocking made it pretty unbearable and I loved it. But after we were done, it got me thinking. What if I was doing something absolutely irresistible, very much pleasurable, but in a way that would frustrate him out of his mind? It might not be as difficult physically, but there is something hot about knowing I'll be planting images and ideas inside his head that will stay there for months. So I figured, what if I put him on a towel, so there is no way he would get hard and give him a little blowjob — something he didn't have for years now. 😈 If I don't count the occasional kiss, though even that is rare. I really mean putting his dick deep inside my mouth and swirling it with my tongue, like I was giving it a French kiss. 🤭 With the tiny detail, he won't be getting hard and he certainly won't be cumming.
It's funny, how anything to do with sexuality is so deeply ingrained in us, that even if he knows the reason behind it, he can't get past that. I guess it's like that with many emotions, really. It doesn't stop you from experiencing it even if you know why. By letting him sit on a towel I am making it impossible for him to get hard. He's just flopping around like a soft noodle. I can jerk him off and he can feel it. His brain is screaming to just get hard, to get ready for mating. Or to at least show me he can do it, so he gets a chance with me. 🤭 Even if he knows that it can't be done. He's feeling everything I am doing yet his dick is completely impotent of making even a single twitch 😈
The funny thing is, that this is the only way I can fit him in my mouth fully. Luke claims it actually feels completely divine. Though given that his dick is 99% of the time cramped in a steel cage I assume his assessment might be a little skewed because a wet towel would feel like heaven to him🤭 But I tried to make it feel really nice. At least when I was done laughing 😄. I wanted his frustration to come from a different place this time. To make it feel fantastic and sexy, with the little imperfection that he's soft and impotent. And I don't know what would be worse. If he actually couldn't get it up, or I've decided that he deserves it 😈 That I rather do all these things to keep him caged and soft and denied and pussy-free, rather than just have sex with him. Knowing that making fun of his dick and not fucking him is much more sexier and thrilling than anything he could do with it otherwise. And even better is, that I know that this is exactly what makes him drip. 🤭
I am not sure what is it about twisting his dick purpose and doing everything I can to use it any other way than it's meant to, but it's fucking hot. I think it has to do with something primal. If I can rule over a guy's dick and reject him sexually, while he's still drooling over me, it has to mean I am on top. I think it's the same with anal plays. Can't wait to have more time for those. It's a whole other area where I hope to melt his mind into a pudding 🤭 Anyway, to my original idea of pleasure and frustration ratio ... I think I like both, just for different reasons. The pantyhose was incredibly fun, as he was squirming so hard, that he almost couldn't contain himself. But making him feel like a sexual reject while giving him a sensual blowjob at the same time is just messing with his head on another level 😈 When he was playing with my boobs I felt I could almost taste the frustration in the air. I think at one point he was close to screaming and not because it didn't feel good. All in all, I guess I am just as hooked on those intense experiences as he is. 🤭 Nothing felt like this before and I really can't imagine going back.
(the labels don't match exactly, he didn't have an orgasm, but read and you'll see why I tagged it)
Remember when I said last time that Luke needs a bit more stimulation, so that's why it's a little difficult to make him cum in the cage, as all he's feeling through those cage bars are tickles? Even when I try to push my fingers in it's not that intense, so it only works when he's really horny. Well somebody suggested using oil-soaked pantyhose for edging and I figured, this would be a good time to try it out, to give him some comparison in intensity 😈 From what I've imagined, this was going to be very, very stimulating. It might let him appreciate those gentle tickles he almost wasn't feeling through the cage 🤭Because this time, he was surely going to feel more than enough 😈
I went through my clothes and saw a few options for what pantyhose to pick. Of course, there was an option to choose the soft and silky one, but then I found cheaper and much rougher stockings. So of course I am not going to waste the good stuff 🤭 Besides I think they were perfect for this occasion. Though I might try to use them as well, to see how it compares as this was way too much fun, to do it just once.
I've started not that intense because I didn't want to spook him right away. He had no idea how it was going to feel, I just told him I might have a special handjob for him. It's always better to have the surprise later when he's already pretty aroused. So I've unlocked him and started with my hand and oil. To give him some nice teasing and get him thinking what I've meant by special. 🤭 He still didn't suspect a thing when I pulled the stocking. So I got him nice and hard before pulling the stocking over his dick like a condom. I thoroughly lubed the thing and gave it a few strokes and that's when he quickly realized the trouble he was in 😂
I loved alternating between nice and pleasurable oily handjob and overstimulating pantyhose scrubbing. He squirmed so hard, barely holding back 😄 I loved to watch him struggle, deciding if he wanted me to continue, or stop. On one hand was unbearable, on the other, it had very pleasurable moments, and once it was over he was going back to the cage. Well, it didn't really matter as neither of that was for him to decide. 😈
I could feel in my hand it had quite a texture, sort of like a loofah sponge. Well, time to give that dick a proper scrubbing I guess 😈 It was like the post-orgasm play, except without any kind of orgasm. I could see his soul was leaving him when I was jerking faster. It was so intense, that his dick started to go soft on me like it was trying to run away 🤭No issue. When he was too floppy I stopped and continued with something nicer. Only to do it again once he was hard 😈 Haha, I think by the end of this he was really looking forward to the safety of his cage. See, maybe stimulation isn't all that great. Maybe a caged orgasm is a pretty good reward after all. 🤭Would be fun, to let him choose if he wants a stocking handjob, or chastity ruined. I am pretty sure, he would just stay caged than have this again. Unfortunately for him, I loved it, it's exactly the kind of malice the feet tickling was. So, you can bet it wasn't the last time.
Funny idea that occurred to me later. If he somehow managed to cum this way and I go for post-orgasm-play with the oiled stocking, I think he might experience a slice of real hell. Though, I might need a dungeon for it, so nobody hears him scream 🤭... I am certainly writing that down 😈
I was thinking how Luke, no matter how horny, can take a while to cum. And from the messages I am getting it's interesting to know that this is much more personal and all over the place than I would have thought. Some guys are telling me that they can cum pretty much hands-free just from watching porn, some never could cum without direct stimulation, some can and others are unable to have a prostate orgasm. I always knew there was a certain range, but one thing that's so interesting about this whole journey is realizing how vastly different each of us is. The only common denominator is that we are all pervs 😄
It's also fun, how pretty much anything can be used against you. Take Luke, he's certainly a little difficult to make cum, which means, that no matter how frustrated he is, I am usually pretty certain he won't surprise me with accidents and I can keep him quite predictably horny out of his mind. But If he were faster to cum, I would humiliate the ever-living fuck out of him, by letting him cum in his pants. (Which is something I still hope to see one day, because that's just hot.) My point is, that no matter who you are, there is always something to be twisted against you and I find that so entertaining. 🤭
After all the teasing, especially last time, I am pretty sure he was hoping I would give him a full orgasm. Even more so, because the previous one was ruined 🤭Well, it's something I've been contemplating for sure. But the closer to the moment he was supposed to stop at my place, the more I was getting excited about messing it up somehow. Some people are happy if a girl masturbates thinking of them, for Luke it usually isn't great news. 🤭 Because when he arrived I just knew I wouldn't be giving him a nice satisfying orgasm.
Like I said, I know very well he needs a little more stimulation. Too bad, because I've decided that dick ticking through the cage is all he's going to get 😈 On the other hand I wasn't a complete bitch and let him play with my tits a little bit. Not too much though, as I don't want to spoil him. He was already having his cage stroked. It's funny how I can raise the bar all the time. "Nuh-uh, you are having your cage stroked, don't be greedy". And the best part is I know he would feel that way. While all he's getting is a little tickle through the bars on his 2-inch metal cage. Other people might feel lucky getting a threesome or a messy deepthroat. In comparison, others might feel lucky to spurt in a cramped chastity cage. 😈
I know I've already said it before, but it's just too hot to deny him things that would be almost effortless for me. The key is just reach away. I could unlock him and him a proper handjob. Or I could even blow him. Honestly letting him fuck me would probably be even easier than not letting him. All of it would cost me nothing and I've certainly done all of that with someone just because I was bored before or felt a little awkward about not doing that. I guess it's the power of it. It's like denying a glass of water. It would be so simple not to, but that's what makes it so personal. 😈
It's adorable how he's trying to fight the cage and show me, he's ready. His mind cannot ignore the fact that there is a girl ready to fuck, except she's consciously deciding she doesn't want to even see your dick erect. That just has to leave a mark. 🤭 Being aroused by being denied is just thrilling for both of us. I just can't get enough of how I see him lust after me. The more I reject him the more he wants me and the more I know I have him forever wrapped around my finger. 😈
Well, it was quicker than I expected and he erupted in his cage. Such a nice load! I've decided that having a caged orgasm will spare him the humiliation of licking it in front of me. But I am shivering just by the idea, that he knows that I am thinking of that. 🥵 I've been very nice to him by not stacking humiliating endings against him because I think his last three orgasms could be done at the same time. Ruined, caged, and eating it. I think I'll send him a text just to let him dread it. Something like "You know what's funny, all your last 3 orgasms, could be done in a single session." I think it will get lodged in his mind 🤭
I had way too much fun letting him be my horny "stud", so I gave him another chance to show me how he would not-fuck me 🤭This time in a much more wet and slimy fashion.
One thing I love about chastity from the start is how it can blur the lines between heaven and hell. Of course, it's fun sometimes to tip the balance completely in one direction. But I feel like a good mixture can be even more overwhelming. I think I love it the most when even he can't decide if it's teasing, punishment, reward, or if I am just testing him 🤭I love to scramble his brain, so he doesn't know what to think, but he always wants some more 😄
After a few sessions when I didn't even let him properly look at me, I told him I wanted to edge him with my wet panties. I thought it would be unbearably teasing to let him pour lube all over me, and then pretend fuck me, as the lube is going to splash and make the whole thing quite slippery. I was sure his mind was going to get racing how it would really be. I mean, after all, I let him slip into my panties. But unfortunately for him, it was way too literal. He could slip his penis under my lubed panties and fuck that 😈 As good as chastity-sub sex is going to get ... well, for him at least. Or until I finally get time to properly train him and fuck his ass. But that's for another day. 😄
I love it when I let him act this way. It's adorable, because he plays this role I make for him, trying to show me his manly self, when in fact he's really showing me how completely emasculated and tame he is 🤭He's slipping his hard dick on my ass, he's pulling my panties aside. I am as ready to be fucked as I can be, but because I told him he's not allowed he doesn't even attempt anything. And it's not like it would be the end of the world. I wouldn't put myself in this position if it was. But he's just too obedient. And we both know it. He once told me, that when I lock his dick away, it's like I really took it away from him. Which I like the idea of making him dickless for my amusement. I just slightly disagree because I own it just as much when he's out of the cage. 😈
I feel like this isn't something I could achieve with everyone. Watching his dick rest on my pussy, slapping my clit, being just there, with little push he could simply slide right in ... yet I felt very confident that won't ever happen. Because even if I tease and deny him as hard as I can, he knows this is also a reward. That he's having something nobody ever had and that I am doing this for him, even though it makes him horny and frustrated. It also makes him feel special. And that's the beauty of blurring the lines between good and bad. I love watching him wanting me, I know he's fighting the urge as he imagines my warm wet pussy so close to reaching, but I can also see that all of that isn't anything for him in comparison to disappoint me. And that's why is so damn rewarding being a bitch sometimes 🤭
When we were done, he was a dripping mess. We both had to shower the gel off. Shame I don't have a bigger shower, because that would be a great part two if I washed it off him. I would love to film that. But there is a good chance he would really blow if I did, he was already pretty close😄 I didn't record the re-locking, as it was taking longer this time. I wonder why. I let him stay unlocked for some aftercare, as he's getting "little" desperate, so he needed some time to cool down and come back to earth.
Well, this didn‘t work the way I wanted, but I still think you will enjoy it for the reasons I made it happen 😄 Just please excuse the bad audio in this one, as I forgot to plug the mic in and the built-in mic is awful at picking low volume sounds like moaning. 🙄 Anyway, I had this brilliant idea of showing you guys my pussy pretty up close, while keeping Luke in a mask and later forbidding him to watch the video. I just like the disparity, that even though he‘s there with me, he has to rely on his memory, while people online can see me whenever they like. It‘s strangely erotic being naked for the world to see while keeping it away from Luke. It makes everyone a little jealous of the other. Except me, I just bathe in the attention 🤭
Well, that was my idea. Of course, I had to control everything to my liking, so I gave Luke exact instructions on how I wanted him to be, so the shot would be how I imagined it. I wanted to really show myself this time. So I‘ve decided to pull the camera near, so you could all enjoy my pretty pussy up close and personal. Well, that‘s great except Luke was pretty much blind going to eat me from a little weird angle, and oh boy … in the beginning, he had no idea where he was 😄It‘s a miracle he wasn‘t licking my thigh. I am pretty damn sensitive down there, so it wasn‘t bad, I just got teased much harder than I expected. I was hoping to get my clit licked while taking some nice footage. Meanwhile what I‘ve got was teasingly slow pussy fondling. Honestly, I don‘t understand how he can take all the edging 😈 I mean, it‘s very pleasurable, but I know that at any point I could just stop it, lay him down, and sit on his face until I am fully satisfied.
Luckily he was able to correct himself after a while and find all the important bits 🤭I am sure, there is a lesson somewhere about not trying to control every little aspect, but I am not going to look too hard, as I usually enjoy just that. Besides I wanted to make that closeup shot without his head being in the way, so I can later send him a screenshot, rubbing it in his face for a second time. Remind him how everyone is going to enjoy that. I might even go the extra mile and pixelate it for him 😈 After getting my pussy licked like that I am not sure who was actually teased more, if it’s me or him 🤭But unlike Luke I am not in chastity so if I get too horny I can fix that pretty fast. Or tell him to fix it for me. What would be the point of being a keyholder otherwise? I know the focus of this video is rather singular, but something tells me you won’t mind. 😘
I said last time that I wonder if I allowed him to do anything, would he even know what to do? Obviously, that‘s not what happened, as I kept him caged. But I was curious, how would he feel in a position where he could pretend he‘s a little more dominant with me? So, that‘s exactly what I told him I want to experience. I locked him into the plastic cage, becasue the steel can hurt sometimes if it hits the bone. I told Luke I wanted him to play a role, to imagine he‘s somebody I took home for a one-night fuck. Of course, I fully anticipated he would not have a clue, because while he‘s not that inexperienced, he‘s a total sweetheart and he‘s much happier with his dick safely caged, so he‘s not confronted with something as intimidating as having rough sex🤭 He told me to write down, that he disagrees with that. 😄 Well, he seemed pretty timid, so I am not convinced. Anyway, on the other hand I know there isn‘t much more thing in the world he would rather do than to lay down with me and fuck me silly. So, there is a kernel of truth.
I know a lot of you are dreaming about fucking me, just as Luke is. Well, let‘s play out that dream, but keep it still just a dream. 😈 Grab my hips and feel me thrust, feel the weight, squeeze my tits and feel them bounce. I wanted to make the experience as real as I could, except his dick isn‘t inside my wet warm, and tight pussy, it‘s still inside the rigid cage. And he's not cumming inside of me, because he's not cumming at all. A little bit of imagination might help here. 😈 Let‘s forget those details for a while and focus on what‘s there rather than what isn‘t. Watch my body move. Hear the moans. Oh yes … mhm, give it to me. Show me who‘s the boss 🤭
When we were face to face I could watch him switch between getting lost in the fantasy of actually being in control of the situation and the reality that I completely own his manhood. And not just own, I locked it away and am not even wearing the key, indicating I have no intention of changing my mind. One minute I could see him, putting on a show for me, grabbing my tits and looking top and the next one he‘s clearly just a dickless guy who‘s friendzoned by his keyholder. 🥵
Interestingly, I was also going a little back and forth. Penetrative sex isn‘t usually my most preferred as it sometimes gets uncomfortable, but I have to admit, feeling the slapping and pushing back on him, was pretty hot, there has to be something primal about two bodies colliding, something even my not-so-great experience can overwrite. Ironicaly it was almost certainly sexier than an actual sex would be. At the same time, he was kinda adorable trying 🤭 I am still not sure what to make of it, but it was fun, so that‘s all I care about anyway, becasue that‘s my whole agenda, to let out the steam he can‘t 😈
Well, have fun imagining, because it‘s all some people are allowed to do 🤭
Last time he couldn't see me while I was touching him, so I thought, why not mix it up somewhat? I still like the blindfold, but how about he was touching me, except this time the cage stays on. He got his ruined orgasm in the last session, so he can‘t expect that every time he comes by I will fiddle with his dick. I just wanted him to appreciate my body and not think about his dick for a while. 🤭
I just wanted to see him freshly shaven when Luke was out of the shower. To inspect my property if you want 🤭 But after that, I made him put that away, back in his boxers, becasue I didn‘t want to care about it. I am pretty sure he was bursting out of the cage and dripping precum halfway through the session, as he was having his head between my tits, but I thought it would be kinda fun just to ignore him in that regard. I usually can‘t resist playing with the cage and watching the struggle. But this time I felt a little meaner. I was wondering how it would mess with him if I didn‘t care what his dick does or doesn‘t do in it‘s cage. And to make it more obvious I didn't fully undress him, so I wasn't even tempted to look. 🤭
I wanted him to just focus on my body, and feel how soft and delicious I really am. So he knows why he‘s suffering in the cage, to feel close to me. Why it‘s better to be locked by me than to be unlocked by anybody else. I want moments like this forever carved in his mind, so he can go through it in his memories time and time again. It often gets me some horny messages at night from him 😈
Even though he gets to play with me like nobody ever before, I want to keep being a little unattainable. It‘s an incredible ego boost and I can‘t get enough of that. It feels good to be worshipped like a goddess and it keeps things fresh. He always has something to strive for, as he never gets everything at once. There is always something missing. He can lick my pussy, but stay caged, he can play with my breasts, but be blindfolded, I jerk him off, but I might ruin it or he has to lick it, I could allow him to slide into my pussy, but he can‘t move … you get the idea 😈Sometimes, like this time, he even gets an abundance of something, but never all of what he would like. I wonder if he would even know what to now if I just unlocked him and let him have all of it at once. I think he might break, so I think I won‘t try that anytime soon 🤭 I found that malice, but incredibly thrilling. He always tries so hard, hoping I would let him have a little more, while we both know he‘s the happiest and horniest when I don‘t.
Luke was always allowed to watch our videos. But lately, I found it entertaining to limit his access. I want him to focus more on me in person, or to wait if I send him something. 🤭 I want to have more control over what he's watching. So enjoy watching me get slowly undressed and my tits squished and kissed. He was having fun squishing it, but he won't get to enjoy this show. It would be too much. I might send him a censored gif, to mess with him later 😈
I‘ve decided to pull out the milking table again. It‘s fun and I wanted to make something special for you and Luke. Though the experience may vary 🤭I usually go to the point slowly, but I think the occasional spoiler is fine. I wanted to give him an experience that focused on him for once, but unlike him, I knew ahead, that I‘ll be giving him a ruined orgasm. 😈 I've been giving him full more frequently lately. I had this feeling from our regular talks that he‘s becoming too confident in getting another one, so I wanted to make a point.
Maybe he expected me to make him lick it, just like the last few times, but I don‘t think he expected me to be so wicked and give him just ruined. To leave him pretty much just as horny as he was. Even more so, after all the the teasing he‘s been through. But that‘s the thing, just as he needs to hope for extraordinary things to happen, like getting almost normal sex, he also can‘t get too confident that the opposite won‘t ever happen. 😈 I want him to know that everything that happens to that cock is my call and mine alone. I want him to accept the power imbalance of it. He can do everything right and if I feel like keeping him locked, or letting his cum pleasurelessly splash on the floor for my amusement, well then that‘s what‘s going to happen. He should be glad he can serve my enjoyment, that‘s where I want his mind to be. And if he accepts that and acts accordingly, then good things will happen more often. Just not always. 🤭
Also, I feel like adding a bit of uncertainty is more thrilling. If he was sure how things would go, good or bad, he would just find a way to deal with it. But I want him to lie on the table, not knowing how it‘s going to be. He may be thinking he‘s been good, so surely he deserves a full orgasm, but I gave him ruined before when he thought he would get full. So in the future, he will lie there, his heart pounding till the end, hoping for the best. It‘s thrilling and it‘s making him realize how much power I have over him. And it's much more fun for me, so I can watch his erotic pleasure mixed with anguish 🤭
On the other hand, I still want him to enjoy the experience. It was important for me to make it a mixed bag, to make it blissful till the end, so he may not be so focused on his orgasm. So I used a blindfold, so he couldn't even peek, and stripped naked only for you. My idea was to make him focus only on that little bit under the table. No visuals, no thinking, just my oiled hands on his penis. Though he must‘ve heard me stripping and oiling my breasts. But making him a little jealous from time to time is only fair 🤭
When I felt he had enough edges I decided to slowly bring him to the last one with just two fingers. The funny thing about oil is, that lowers the friction. This is nice for some things, but one or two finger masturbation is actually a lot more difficult to feel. Perfect for bringing him close and then just a step after the point of no return and then … oops, I kinda forgot to continue. 🤭 Too bad that beautiful load you‘ve been saving for weeks is just splashing on the floor, blanket, and over my legs without you feeling much of it. But I am sure, next time will be even better. Probably .. or maybe not. Depends on who you ask 🤭
It‘s been a while, so I wanted to give him a chance to cum. There‘s a thing I‘ve been curious about for quite some time now. Seeing how he always goes for his nipples anytime he gets a chance I wonder if they are sensitive enough to make him cum eventually. Or if it's just pleasurable, but it doesn‘t have that „cum“ button in there. Either way, it could be fun and could lead to all sorts of different games in the future. If he couldn't it could be the ultimate edging tool … for example 🤭For better or worse this isn‘t all that happened in this video and I‘ll need to redo this idea once again in the future because I got way too distracted. I wanted to have a good view and also perhaps give him something nice to think about. So I left my panties in the drawer and when he was lying on the bed I made a comfortable seat out of his face. 😈
A disadvantage of him becoming really quite good with the tongue is, that I sort of forget what was my plan in this session 😅 Funny, because it‘s almost like a role reversal. Usually, it‘s me who's melting his brain away. It wasn‘t orgasmic and I wasn‘t going for that, but it just felt so good, that I lost myself in it. I think if he had been more intensive with the tongue from the start I wouldn't have given so much in, but he kinda sneaked on me. Does he dare to use my own spells on me? 🤭 I thought about editing it out, as I wasn‘t sure if there is happening that much from the outsider's view. And maybe there isn‘t, but I‘ve figured that since I am taking the time to document our journey I‘ll document all of it and this was definitely a fun moment. So this is me, just completely losing my focus and zoning out multiple times during a session, but having a great time nonetheless. Which is what are all the sessions about anyway 🤭
Halfway through the video I just wanted to see if he‘s just as horny as I am. I loved how he was leaking through the cage. I know I wanted to just make him cum by playing with his nipples, but I couldn't resist playing with his caged dick. 😅 I don‘t have a clue where he takes the discipline when I am unable to even follow my own ideas. But then again, he‘s almost always caged and doesn‘t have that much choice, so that could make it a bit easier.
First I really wanted to make him cum by playing with his nipples. And it's something I‘ll need to revisit in the future 😊. Then I wanted to just play with his cage and perhaps let him cum caged either way. But, as he was licking me under my skirt and I was hornier and hornier the idea of not letting him cum was getting more arousing. I mean, I gave him a chance. This wasn‘t any short session. If he came anywhere during it, I would be amused and very happy with it. But he didn‘t. Horny as I was I was just imagining what he must feel, how utterly frustrated it must be. I can‘t resist it, but seeing him all scrunched up in the cage, mind-meltingly horny, close to orgasm but without any way to cross that edge, knowing well it‘s all because of me, it‘s just making me drip in his mouth. 🥵
I don‘t know why, but the idea of how very simple would it be for me to let him cum and how very much it would mean to him, yet I don‘t is so erotic. It‘s the same with sex. I usually just prefer oral sex over penetration. But it‘s not like I couldn't do it. I‘ve fucked people out of boredom before. It‘s not such a big deal. But it can be if it‘s the thing you are missing. I guess it's the imbalance of it all that's so hot. If I was denying something difficult to obtain, or laborious, it could be justified and understood on a more rational level. But denying something simple to give means I have complete control over him. And I think that's so hot that he's willing to give it up for me. 😈
And of course, if you are denied something, it‘s the only thing you can think of. It‘s like saying don‘t think about blue color. And while it wouldn't be easy to forget about orgasm, it could be at least somewhat possible if it wasn‘t for the cage that reminds him every few minutes „Hey, don‘t think about orgasm“.
Anyway, I had to see how much he was leaking and perhaps squeeze some precum out, so he can feel at least something leaving his penis, so I briefly unlocked him 🤭 Well, better luck next time. That‘s exactly what I mean when I say I don‘t have any release schedule and I don‘t make any promises about letting him cum, because clearly, I can change my mind ten times over during one session alone 😄 .... Looking back at the video now, the interesting thing is, that I think we both sort of forgot, that the goal was to give him "nipplegasm" and focused on my pussy instead. And it felt so natural. While maybe he could've cum if he focused more on himself and now he's just utterly horny, he looked so satisfied with himself, that I have no doubt he doesn't have a single regret about this outcome. And I admit I love that submissive devotion with a hint of mischief 😄
Edging is fun, but it‘s more devious than it seems at first glance, especially when if we talking about edging in the middle of a chastity sentence. I love how that's a common theme with chastity. Things that look innocent, or just easy are anything but that. Edging is just an unfinished handjob, right? Wrong. It‘s far from it. When I unlock him from the cage I can immediately see his mind start racing if this is the time when I am going to let him cum, even though he knows his chances. Interestingly I think it‘s like betting, the lower the chances and bigger the reward the more excitement it creates 😈
His whole body gets a little tense and starts preparing. Because even though he can be pretty sure I am not going to fuck him, it‘s impossible to convince his subconscious that a hot girl holding his penis in hand isn‘t going to lead to sex. 🤭And then I start stroking it, an obvious sign that I want him and that I am making him ready for me. So even if I explicitly tell him he isn‘t allowed to cum, his body is expecting exactly the opposite. I think deep down his mind is still rolling over the default track: He needs to get erect and excited for me, but can‘t cum, because there will surely be sex at the end, can‘t blow it just yet. He consciously knows that this won't happen, but it‘s like trying not to get hungry when smelling food you know you won‘t be eating. So no, edging isn‘t just a handjob, it‘s a foreplay, it‘s making him rock hard and ready for something that will never come, just like him. 🤭 And not just once, it‘s doing it over and over except his finish won‘t be in the warm and wet pussy, but cooling down and getting back to a chastity cage.
That‘s why the idea of permanent chastity isn‘t as appealing to me. I mean it‘s still a hot fantasy, but when it comes to actual sessions and training and overall having fun, something has to happen. Otherwise, it‘s just boring. Locking somebody forever and throwing the key away, taking away his ability to get hard is something I can enjoy when masturbating in the shower … but then when he‘s really here, it would be utterly boring. Maybe not for him, but certainly for me. I need to get my hands on him. 😈And I think it‘s much more sinister as well. Just imagine you are looking down at your locked dick. What‘s a more devious idea: slowly accepting your fate that it won‘t ever get erect again, or watching it squished in the cage, precum leaking through the bars and you could still almost feel my soft hands around it. You would love to jerk it again, to remind yourself how it felt, but too bad, you can‘t. It isn‘t my gentle fingers around your dick anymore, it‘s a steel cage and the keys are in my drawer. Both are erotic ideas, but I find the second one more fun in real life. 😈
But thinking about never, here is a fun idea that recently crossed my mind. Over the two years and something we‘ve been playing, he never was alone with his dick unlocked. He is either briefly unlocked with me, or he‘s caged. When I say I own his dick, it seems much more literal than I ever anticipated. It‘s almost like I am the only one who can let him borrow it back. 🤭That‘s something I don‘t mind doing forever. He will have his rare orgasm here and there, but it won‘t ever happen without me watching. Maybe I like control a bit too much, but I enjoy taking that privacy away from him. As far I am concerned I really consider his dick mine and that cage is pretty much a part of him. And I love to frequently remind him, that whether he's hard, soft, cumming or utterly frustrated is all up to me 😈
I took a little longer to edit this session because I have to focus on the approaching finals. But as much as I lack time these days, the sessions with Luke keep me afloat. I can’t imagine doing it without having something to look forward to and having somebody to send lewd messages throughout the day. I know when I snap my shirt rolled up a bit, it’s going to entertain him for the day. Yes, he saw me nude many times. But this is a personal and it's a picture for him to keep. And then when I get a photo of him straining in the cage it just gets me all giddy. 😄 We don’t live too far from each other, so usually we can exchange a word or two pretty frequently or hang around at a nearby coffee. But these days it’s a lot more online. It got me thinking about chastity. How incredibly great tool it has to be for long-distance relationships. I’ve been sort of dating a guy one time and he was from pretty far away. Of course, I have no idea if he would have been into it and I certainly was a very different person back then .. but all hypotheticals aside, I found it difficult to get the intimate intensity. And if I was into chastity back then I don’t think intensity would have been an issue. 😈Of course I still think it’s better in person, but as I am now experiencing a bit of a disruption to my usual routine I am appreciating the chastity cage versatility. And it’s so good knowing he’s out there, but his dick is still tightly wrapped or even flattened by my cage. 🤭I love how it's a continuous game. Usually, sex just starts and then ends. Chastity on the other hand just maintains a certain tension constantly for both of us. And then it spikes into high gear when we play. 🥵It's just so much more erotic and it's always there.
Anyway, Luke needed a shower with a proper cage cleaning. For those who might not know, he’s still only allowed to be unlocked and cleaned under my supervision at my place. Right now I am pretty easy to reach as I rarely leave this place 😅 Well, since I already had a nude and horny caged boy at my place I couldn't pass on the opportunity to send him home ten times more blueballed than before. 🤭
I made him wear the flat cage for a while again. This time no penis pumping before and I think it made a slight difference. He got hard at first when he realized I’d be using one of his favorite toys, but he certainly wasn‘t as rock-hard as he sometimes can be. I wonder if it could be used for some impotence-humiliation plays. As you‘ve probably figured out I kinda enjoy that aspect of making him fail to perform. It‘s funny as it's exactly the opposite of what nature intended, but it‘s quite hot when he can‘t get it up because of me. 😈Though It‘s also hot when he can and is visibly ready to burst … Maybe It‘s all about the control that makes it for me. 🤔 All I know is that I have a lot of fun with his noodle, regardless it shape 🤭
Since he was handcuffed and wearing the mask, he was mostly listening of what was going on. I’ve noticed the squishy wet sound of the tenga egg made him quite excited. So I’ve recorded a bit of that sound closer to the mic so you could listen as well. I wonder if it arouses some feelings in you as well, or if it’s simply of his own association of anticipated pleasure. Because conditioning is something I am quite curious about... for reasons 🤭
Funny that pretty much anytime I am using toys on him I also put a condom on him. We talked about it and he‘s plenty sensitive enough, so for his own safety, I think it’s better if he “fuck” anything wrapped. I guess with all that chastity, his brain started fine-tuning in search of gentler touches. What I am trying to say is, that the condom is for his own good. Going raw in the toy could be a little too intense for him. Or maybe not, but why risk it? 😈
During the session, I took a pitty and released one of his hands. As soon as I did his hand went straight for his nipples. I love how he's enjoying them almost more than his dick at this point 🤭 Well, and mine as well if they were in the reach. But he couldn't really squeeze me. I was just teasing him with being nearly close enough, but not quite. Can’t help myself 🤭 Watching him desperately trying to reach for my tits with the back of his finger was quite cute. I love it when he can‘t get enough of me. And with the chastity turning his brain into scrambled eggs I am making sure that‘s happening a lot 🤭
When I was ending the session and I pulled the condom down I figured he could take a bit more. I started playing with his frenulum. I wanted to stop after a few strokes, but it’s hard to quit after just a few. So he got a bit of extras 🤭 Before being squished back to flat. 😈 To make sure I’ll be on his mind I’ve decided he can have a squeeze of my tit after all. Well, Luke was feeling daring and decided to pull them out for you a bit more. I found that funny and sweet, so enjoy 😘
I got many messages that Luke deserved to cum, after he was allowed his one thrust „fuck“ 🤭But here is why I didn‘t want it. First, there isn‘t any reason to keep him denied other than I like that. I want to see him struggle for me. I want him horny and I want him to sacrifice. It‘s just sexy when I see him go through difficult things because he thinks I am worth it. That‘s why it‘s so hot to keep him denied of orgasm, pussy, sight ... Because if he was rewarded right after he did something right, it would be a transaction. Do this – get that. But that‘s not what I want. I want him to do anything I want even if he doesn‘t immediately get anything. Or better yet, his one thrust was a reward on its own, even if it meant him being a lot more horny than before. And especially because it meant Luke really had to control himself not to pump me full of cum. That‘s the power imbalance I crave. Me using him and pushing him to limits is a privilege. While he‘s not getting what many men get he‘s getting something I am not giving to anybody else.
Anyway, I didn‘t want to let him cum the session after, for the same reason. It's too obvious and connected. One day I‘ll probably switch things up and release him on the most expected time, so he never knows 🤭But this time I was feeling like it‘s finally time. He was a good boy, his balls were full to the brink. And I was even nice enough to decide to give him a full orgasm. Well, if it was nice is up to debate, for reasons you might‘ve already guessed 🤭
With this, you already know more than Luke during the session. I didn‘t tell him anything, so he didn‘t know if it was just another edging session to make him even more desperate. An interesting observation I made. When he didn‘t know he would be allowed to cum he wasn‘t nearly as hard. I‘ve noticed how cautious he is about the edges. He pulled away as soon as I felt him twitch a little in my hand. It‘s cute that he‘s scared not to accidentally go over the edge, even though he is mindlessly horny. 🥰 From a keyholder perspective I really appreciate the obedience and the effort. Some Doms like brats and the fight, I like it when he‘s trying to impress me.
But as soon as I told him he would be allowed to cum over my cleavage, he got rock hard. I think the fact that I told him, he would be licking my tits and anything that‘s on them after it also helped. Well, at least in the moment. I could see him enjoying himself, as he wasn't afraid not to accidentally go over the edge. I felt the buildup in my hands as he was approaching the orgasm. It's super hot releasing him after such a long time. I could feel all that sexual energy and tension released as he erupted and splashed a thick and heavy load all over my tits. This alone is why denial is so exhilarating.
Because I went for the full orgasm and as I said in the beginning, it‘s up to a debate if it was a reward or not. I‘d say it was worth it because for a while I was worried his knees would fail him. So, just for his safety, it was better if he was kneeling on them 😈 Suddenly cleaning up his own cum off my tits with full clarity wasn‘t as hot as it sounds in his head a moment ago 🤭 I saw him struggling with every swallow. But truth be told, I liked that. The gagging and struggling are part of the fun. At least for me. Like I said, I like when he‘s trying his best. He got a mindblowing orgasm, so I've decided this is the price he has to pay. 😇
Interestingly, I am certain, that the next time I‘ll be jerking him he would be thinking about eating cum and the difficult and humiliating reality of it would be completely wiped out by a fog of horniness 🤭Isn't chastity wonderful.
Funny how when you take something and serve it in pieces it gets a completely different result 🤭. As you probably know I am quite enjoying the penis pump lately, as it‘s a fantastic contrast for when he‘s shriveled up in his cage. Besides, some stretching might be good for the quality of his erection. Also, I am quite partial about keeping him horny and well-edged. So I got this idea every guy would love 😇 why not make him super hard and edge him? Well, in different order … and not at the same time. 😈
It‘s been a while since I played with the erection-blocking method, so I was looking forward to it. It always makes him so docile and humiliated. It‘s incredible how much focus you guys have on that little thing. But I guess anything that relates to procreation is engraved into a deep layer of the psyche, even if the purpose has completely changed. Or sometimes it has been purposefully changed 🤭At any rate I love using (and finding) glitches his body and mind have 😈 And I know that when I unlock him from the cage and not even allow him to get hard, it‘s really messing with him. Especially since he can feel every touch, his mind „knows“ it has to show off to a girl, to make an impression. But sadly his dick is as soft and floppy as it can be. Not even a sign of erection. And to make it even funnier, I‘ve figured it can be squished into nothing, right inside his body, making him look completely dickless. A title, I am sure, most guys would love to hear from their hot friend.
So to make it up to him, once I felt he was teased enough I decided to show him he isn‘t as dickless as it looks. At least when I allow it. 😈 Here comes the pump. Just as he couldn't decide not to be soft, now he couldn't control his erection. The pump will just do it. And it does it well, his dick looked really big in that tube. I bet it would feel so good to feel me stroking it, sliding up and down on that swelled-up veiny dick. Too bad it‘s inside that plastic tube. Can‘t do anything about it, even if I wanted 🤭 I could slide my hand around the tube, to help him at least imagine that. Of course, I could jerk him hard before I put the pump on him, but where would be the fun in that 🤭
Btw how do you like my top? I can‘t wait for better weather to wear things like this and tease him everywhere with it. I hope I'll be able to keep my tits from falling out on the side, but you know what, just to watch him not knowing how to deal with himself I could survive a bit of an embarrassment 😄Maybe at least I would get all the looks, so nobody notices Luke pulling on his cage. It's interesting to think how keyholding changed me … I don‘t remember being this bold. But that‘s for a different story. Besides, until I do it, it's all talk anyway. Let‘s get back to locking him up 🤭
I always found it fascinating how his penis knows when it‘s time to give up. When I reach for the cage and put it over his glad, it‘s like magic. With a little push, his dick just starts deflating, until it‘s ready to be locked. I am not saying it‘s always like that, occasionally it‘s fighting me, but usually, it‘s like his dick knows it‘s futile. The funny thing is, that it often twitches and tries to get hard once it‘s locked back. Like it‘s trying if it‘s real and then getting excited that it is. That‘s probably the most wicked thing about chastity. I know the cage excites him. It‘s always on him, yet it prevents him from doing anything about it. I mean, it would be bad enough if it just preventing things, but the fact that it‘s making them actively more difficult, that‘s just delicious 😈
I used to think that the best way to denial is to deny him everything, ruined orgasm only, no pussy at all, and so on. Well, everybody is different, but over time I‘ve become pretty certain that limited access is much more difficult and certainly much more fun because it gives more variety. As somebody who gets bored somewhat easily, that‘s quite important 😄. It keeps the fire alive, but just enough. I said it a few times, but the hope of getting something is so important that it‘s hard to overstate it. Doing things without any schedule or regularity makes it impossible for Luke to get used to it. Like if I told him, you‘ll be locked for 3 weeks, I am sure it would be much easier to find a mental balance in that, as opposed to being locked for „until I feel like unlocking you“. Even if it‘s also 3 weeks. Anyway, I had a simple but powerful idea from the last time. I wasn‘t sure about the details, so I just let it unfold as we go. 😈
I wanted him pretty horny. Well, when I don‘t 🤭So right after I unlocked his cage I went for a handjob. I wanted his tongue on my clit, so I figured a little bit of motivation will do him good. He can at least hope I‘ll return it later. I wanted his face between my legs, to get intimate with the place and to reflect about his life choices for a while. 🤭 To get me properly wet and perhaps realize what‘s he missing as his tongue gets to explore things his penis rarely does.
I was looking forward to this for days, but his tender work on me made me only hornier for what was to come. First I just edged him, so I know he‘s close enough, to let his depraved imagination run wild as I rest his dick on my ass. To test his loyalty and obedience I told him, he can try sliding his dick between my lips a few times. To feel how wet he made me before with his tongue. Of course no pushing in. Just show me you can control yourself for me. 😈
I was wondering if I could edge him with my ass just by dry-humping him back. Turns out I very much can. My butt slaps on him, the feel of my weight it doesn‘t even need too much imagination. I don‘t dare to let him cum that way, as I don‘t want any cum on me. Unless maybe in the condom, or if he got sterilized one day in the future. I kinda like the idea of him spurting all over my ass, maybe letting it drip and let it clean. But no way in hell I am gonna risk it now 😄
Anyway, if you think he was teased enough, you‘d be wrong. Or maybe right, but enough or not I had one more thing I wanted to do, right when I felt he was going to appreciate it the most. 🤭 Idea I got from the last time as I saw how he was drooling over my ass. I was wondering how would he feel if I allowed him ONE thrust and that‘s it. 🥵😈 No numbing condoms this time, he could go in raw, to feel my juices right on his dick. That's why I wanted to see if he could control himself and make me really wet first. Of course, if he ever got close to cum, he had to immediately pull out. I hoped he wouldn't be dripping too much precum into me. But I felt it was worth the risk. It was insanely hot to think it‘s been years since he was allowed to feel me like that. And without a condom, it maybe was the first time ever, and all I‘ve allowed him was just a single thrust.
I wanted to guide him, but I couldn't reach the right spot, so I told him, to do it. He was rather happy afterward, that he could do it himself. So I don‘t regret my clumsiness 🤭 Happy to help Luke feel like a big man with his one thrust 😄 I could feel him twitch inside, as he was trying to feel as much as possible while unable to actually move. I didn‘t plan for it, but I just had to get myself off right there. I usually wait until the session or tell him to do it. But I just had to, the overwhelming feel of power and atmosphere of pure lust was just too much. I was wondering how much he felt when I was starting to spasm. If it could be enough for to cum. Almost regretted that I couldn‘t let that happen. What goes through his mind when he feels me gripping his dick with my pussy and having the orgasm he can‘t have. That thinking quickly sent me over the edge 🥵
When I was done shivering, his part was done as well, so all that was left was to let him slide out, take a shower, and get relocked. I let him be out of the cage for a while, as this was a very intensive session. I loved how he was super sensitive afterward. But in the end, it doesn‘t matter how sensitive you are when you are in a cage 😈
I know guys in chastity can get pretty needy. I talked a few times about the attention they universally seem to require. It‘s something I figured out pretty quickly when we started playing. The teasing part in tease and denial isn‘t optional, without it it quickly turns into a boring or even frustrating experience. And when I mean frustrating I mean „I want to throw this junk off the cliff“, not „oooh, I want to cum so badly, miss“. 😄 Anyway, those were the starts. Luckily I very much enjoy teasing him, so even though we don‘t see each other daily, we chat quite a bit throughout the day. I often have some sexy surprises for him. Not always, to avoid setting unsustainable standards. But he‘s far from being ignored. I like to know I always have a spot inside his head anyway 🤭
That being said I found a funny idea while browsing the web and figured that would make an entertaining session. What if I purposefully ignore him, not in messages, but in person during the session? If I drop my panties and wear the skirt without anything beneath it and let him have fun with it. I assume he‘s more than capable of teasing himself senseless if I give him the chance. So, for once he was only subjected to intention, rather than getting my direct attention. At least that was the idea, which didn‘t work so well, as you‘ll see 🤭
I told him, he can fondle my ass, touch it and play with it, slide between my cheeks, and use oil, once I unlock him. Of course no fingers inside or anything like that, but I‘ve allowed him to have a touch. I told him I wanted him to shoot parts of it on his phone as well because I was curious how it looked from his perspective. Which I liked, so I am sharing it as well 😊 Next I grabbed a book and left him to his horny (mis)fortune.
A little side note: You may notice he‘s holding his cage sometimes a little awkwardly. That‘s because he scratched me with it a few times. Those lock edges can be a little sharp. So I told him, to be mindful of my precious ass 🤭Once I have all the silicone for the next cloning I think I‘ll use a little and try to create a removable soft cap over the lock.
Anyway, I wanted to lie and there, and let him just do there whatever and basically act completely uninterested. But truth is, his desperate trying and moaning and complete obsession with my butt was just damn too amusing. 🤭 I couldn't resist a few thrusts back to him or a laugh. Didn‘t read much from the book. But it doesn‘t matter. Fun does. And he still managed to successfully frustrate himself even more. That‘s the part I was pretty sure about 🤭
Btw a somewhat related idea, crossed my mind when I was … showering … how would he feel, if I told him, he could do anything with me, much more than he could in this instance, but bought a chastity for myself just to mess with him. But then I figured he would probably just fuck my mouth 😆 so maybe that‘s not that great idea lol. But it was hot when I was „showering“, to imagine he was all horny and unlocked but even then still couldn't do much more than jerk off. 😇
Well, back to the session: I love how he didn‘t want to end. That‘s precious about edging. He KNOWS he won‘t cum, and he‘s very much aware that he will only be hornier and more desperate than before. But he just can‘t stop. If I didn‘t stop him, he would still be there. Mindless, precum probably pooling to his ankles but still unable to restrain himself. 😄 Luckily I do that for him 🤭So I smacked him to get down and reached for the cage. Locking him back never gets old for me. Feeling in the hand how hard and veiny he is, then slowly becomes more spongy, enough to be carefully squished back. How his dick visibly protests, but doesn‘t stand a chance. And then once locked in, the realization truly kicks in and he gets a last boner attempt, as if his dick was checking, if it‘s for real, before finally giving up for good. 😈
Well, I hope you‘ve enjoyed my ass. When I was watching the video it gave me a thrilling idea, so I think you all will have fun with what comes next. But I am not spoiling anything, in case it doesn‘t work out. 🤫
I wanted to post today, but I didn't have time to write down my notes, so I am not publishing the video without it, as I feel it goes hand in hand. Butt, here is a little teaser so you know what you can look forward to tomorrow 🤭
I think the last session, where Luke was swallowing the mess he made is pairing nicely with the silicone dildo we were making earlier 😊 Anyway, I know I said I won‘t be spoiling anything regarding my ideas about the cloned dick, but in this case, I don‘t think it matters as some ideas are just way too obvious and too fun not to try. So making him suck it, is one. I am sure you‘ll figure out the rest. Let's see in time if you got that right 🤭
You probably know I have a thing for bisexual guys as it‘s something I watch quite a bit. So having the most realistic dildo around of course I wanted to see him sucking it 🤭 I somewhat regret not doing things in a different order as giving him a cock sucking session and then making him eat cum would be even better. But you know what those doors are still open, because in chastity there is always a next time and no need to rush anything, so he can wait. Or better yet he can‘t not wait as I have the keys🤭
I‘ve put a collar on him, as I loved the idea of being able to grab the ring and pull him closer, to take the dildo deeper. And even though I‘ve started with a smaller one he was struggling to take it deeper. I haven‘t searched that yet, but I hope gag reflex can be trained, because watching him swallowing a proper dong balls deep would be the perfect show for me. 🤭 I am planning on cloning his dick again, so it‘s completely realistic and he can feel every little bump and skin fold. But I think I would improve on it before casting, perhaps giving it more base, so it‘s a little longer. I wonder how would he like seeing his dick, just a little bigger than it ever will be. Well I know I would enjoy it if he took a real close look at it 😈 Well, we are not there yet and I need a few more things to figure out the process, but I think it‘s going to be quite fun.
So if I couldn't go deeper with the small dildo, I‘ve decided to go wider 😈Interestingly his pumped dick made a pretty thick dildo. I know he doesn‘t really see me in that mask, but you do, so I‘ve pre-lubed in my mouth. I had issues opening my jaw enough. I didn‘t have his actual penis in my mouth for ages, so it was a little surprising. 🤭 Well, I‘ve decided I want to watch him help me with it. Or maybe I was helping him. Doesn‘t matter, I just wanted us to suck a dick together to plant one hot idea inside his head. 😈 As it‘s quite hot watching a guy with one penis in a chastity cage and another penis in his mouth 🥵 I wonder how he would feel for real, giving pleasure he can‘t have himself. The disproportion of it is very thrilling.
And it seems he thinks that as well, or at least his caged dick does. As I was stuffing his mouth with my biggest toy, he was clearly trying to get hard the most. Obviously without change for success, but it was cute anyway. Maybe having a big dick in his mouth awakened something in him. I know that ever since I locked him, he‘s clearly very obsessed about a penis. Maybe he‘s so far that it doesn‘t even need to be his. I think that‘s the explanation I like, the most erotic, so I choose to believe that 😈 Good thing as a keyholder I can do that. Reality can be whatever I want 🤭
Well, it seems like we made solid progress with cum eating 🤭 I used to give different bets and perks, for him to lick it, just to make it more appealing. Well, this time it went a little differently. I just told him I am going to feed him his mess and he better slurp it all like a good cumslut. And that‘s exactly what he did. Even wiped a bit of cum I missed from his lip, so he could swallow that too 🤭 I am quite proud of him (and me as well)😊. He wasn‘t fond of this idea, and to be fair still isn‘t. Which is quite fine by me. Actually, more than fine, because the fact that he doesn‘t want to be swallowing cum, yet stick out his tongue and do it is beyond hot. 😈
It‘s funny how anytime I start doing anything he immediately goes for the nipples. I am not against it. I like when he‘s discovering different pleasure zones since his clitty is out of the picture most of the time. I asked him about it and he‘s pretty sure his nipples are even more sensitive than they used to be. I wonder if the brain can rewire things somehow and is trying to adapt to his „new“ situation. I mean it would be smart because I am not planning to end anytime soon 🤭Maybe some other guys in chastity could confirm their experience with it. Of course, anal is another stop ... bu that's a whole different topic 😄
Anyway, since I was planning to make him swallow it I went for an edging session first, to have some build-up. When I unlocked the cage I left the cage ring on, as I am quite happy with how stiff he‘s lately been, so I wanted to see that and feel it in my hand. I wonder if it‘s just a placebo, or if the pump is doing something. But subjectively speaking, I feel like he‘s harder and maybe even a little thicker. I wouldn't go as far as saying it‘s enlarging something. But I think he‘s getting closer to where he was before caging. This makes it quite fun for me, as I love the desperation in his face when I am squishing it back into a seemingly impossibly small cage 😈Too bad (for him) as I am quite a bit more experienced than I was two years ago and I know without a doubt that it will fit. So I make it fit 🤭 … sidetracking as always 😅… back to the edging. I think I could have made a little mistake with the cage ring because when he came, I think the ring was a little too tight and was squeezing his dick. I assume the cumshot could have been even bigger if I was jerking him without it. On the other hand, it means, he wasn‘t completely drained and I can live with that 🤭
I was contemplating if I was going to give him ruined or if I go with full orgasm. And I don‘t think I‘ll ever have a perfect answer for what I like more. On one hand, if I give him ruined he‘s going to end up horny and frustrated with a mouth full of cum. On the other, when I go with full, he‘s going to "enjoy" it temporarily, but then he‘s going to swallow semen with a post-nut clarity, completely unprotected by his horniness. Not sure what‘s worse, but the bottom line is, he‘s swallowing it no matter what. And he knows that I won't ever be able to forget it 🤭It‘s a very erotic realization, that I‘ll always have an image of him licking his cum. Well, even better yet I have it on camera, so I can humiliate him with him forever 😈
Feel free to follow along if you can. Hmm … brings me an idea. He should be thankful I even unlocked him. Maybe next time I just go with vibrator and then just pick the cum off his cage 🤭
